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| Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
(remember how we'd wait for the minute bell to ring just to run to class... you and me hurdling kids like they're nothin , and just laughin and jukin.. nonstop. jumpin desks just to make it in time. remember playin games with mrs. mckinney... remember connect four tournaments. remember spraypainting the shop room. remember that pimp ass desk car we made. remember skippin class... remember you teachin me how to shoot dice.
I laced the track, you locked the flow
(remember all those times i'd come to class and i'd have these beats and you and your friends would freestyle over that shit. remember that time you called me the producer. remember senior sign you rhyming in my backseat taking long drinks from that bottle.
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
(man you chose my path today. without you I don't know where i'd be.)
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
(be there smilin for me holdin that gate open for me and handin me that bottle... i'll bring the beat man...)
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
(remember how you told me all you wanted was to go home.)
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
(you're too strong. you'll live on even after this in all of us.)
Chorus:
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
(that cheesin ass smile of yours.)
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
(man I got some many fuckin memories of where. where'd all the time go?)
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
(we're not takin anymore. now i'm makin, and i'm not gonna let anyone forget who I am, where I came from, and the people who helped me, especially you.)
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus
Somebody tell me why...
(please someone tell me why.)
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
To my friend and brother:
Man without you I would had some lame times.... probably safer, but man I wouldn't trade them for the world. I can't forget all these things we did and it's like all of a sudden they all came rushing back to me. I just want to keep typing but sometimes this damn keyboard gets too blurry for me to even see the keys. But now it's like i'm not even sure of what to write. Shit this is killing me it really is.how can you be gone? you and the group were the closest thing to brothers I have. how can the guy I spent two hours a day for all of my senior year of high-school. the guy who almost got me kicked out of television production and them convinced me to make a lifetime of it practically the same week, the guy who was always fuckin smilin, the guy who told me that sometimes you gotta fight even when you know you're gonna lose. Just because true people fight for what they believe in and fight for what's theirs; and no matter what you always gotta be true. and yet the same guy who told me sometimes it's even okay to back down... that true men are not always the most aggressive. The guy who looked me in the eyes and told me "don't ever go to jail, it's nothing like they make it look. JAIL AIN'T FUN." and damnit he fucking meant it. the same guy who i'd share my food with sometimes and he'd always say thanks, but he didn't feel bad at all about stealing your pencil for awhile. the guy who'd fight to the death for his mom, sister, or wife and wasn't afraid to tell anyone that. how can you be gone? why did this happen? man what the fuck is goin on? I miss you man, you were so much like a brother to me... you taught me sooo fucking much and now this happened. now you're gone...
man I can't believe this happened. i'm sitting here crying so fuckin hard. I feel lost a little. maybe I can make it I don't right now... sometimes it hurts to breathe... it's gonna take me awhile to figure out what your last big prank was... because I know you, there's something here on earth that you did that's gonna make you laugh your ass off wherever your at. and it's gonna be something big... Maybe now you know what's going to happen to all of us and your just up there cheesin that big ass smile of yours, with a bottle of something good and blunt in the other. I'll be there someday and like I said i'll bring some sick ass motherfuckin beats... so you better be ready to flow.
I'm so glad I met you.
RIP my friend....
...i'll be missing you...
damn i'll be missing you..... | | |
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I can't forget all these things we did and it's like all of a sudden they all came rushing back to me. I just want to keep typing but sometimes this damn keyboard gets too blurry for me to even see the keys. But now it's like i'm not even sure of what to write. Shit this is killing me it really is.how can you be gone? you and the group were the closest thing to brothers I have. how can the guy I spent two hours a day for all of my senior year of high-school. the guy who almost got me kicked out of television production and them convinced me to make a lifetime of it practically the same week, the guy who was always fuckin smilin, the guy who told me that sometimes you gotta fight even when you know you're gonna lose. Just because true people fight for what they believe in and fight for what's theirs; and no matter what you always gotta be true. and yet the same guy who told me sometimes it's even okay to back down... that true men are not always the most aggressive. The guy who looked me in the eyes and told me "don't ever go to jail, it's nothing like they make it look. JAIL AIN'T FUN." and damnit he fucking meant it. the same guy who i'd share my food with sometimes and he'd always say thanks, but he didn't feel bad at all about stealing your pencil for awhile. the guy who'd fight to the death for his mom, sister, or wife and wasn't afraid to tell anyone that. how can you be gone? why did this happen? man what the fuck is goin on? I miss you man, you were so much like a brother to me... you taught me sooo fucking much and now this happened. now you're gone...<BR><BR>man I can't believe this happened. i'm sitting here crying so fuckin hard. I feel lost a little. maybe I can make it I don't right now... sometimes it hurts to breathe... it's gonna take me awhile to figure out what your last big prank was... because I know you, there's something here on earth that you did that's gonna make you laugh your ass off wherever your at. and it's gonna be something big... Maybe now you know what's going to happen to all of us and your just up there cheesin that big ass smile of yours, with a bottle of something good and blunt in the other. I'll be there someday and like I said i'll bring some sick ass motherfuckin beats... so you better be ready to flow. <BR><BR>I'm so glad I met you.<BR><BR>RIP my friend.... <BR><BR><BR>...i'll be missing you...<BR></EM><EM><BR></EM>damn i'll be missing you.....<BR><BR><BR></P> | | |
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| there's BUG s everywhereso you wanted me to leave a comment well here it is.
you'rel living this doublelife that amazes me sometimes.
regular by day superwoman by nite.
but it'll take some time to figure that one out.
I understand your pain. oh man do I understand your pain
and don't even begin to think that's some halfway statement that
is supposed to make empathy grow between us.
I've walked down the razor and back again and laughed just the same.
and I know you have too.
honestly you're wanting me to give a title to something I don't know
I don't think it matters as long as we're here for each other
with country radios
country fucking radios
fucking country
fucking radio.
I never told you this for a reason
you never wrecked it...
you'll know what I mean
You scratched it a couple times
you never wrecked it.
maybe you just parked it
and I don't mean that in a way that would contradict everything that's just begun.
although I know it sounds like it
just let it be known i've had some crash landings
and that wasn't one of them.
I've cut my heart out before just to watch it beat.
and wasn't that suprised when I found out it had already died.
now you've learned the secret to make yours alive again
and that makes me smile.
and that's pretty much the only reason we exist right now isn't it?
to make each other smile.
so yeah that's cool....
I'll be your safety net.
but you better catch me before I hit rock bottom.
tuck your wings to your chest and feel what it's like to
enter into a freefall where nothing is clouding your mind
your only thoughts are of the stars and how fast you're spinning away from them
and how fast the ground is approaching... and how there's a net there to catch you.
777 SANTA AMORE 777
Angel. | | |
| i'm leavin on the next plane, don't know when i'll be back again
kiss me and tell me that you'll never let me go.
this hurts so bad. so fucking bad.
I never could cheat on you. nah never ever. but you don't believe me, and how can you argue something like that....
I hope that friend means a lot more to you than I do. because they're lying.
it's been a pleasure to know ya'll and i'm lettin you know
I'm leavin on a jet plane
I want to relapse so bad. i'm going to relapse. I'm going to start hittin it once again.
I can feel it in my hands, feel it against my lips, feel it filling my lungs, filling my veins
I never told you why I started....
I want to be retarded, I want to be numb
because it's when i'm retarded and numb that I can forget the hole in my chest
my anesthetic. look in my blue eyes and see my hunger and pain
I couldn't breathe today when I saw you. I started having panic attacks.
i'm defending you still to my friends. still holdin you on that pedestal.
his name hurts me whenever I read it.
kick this one for st. paul, this one for minneapolis. this for my superhero complex
the worst kind of hell you experience is the one where you find yourself being pulled from heaven and thrown into your own private hell. life without you is hell. I can't stand this. i'm breaking down everyday. I don't know how long I can make it. this is killing me on the inside. honestly, this is the worst pain i've ever felt.
You have to believe me that what people said isn't true. I would never hurt you like that. and i've never ever been interested in another woman when I had you. it hurts that you can't trust me now. It hurts so fucking bad....
you broke your new years resolution... yeah I broke your new years resolution too...
i'm making you a mixed cd right now. I wrote you a note the other day. sometimes it doesn't hurt so bad... sometimes I have to pretend that everything is gonna be okay... I wonder if you're hurtin as bad as I am... Probably not.... you always were so strong... so uplifting... you made me a whole person. now i'm just broken.....
I'm just so broken without you
Kid Rock) Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried the day
I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her
(Sherly Crow)
I called you lastnight in the hotel
Everyone knows but they wont tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend
(Kid Rock)
It was the same ole same "how have you been"
(Both)
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey
(Kid Rock)
You reminded me of brighter days
(Sheryl Crow)
I hoped you were comin' home to stay
i was headed to church
(Kid Rock)
I was off to drink you away
(Both)
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't nderstand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'llc hange my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home
these are the things I will never ever tell her...
I just can't stand seeing her so unhappy...
maybe if I just fade away it won't hurt her so bad. | | |
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