Yeah so it's been a while since i've updated... I've actually had a life! how exciting is that?!

I didn't think i was gonna come back here next year but i have recently changed my mind. I don't even know where to start and since i tend to draw everything out, i'll try to make things as short as possible...

Brett has become one of my closest friends. I went with a group of people to his house in san antonio for spring break along with south padre and mexico (yeah a group of us went and stayed the night in a not very good part of town so that was fun)...

I also played bball a lot and have been working out so yay for me getting off my butt and getting ready for summer!

speaking of summer, it's snowing outside and a few girls just snuck out my window to play in the snow... yes of all things to sneak out for, they went to play in the snow.

I've made a lot of new friends and i'm getting to know a lot of different groups of people which is cool. Most of my friends are guys which is a good thing (i'm not complaining). i'm making the college memories i wanted to make and I am very happy with my life right now.

I love my new roommate! She's so much fun and i can definitely see us being friends for a long time. God does great things in wierd ways and i love it!!

hmmm... oh yeah and i've been talking to a lot of people from my past which is cool. I was really surprised and it was unexpected and random but definitely a good thing.

and i think that i've successfully written a novel but if there were any of you who were actually wondering about my life there it is!

Currently Listening Garden State By Various Artists see related

I must say that life has been pretty good to me lately. I've been busy and I got a new roommate who is freaking awesome. I like living in these dorms better. I have met more people and I don't feel so secluded. It's nice.

Ok so I was completely content with being single and just dating for a while and had become completely comfortable with the fact that God would put the right person in my life when the time was right. Yes, I was very content. Then He decided to open my eyes to say "hey, there is someone right in front of you" so now I have a crush and I haven't felt like this about someone in a long time... if ever. And it's not just because I need someone to like or just like the attention, I really like this guy. Now I'm learning patience and trying not to worry (cause I'm good at that, the worrying part).

I love my job and the people I work with. THE END.

I still don't know if i'm going to transfer schools or where I would go if I did.

I miss my cousins a lot. They're really cool and I wish they lived closer... tear.

Well I hadn't written in a while so i figured I'd catch up a little bit. tell me something cool or a good story or something like that.

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I AM VERY EXCITED! Honestly I really don't know why but i think that maybe something good could happen or maybe a bunch of good things could happen.

There are a lot of people I miss. The End

I'm also ready to meet a lot of new people. After I get over being sick of course because that would suck to make new friends sick.

I get to work tomorrow with a cute boy. That's pretty much it except that I got to go on a date with that cute boy last week so that was exciting.

I like that God's helping me to give everything to him. I have been very unstressed and patient lately which is something that has been a struggle and now everything is going very well. No stress for me and hopefully now I can catch up on school work and things like that without getting stressed out too. WOO HOO!

I like that word (woo hoo). I've been using it a lot lately. Just though I'd throw that in there.

I'm getting a new roommate. Everyone's always like "what happened with you and Sara?!!" Like it's some dramatic thing and honestly it's not. We're both totally fine with it and honestly I think that we'll hang out even more now that we don't sleep in the same room, if that makes any sense. I don't know how to describe it but i think things will go a lot better so yay for us and I hope that settles any drama and answers any questions that anyone had.

My cousins come in like 2 days! I need to clean my room speaking of that. And probably get some homework done so I don't have to worry about it later. (because everyone wanted to know my boring plans for the night) woo hoo! (ok sorry i just had to throw that in there)

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I had a realization that as unhappy as i've been and as lost as i have felt here, it all boils down to 1 thing. There is 1 thing that is connected to all of the problems and i think maybe now that i know what it is, i can start working to getting where i need to go and find my way a little easier.

I worked tonight. I might go on a date tomorrow night so that would be cool. Nothing serious but I'm kind of excited.

I really need to buckle down on school work. I would feel so much better if i actually finshed stuff ahead of time. I really need to work on that. My goal for tomorrow! Plus I need to clean my room. And i'm sure everyone needed to hear the boring aspects of my life because they don't have enough boring aspects of their own. but i decided to share anyways.

My cousins are coming next weekend!!! I'm so excited. I'm going to take them shopping and spend lots of time with them of which i am mucho excited. They are 13 years old and I can talk to them and spend time with them like they're my age. I love it! They could easily become 2 of my best friends. It's nice to be close to family like that. I hope it doesn't go away.

I have come to realize over the past few days how important my close friends really are to me and more importantly who they are. I'm working on strengthening my relatioship with God. It's so hard once you've been out of that daily involvement for so long to get back into it as horrible as that sounds. It's a growing process.

Ok well i should probably be doing something productive like maybe sleeping? That would be good. Ok good night then!

I am talking to Lindsey right now... i miss her a lot!

Today was good. I got a lot accomplished as far as homework goes so that's good.

My cousins are probably going to come and visit some time within the next 2 weeks! I'm so excited and then I'm probably going to go to tulsa to take them home and maybe visit Lindsey in Bartlesville!!!

Nothing really exciting is happening in my life right now which is why i'm just talking about things that might happen that i'm excited about... boooring. I'll write again when something cool happens.

k bye