Days drip by

I am so tired. I haven't exercised in a few days. Yesterday I ate some french fries and today I ate some cucumber slices. I thought about eating a lean cuisine but when I opened up the box - it disgusted me and I threw it away 

xoxoxo

I have been  away for so long.... life has been kind of f**ed up but I want to get my sh*t together. i'm a freak - so f**ing fat.. disgusting... i will not give up.. i refuse... i want it all...

I'm really too tired to post. I haven't done super fab eating,
so tomorrow I'm fasting.

First confession time. I just binged
a little. I had 3 hamburger patties,
5 turkey sticks, one piece of dark
chocolate. I'm a little piggy.

I refuse to purge because I don't
want to get back into that cycle
(besides what I ate is not easy to
throw up).

I'm going to go weigh myself right
now to see how much I gained.
Nothing- good.

I start my new job tomorrow. I'm a liitle nervous to be honest.

HAPPY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is my last day at this job!!!!!!! Yeah, baby! I have to get my blood drawn this morning. My doctor said" you can't eat for 12 hours before the test" duh. like that's hard.

I am not going to really eat today because I'm supposed to party tonight. I am so excited.

I went outside this morning- it's freezing!!!

B: 1/2 c coffee w/ creamer (15 cal)
T: alcohol!!!!- lots of cals I know

Have a FAB FRIDAY!