My xanga premium expired

Do I resubscribe?

I should just break down and get the lifetime membership, since I've already been purchasing it for 4 years.

But will I still be using xanga 4 years from now?

It was a sign....

Yesterday I was out of my usual routine and I was riding the 4/5 to work, which naturally reminded me of my ex because that's the train we used to take to work together.

His name was Javier and we dated for about 3 months... and then I found out he had another gf the whole time.

At Union Square, I'm praying that he doesn't get on the train, even though I know that it's extremely unlikely since he goes to work earlier and he moved I think.

Instead, this woman gets on the train and sits down right in front of me.  Her shirt says:

El amor eterno dura

aproxamente

¡tres meses!

(Eternal love lasts approximately three months!)

Random thoughts...

I saw this woman on tv who was 107 years old and perfectly able and alert.  This guy asked her the secret to living a long life and she said....

You have to love yourself.  And once you love yourself, you'll love your body and you'll know how to treat it.

If only we could all actually live like that.

In other news...

I'm thinking of becoming Buddhist.  Are they recruiting?

I want to open a gym.  I need about $90,000 for start-up costs, anyone interested in investing?

Come January, I don't know where I'm living.  I'm either going to stay in Hoboken or move to DC.

Decisions, decisions, but all good things.

PS check out the new video.

Please mail my birthday gifts to:

c/o Embassy Suites Ashburn

44610 Waxpool Road

Ashburn, VA 20147

(That was my way of telling you that I will be in Virginia for 2 months... and reminding you of my birthday.  Clever right?)

I'm going to miss NYC/Hoboken in the summer but...

Yay for living in a hotel and getting free food and laundry!

What have I gotten myself into now?