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you know, as a white boy, i don't respond well to threats.  call it a sense of pride, me being stupid, or whatever, but i find that i end up doing something when i hear three simple words 'you're a pussy'.  i don't care what the fuck it is, like doing shots of pucker at work, russian roulette w/ five in the chamber, i'll end up doing it.

that being said, i don't respond well to people having implied threats.  and if you know me, you know that if i see a threat, i will threaten the fuck out of it right back.  so what if that isn't the best way to go about things.  that's just a simple fyi.

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well, i am throughly confused....drama, drama, drama....  drama is so stupid!  she says she is confused, but i don't want her to be.  she says she wants to have her day with him then let her have it.  i, no more a man than a dog, has had the mature idea to let her be with who she wants... it doesn't feel like she wants to be here as much as she wanted to be back with him.  i don't want her to be thinking about their day while i try my damnedest to be the best i can be.  i'm confused if she wants to be with him, but just wants to be with me again because i am who i am.  you know, i can pretty much say anything i want here because WHO CARES!! no one reads this anyway....  there is no chain, no leash...no master, no boss... if she wants to be off, then she can be, i will miss her dearly if that is the case, but i don't want her to be confused anymore.  Every dog has their day.

Let them have theirs.

Corey

I have come to the not-so-radical conclusion that i naturally attract the most crazy of the loons.  everyone is mentally unstable in their own way, i guess, but it is more interesting that way, i s'pose.  there has got to be someone compatible AND not crazy in the area cuz everyone i know who is lives too far away.

Moving right along, the music video for the new Jet Li movie 'Fearless' is online!  The artist is Jay Chou and i would highly recommend.  the link may be http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=rFvcFqCAq1c, but you should go there anyway and check it out. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK BECAUSE JAY WANTS TO KNOW WHAT THE WESTERN WORLD THINKS AND I CAN TELL HIM THROUGH A FRIEND OF MINE.

Payday is always the best day for a long time and this payday was no exception.  plenty on money for the corey to do with what he wants.  and tax returns sometime....bless the man and his tax returns.

I am off to do corey things, so i will be here...somewhere.

(also note, the first statement does NOT mean all the girls i know are crazy... just some in particular who break the line of sanity into craziness)

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i changed my schedule today!! small engine repair and a new comm arts 2 class.  and no spanish 2!!!!  and i found out that my car CAN handle good in the snow!!  shame on the people who think all muscle cars suck in snow!  well, i am going to the snowdance, as far as i know, but i hope laurel can go cuz i really don't want to be that weird guy who comes out as the 7th wheel or whatever.

also today, i found out i am racist.  not because or anything i have said or thought, but what a student thought i said and what she told a teacher.  no one else heard me say it and since it was in video production, i have a tape proving what i actually said, but the teacher wants to fail me for heresay. direct quote "you called the black guy black and the asian guy asian!!  you are such a racist!!!"  once she was going to get me in trouble because i did martial arts on camera and she thought i was fighting an asian.  she thought that if i was, that would be stereotypes instead of looking at it as a person who knows martial arts and happens to be asian.

well, that's how dice roll sometimes.  i should go for now, but i will be back soon!