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| Summer!this summer's been turning out great, some times better than others (i'll get to that a little later) , but needless to say its been 2 weeks already !! ... so the day after grad, B throws me my surprise bday party  (i think i was more stunned than shocked, but same difference right?) it was also the day i got my haircut. i was pretty nervous about it already, and i didnt expect everyone to see it, but it seemed to have a pretty good reaction =) anyway, irene u need to send me pix! hehe :P i also went to my commerce academic orientation a week ago and that place is reeeallly nice haha, like very futuristically designed. it was also my first time going dt myself and walking around trying to find that place in that huge (but nice) campus :$ anyway, i made some friends there, so that was really nice :) at least i know PEOPLE in my program now! i think it was a week ago also? well... i got myself into a very little car accident (which was of absolutely NO FAULT of my own) but it was soo stressfull... i was just  , yelling inside my head "WHAT DID I EVER DO WRONG TO DESERVE THIS", "CANT YOU SEE THE CAR, RIGHT THERE" and mostly "WHYYY MEE?! IM A GOOD PERSON" .. -__-" needless to say, after lots of license copying, contact numbers exchanged, i learned a fundamental lesson about driving .....
there are very bad drivers out there. :( 
me and bobo the destroyer,
my bday present from B
- B named him ;) -
btw, short hair!! :D
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| A Little This, A Little ThatDo not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the
life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world
you desire can be one. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours. I dedicate this to everyone i know that's graduating this year. High school seems too fast to have truly happened. I wished I really knew how fast it would actually be; i wish i realized the reality of graduation a bit earlier than now, just so i really understand how each and every single person who was ever close to me really changed me. i know i may not see many of these people in the future, but i just wanna say thanks for whatever impact you had on me. There are alot of thoughts in my head now... just everything's making sense or coming together. This past week has been a whirlwind of emotions... and after all this, i think i'm finally learning something. I feel like im learning alot about life and about people... like how some people like to appear all high and mighty but deep down inside, they're just like everyone one of us, if not worse. hypocrites; like how some people never see their own flaws yet point fingers; like how being happy comes not from another person, but ultimately yourself. there are just so many things i'm finally realizing now that i feel are so important, and all the pettiness from high school doesn't even matter any more. last of all, thank you for everything. for everything we've been through, for everything we'll go through. things are never easy for you, but youre always there for it all. you're always there for me..
i love you.
it's like a best friend but more--
it's the one person in the world who knows you better
than anyone else. that someone who makes you be
a better person. no, actually they don't make you a better
person; you do that by yourself because they inspire you.
a soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. it's one
person who knew you, accepted you and believed in you
before anyone else did or when no one else would. and
no matter what happens, you'll always love them and
nothing could ever change that.
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| It's difficult to be considerate when the world isn't being considerate towards you. after all this time, i think i learned this well enough: you really don't matter. ive had my share of bad pressure and attitudes. all im saying is that petty people like you really dont matter to me anymore. i know what i need and i know what i want; and i have both of that. so save your wasted efforts -- youre not changing anyone.
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| im in no mood now. today has been an emotional rollercoaster. i DETEST finding things out relating to me from someone else. especially from a few people. its something that reallly pisses me off. at least tell me to my face. and for all i care ... i agree. it was sad. today started out really well. and i think i did pretty well on my oedipus essay test. :) today was not a total loss though, i went to the mall with my parents and got flats. :) i had a really good talk with my parents today, regarding what happened today and universities. so that was alright -- my day evened out i think. oh yea, having no computer and using my sister's when shes not busy is not exactly the greatest thing. blahhh, but im sure there are worse things in life. trying to stay on the greener side of the grass.. where i belong. :)
stay happy  ps: i cant wait for made of honor (out on may 2.) cutest thing ever!! | | |
| Always behave like a duck. Keep calm and unruffled on the surface, but paddle like hell underwater.this has not been a good week. well it wasn't bad. but it certainly wasn't "good". everything good and bad seemed to combine together into this fantabulous week. =\ i really didn't get enough sleep this whole week because of all the work i had (not to mention the procrastination factor of this). so needless to say, i had no energy this whole week. pms doesn't help, esp when youre frustrated enough already. when marks don't turn out right and assignments not fulfilling your expectations, it's kinda hard on you, esp with university acceptances coming up. i finally found out the reason why i haven't been getting acceptances lately: they dont have my english mark. which makes sense, bc they have to check my eng mark before admitting me or whatever, but that just puts more pressure on my marks this upcoming report card.  i am, however, pretty psyched that my parents let me drive on my own at night on thursday, literacy test day. which was pretty cooool. instead of waiting for a ride, i just went "okay, see you guys" and walked over to my car. that's right, MY car. ahhaha, idk i felt pretty happy afterwards. actually that whole day was good seeing as i skipped the whole day and went shopping and bbt. yum. so i am very thankful for that. prom... i am honestly thinking about doing my own makeup, for a few reasons. i guess i dont really trust those "salons" bc im afraid they wont know what style i like. second, im not really sure i wanna pay someone to do something i could honestly do myself with a bit of practice. i'd rather use my money to buy some really nice eyeshadow and just experiment until i get sth i like. that way, i learn sth too. but idk.. this is all just thinking. and the hair i originally thought i'd do.. im not gonna do that now. -_-" so gotta think of a new one. booo you english journals :( | | |
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