gimme that french horn solo!!!!mood: slightly uplifted Time: 11.57 am Rather be doing: i unno, walking in the woods : D 
One thing I have always wanted to do is to look at peoples random thoughts and feelings, Like if i could cram myself into his, / her head for a few hours, would that be interesting, you could find out if someone is happy/ sad/ anything. You could find out what those people think about most, if there is someone that they are thinking about in particular, or if there is something that has been bothering them. Im having a bad hair day, I was wearing like a million clips trying to hold it up, but they just didnt work out, it just looked messy, it probably looks messy right now but why should i care, its not like im trying to impress anyone, One thing i like about these two kids that go to my school( both are guys) they have this really long hair, its shoulder length.. kinda on the greasy side, but it is in that certain way of " unkept" that it looks fricking awsome! Like, Im pretty syre that you couldnt get a brush through, but that would spoil the effect, like the boy sitting across the room from me, I can see him in between the computers, he has this brown hair all of it shoved over to the other side of his head, but it looks cool. and that is why I wish i could pull of bad hair days like these guys 
Im going to hang out with kevin tonight, originally we were supposed to go and see IORNAMN buuuut sadly it run past midnight, and he has early morning etc. So its renting a movie and walking aropund town, and stuff etc like that... all depends if its raining or not. Ok so i was tlaking to him last night on msn on webcam One thing ive decided to do, is try and smile alll day, and see how people treat me differently, I do get looked at alot more, even if my hair is a bit frumpy. Im sooo tired right now, at least my foot is starting to feel better, I had buggered it up on monday adn it had been hurting me since. SOME OTHER CREEPYNESS is this lifeguard was flirting with me at south oshawa, I dont think he knew how old i was, so it was jokes and I played along, and hes like" soo you gonna be lifeguarding" and i said " uhhh i dunno maby " but he mainly gaurds when we swim there so its unavoidable. He isnt what id call atractive either so its creepy, not in a " im going to follow you out to your car later." creepy way either. EWWW we have a really hard practice tonight too T_T uggghhhh its like ... the night of 400 meater IM which SUCKS BALLS im sooo not looking forward to it . I am looking forward to art class tho 
  
im hoping that my hair is that really hot messyness as seen above, except i want to be wearing more than the cat. HA the smile-ing campain CONTINUES by smiling at everyone who looks at me unless its like one of the gross people in the halls, like im sorry to be mean but I cant stand those people in the hallway that look and smell like they have rolled out of the dumpster. its just dirty and i want to throw soap at those people. 15 min left of class XP  < i want to do that some day hold up a sign that says honk for love and see if anybody will.
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