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Saturday, October 04, 2008

  • the integrity of [your] love

     

    You claim you love me but you keep suffering.  You say you love me in the present but you're still living in the past.  You tell me you love me but you refuse to forget.  At night you have bad dreams.  Sometimes you moan in your sleep.  The truth is that I am nothing to you.  I don't count.  What counts is the past.  Not ours:  yours.  I try to make you happy but an image strikes your memory and it is all over.  You are no longer there.  The image is stronger than I.  You think I don't know?  You think your silence is capable of hiding the hell you carry with you? 

     

Thursday, January 17, 2008

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    you want to know why i'm holding on?  my pride won't let me admit that i'm wrong.  it won't allow me to come to terms with the fact that i could have possibly made a mistake.  so don't you judge me.

     

     

     

     

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

  • welcome home, folks!

    pat yourselves on the back for another spectacular semester completed.  those in transit as i'm writing this, i hope you get your butts back here safely. (that means you, my faithful elephant )

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    all i want for christmas is....

     

     

    something i never realized was missing.

    MY WALLET BACK =(

     

     

     

    how do i always have something crappy happening this time of year.
    rawr.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

  • FOR SALE:  The Official Guide for GMAT Review 11th Edition & GMAT Verbal Review

    GMAT Verbal Review: The Official Guide : ISBN 9780976570912

     

    I took a wrong turn some time back in September and bought these two fresh off the shelves, and now they're collecting dust.  Any takers?  Price is totally negotiable....

Sunday, October 14, 2007

  • b..re.a....k.t.....hr...o............u....g.h

    That would be me -- I broke through.  I almost feel like I was suffocating and didn't realize it until I was supplied with something other than my givens at the time.  Granted, it was a voluntary decision initially, I'm glad I had enough sense to get myself out *pat on the back*.  So, I'm wicked excited to be out of this rut & I thought it was worth dusting off my little xanga blog thing over here and making a somewhat public declaration, when unbeknownst to me, no one's around????  Seriously, where is everyone on this thing?

    This is definitely the beginning of my end.  This is what I'm supposed to be doing.  I know it.  I don't know why I've been neglecting something that feels so natural to me.  I'm so anxious that I'm doing cartwheels in my head. I feel high.  A new high I've gotten on life.  GOD certainly has provided me with an incredible new outlook and all the new things that lay ahead.  HALLELUJAH!  AMEN!  PRAISE THE LORD!  Everything is just so exhilarating.  AHHH!

     

    They say the hardest part is getting yourself out of denial.  Check.
    Now.  How do I put myself back together again?