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Monday, July 07, 2008

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 21:42:54 GMT

Mood:mildly stressed and confused

TIme : 9:34pm

why does sex always complicate everything? now before sarah has a panic attack id like to state that no nothing has happened, nothing almost happened, and nothing was raped or forced.

put away the shot-gun.

But now it just feels like someone just placed a heavy black veil over my head and its gotten a little bit harder to breath. Ive written him an e-mail to take it slower please, he really is the sweetest guy in the world and was really polite and didnt scoff when I said no( i have dignity ) he just hugged me, but like most guys he is er a bit how you say... eager .

Ugh

BUT Ive convinced him to go emo shopping next week tho, that should lighten the mood :)

Im off to watch scrubs now toodle pip

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 20:20:12 GMT

Mood: Content :]

Time 7:53pm

Alright So Ive started working at parkwood at last, staff is super nice

and I get along really well with alot of them. The bugger of everything

is that I only have nine days at which im able to hang out with anyone,

espessially Kevin, whom I just was talking to on the phone, Hes such

a classic example of the nice guy, He had a family gettogether so he

snuck downstairs and was talking to me on the phone insted. Im not

that amazing of a conversationalist either... and I dont even think

That that is an actual word. One thing that I really have to stop doing

at work is going to the Tim Hortons Across the road in the hospickle,

Ive gone almost every day and not only is it going to kill

My money but it is ging to make me fat. : ( So I therefore must

enshnew it with a firm bottom in order to maintain my weight that

the wii fit says is " normal" for my height. Ive got to go shower now,

I feel grimy from the day, the weather has honestly got to make

up its mind weather it is going to be rainy or sunny. Another cool

person at work is my new friend brad, fourth year of collage and deeply

into nogelista or however the fuck you spell it.

hes also a poet ( dont'cha know it?) And I was reading

some of his awesome freestyle verse. Alright Shannun stay on track SHOWER

if she moves like this will you move like that..?

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 21:23:21 GMT

Mood: Tired but happy

time: 8.44

day before party throwing wish me luck that nothing goes wrong

So yesterday was the guys concert, they played 4 songs really well, Kevin got nervous and fumbled on the lyrics for ... *thinks* shit I forget what the song name is but it was by senses fail. anyways a smooth recovery and they did awsome on the rest of the halftime. I met his two other friends Chris and Zack they were really nice but didnt talk to me alot, maby I was too busy with kevin and maby I was too busy with camera whoring etc. Dosnt really matter Im just the girlfriend.

After the set we had to watch through the rest of the presentations and Kevins younger brother dance to thriller... which was really funny in the extreme because he was hiding behind his friend. lol
We walked back from the concert and lots of cars were honking at " the boys in the band" kevin noted to the rest that it was either the band of the length of the skirt I was wearing. We saw a deer and Zach decided to try and chase it, but it jumped over a fence and he wasnt jumpy enough apparently.

HA best part of the night was me getting bittin by mosquitos i know ur thinking that sucks. but I got to borrow Kevins Pjamas for the night, and I could sit on the table and talk with people while chris sat and crushed courtneys pelvis.
I kept the Pjamas for the night, But knowing that my dear mama wouldnt approve, well. I changed in the back yard and walked in with the pjs in my bag. V comfy to sleep in though, didnt realise untill I was almost near sleep that my entire bed smells like Kevin, needless to say I fell asleep Happy.

I also Wore them to My exams and I fell asleep waiting for the one hour to be up geeze I love those pants , even thought I had to rolly the waist over because of my lovely girlish figure. ^^ By the end of the day when I actually had to give the frickin pants back to him they no longer smells like 100% authentic Bronson T_T Oh well The realy guy smells just as good.

DOMO KUN WORKS

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 12:45:28 GMT

Mood: happy

Time: 12.19 pm

Im so happy only one more day untill exams start, ok im not all that enthralled that exams are out and about but Ill be glad to get them done and over with.

First day of work was bomb I met so many awsome people like emily and brad , emily is very nice adn orders a huge ice-cap right before huge amounts of tour pple come in. Brad is in love with tibetian monks and is one of the biggest nerds ever, its awsome. there are so many rooms in parkwood i have to memorize a script for Im kind of nervous but Im sure ill do Fine. Still When I was practiceing with a small tour I got really nervous, i guess im used to being a wallflower so this is probably going to be good for me public speaker skillz etc.

HA Kevin finally has the mowhawk back but sadly I might not be able to get to swimming untill friday, oh well its not like his hair will go back to the shaggy cowlick kind of thing that he had before saturday.

I want summer to get here, dang I wich summer would just stay, then everyone would just have to live their life in one big vacation, which would be pretty awsome in my opinion.

love this comedian

love this show

love this song

love this movie

love this GIF.

love this quote

One thing im getting kind of worried about lately is the violence that the guys in my erm " school group" are expressing to the girls Like just a few days ago sarah hit bryan in the face( ok i know Im gonna have some critiques here) but when girls hit guys its usually just playfull and we dont mean any harm... but then bryan hit her back hard. And a few weeks ago i was talking to scott he said something offensive and I hit his leg , but then he kicked me again and again, I dont kow why the fuck they are so violent towards girls it really irks me because im just goin to think " ok well i shouldnt have hit him" but thats the thing he said something to provoke me to hit him, and then he hits me back.

My swimming guy-friends dont do that, at least they would hit me and mean it playfully and if we do get hurt they would apologise. ie. when it was my birthday ( ya im bring this up kevin) I got birthday beats, and I dont know why but I just started to cry randomly,has anyone ever had one of those days when you just start bawling your eyes out over the tinyest things. Ya I was having one of those days, needless to say he felt like crap because

1: i was crying

2: my coach was wondering why I was so effing upset

So i told him what hapened and I knew that kevin didnt mean to so i kept on saying that it was an accident and that i was over reacting... which I was, but he did hit me pretty hard, so after a million apologies from him and several taunts from ym coach later i was in the water swimming, ps my arm hurt so much the next day, sever months later we started going out and we have been for .... 4 1/2 more.

XOX SHANNON

What are the best and worst things about your job?

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 12:13:10 GMT

I love the benifits of my job aka free entry into any attraction like the ROM or the ontario gallery of art etcetc. and discounts on wonderland kickass too 15 $ off.

What sucks about my job is that I have tot walk at least 2 k for each tour. and that i have to memorize a script for 33 rooms in the entire mansion.

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 10:15:53 GMT

Mood: Content

Time: 9.55 am

Im going to take up yoga, clear the mind and such, not the wii fit kind( because 1 I dont have a wii and 2 apparently according to Sarah its the most frustrating thing since putting on socks after getting out of the shower.) Honestly tho ive been so stressed out lately because of work and school and parental units etc. that not only is my face home to the worlds most obnoxious zit but ive been * yup you guessed it* impulsive eating again whooooo-not. Since dryland is over ... forever Ive become dedicated to working out twice a week on the bowflex in the basement, no one is using it so I might as well. Bikinig, and yoga. I shall be in tip top condition for summer, ontop of that I need to CONCENTRATE on exams, mainly math because that is where My downfall is, after that is done tho you can see me skipping through feilds with that catterpiller from the labrynth on my shoulder( you know that one with david bowie and tons of glitter and jim henson creations)

This one and yes sarah I found a picture of him.

Converstion:

Catterpiller: Ello

Girl: did you just say hello?

Catterpiller: no I said "ello" but thats close enough

Catterpiller: want to come inside for a cuppa meet the missus

girl: I CANT FIT IN THERE?!!

SO CUTE<333

this is the message Ill never send again...

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 14:22:08 GMT

Mood: omgwhythe fuck would I do that

Time: 1.59

i really want to go home and sleep sleep for a long time So that I could stop being suck a bitch to everyone, everyone around me is just completely dissapointed in what I do, of course there are the obvious that arnt Ie best friend and boy friend... but everyone else has these super high expectations about what Im supposed to achieve in life. I just fail at life in general and will never amount to anything at all, all Im good at is art and where will that get me a big fat nowhere is , where. Ive been had, I cant go on trying to believe that If I try to do things on my own that they will turn out ok. Im just a kid for christ sake I dont know what im going to do for the rest of my life, i just want to get by exams right now and not lose it with my family my friends and the boyfriend Ive never snapped at him and hes never snapped at me and I would like to keep It that way. Hes such a nice guy that I dont want to hurt him and I think that in the end , that will be my downfall.

One thing Im also going through is an identity clique crisis

Monday, June 09, 2008

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:22:10 GMT

Above picture says " I dont watch the news in the morning because I dont want the dead people to spoil my day"

Mood: VERY VERY VERY HOT

Time: 2.05 pm

Didnt do anything yesterday besides get up at the crack of dawn to go to last swim meet ever in existance, Im gonna miss screaming at people till my lungs goes raw. and miss the sickining excitment of wating to go up on the blocks... shit im gonna go visit so many meets after swiming is done. Half gold half JV because the lasd are going up to gold, one thing i think that would bug me is that there are other girls in gold that are, more pretty and just as nice, and what if the guys just well forget about us..... that would be HORRIBLE with a capital HUH. wahhhhh i dont want us to part what the fuck am i going to doo>?????

HAng out epic-ly during the summer thats what what!

I really just want to be in my basement watching something hularious with pple i lurve!! cold drinks shall be served and popcorn shall ensue, and I would have one of those sour cream and onion flavour shakers right beside me and no one would touch my popcorn because I will have used up three cans of it already. And as long as we are daydreaming I guess I can be thin and plesent and zit free and the tv shall be the size of the wall with surround sould and I would have a wii with wario ware etc. and I would not be boiling hot like I am right now. Why cant this dumb shit school get some air conditioning insted of dinky little portable fans. One of my friends would probably say," Its not hot outside3 suck it up im wearing pants."

sigh see ya

Shes not bleeding on the ballroom floor...Just for the attention

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 13:00:11 GMT

Mood: Quite lovely

Time: 11.57 pm

hmm Ive just realised that our school only gives us an hour to eat luch. Fuck my brasrap broke emergency much find someone with alot of spare safty pins.

15 min later

It pinches but it hurts.!1 : D

If you were a celebrity, what type of products would you endorse?

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 10:28:40 GMT

Perfume. It has a certain glamour to it I like

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