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| My mom came to visit today, and it depressed the hell out of me. My birthday is tomorrow, and she got me a pedometer (those things that count yours steps when you walk) because she says I don't walk enough- of course I don't walk on the track, there are gunshots even during the day, I swim, damnit. Then we spent 3 hours in the library looking at research journals for her class, and that depressed me even more, because the more she got excited about stuff like Nursing Education and teaching, it made me realize that I don't care about that shit at all, it makes me even more depressed because she thinks I want to do that kind of stuff when I get out of college.
I really am content with just laying around the house all day with nothing to worry about, but then my friends here go ahead and do fun stuff together without me, and that makes me more depressed.
I dunno why I'm all depresssy this week, but I just want to go to bed and not worry about anything right now for a full week.
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| FOREVER since I wrote. Sorry! And I know like only 2 people actually read this, but eh.
Just check my LJ.
IM me for the address.
<3,
Me. | | |
| Things didn't work out.
But we're still friends, and that's all that matters.
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| Dear you (again!):
Wow. These past few days have been a blur, and I am so glad you're back. Tonight was HILARIOUS and I had so much fun. Wow. I can't see that something is NOT there; it seems like I can cut it with a spatula. I got that weird stomach feeling when we were sitting in the dim light just whispering, and when I left I felt happy. I am thinking of you this very moment.
<3,
Me. | | |
| Dear You:
I really miss seeing you! I think of you every 15 minutes of each day, no matter what, you really ARE the last thing on my mind at night. I know it sounds cheesy, and those stupid love songs never had any application to me, but now I really do understand. And the way you smile makes me want to burst into a thousand pieces because it's such a cool smile. I don't want to do anything yet, because I don't know if you feel the same way, but I think you do. And I hope with everything in me that you do, because I can't imagine what I'd be like without seeing you almost everyday. I love you, and I'm crazy about you! So make a move, too!
<3,
Me. | | |
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