| I had this overwhelming feeling this morning as if he was going to walk through those doors at any given moment. I could feel my heart beat faster and faster as it gets heavier and heavier, almost too heavy that my chest could no longer bare the weight and this feeling was sooo powerful I couldn't detach myself away from the notion that he's not here, I'm here alone. I don't know how to explain it. This is the first time I ever experienced something like this. I continued on the whole day with nothing but worries....I can't seem to brush it past my mind. I am a bit afraid because this experience was too real. I can only imagine and I pray God's with him. |
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