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Friday, March 28, 2008

23

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...


Thursday, March 27, 2008

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over.
When I've looked right on through,
see you naked but oblivious
and you don't see me

but I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

Cause I threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

oh well, oh well...

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all


The useless drag of another day
The endless drags of a death rock boy

Mascara sure and lipstick lost
Glitter burned by restless thoughts of being forgotten

And in your sad machines
You'll forever stay
Desperate and displeased-with whoever you are
And your a star

A hidden diamond you cannot find
A secret star that cannot shine over to you
May the king of gloom, be forever doomed

And in your sad machines
You'll forever stay
Burning up in speed
Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines

The useless drags, the empty days
The lonely towers of long mistakes

To forgotten faces and faded loves
Sitting still was never enough

And if you're giving in, then your giving up
Cause in your sad machines
You'll forever stay
Burning up in speed
Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines


Thursday, March 16, 2006

I'm at my wits end trying to defend that front line of hope that I pretend

is really there.

Day in and day out my heart fills with doubt that this is what I'm about

and no one really cares.

Turn the lights red and pretend we are all dead so nothing more can be said

and I can fade away.

Remove me from thought and return what I've bought;  I've thrown but not caught

the purpose of today.

Try as I may - to leave, yet I stay and the price that I pay

are hopes and serenity.

Looking farther apart from the end and the start with this hole in my heart

emptying me.

Try to make sense from the notes and comments written in past and future tense

about right here and now.

My last words that I write at the end of the night are to encourage the fight

that comes after the bow.


Friday, February 17, 2006

Some Candy; a Flower
Maybe an hour
To pretend i am better than i am

A poem; a Letter
What ever it takes to get her
To believe i am an honest man

There's nothing significant about this day
Nothing to explain feeling this way

You want something to have and to hold
You want this day to be daring and bold

If you need something tangible
as collateral or proof
Let me rip my heart out
and bleed it all over you.



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