THANK YOU and i love you all,

iam doing good, my girl came for like 3-4 days of my spring break it was chillin and much needed... both the spring break and her comming.. now back to school.   iam alright now, thank you every one who shot me some love, i love u to. so life good....for now!

I am a poser, I am fake...... Iam what i hate

i feel traped in 2 worlds and iam bullshiting both of them,
lost in the abbys of darkness, with light in sight?
frail walls line the path of my mind
all the shit in side of me
finding clouser soon, maybe?

its time to be truthfull and NAKED..

a dear friend/captian on stf said in his morning service that "out of this group 5 ppl will "make it"-(not slide back in to there life)" ... and i deffntly didnt make it. at lest right now iam being nakedly honest. (thatnks caroline..still inspiring ppl...and iam sure u rember that morning service by dale)

iam not perfect, infact along way from it. and iam sure alot of its my fault..naw fuck that IT IS MY FAULT. all the shit i still do, 

and if any one wants to judge me, talk smack, think diffrently about me because iam not the most "hard core",  or still doning the same shit..then FUCK YOU! ILL HATE YOU ALONG WITH HATEING ME!!!