| and i'm thinking this is goodbyerawr
i give up
i don't care anymore
love and goodluck
i love you all
i can't go through with this
i know it's not healthy
and i can't do this to myself
not with people that care about me
i don't want to put them through this hell
please, leave me goodbye comments
i loved you all so
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| how do i lose a pound a day?
without fasting all the time
and remaining healthy enough
to pass a physical
because i want a bmi
of around 20
by the time i have my physical
but i can't be so fucked up i won't pass it
yet, i can't stand to have a super high bmi
>.<
suggestions, anyone?
~Izzy
x3
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| yesterday..hm..
b - one scrambled egg
ms - 1/2 handful peanuts, 8 whole wheat Wheat Thins
l - soft taco >.<
as - yoghurt drink, melon bar
d - nothing
cast party - 5 chips with dip, 2 chips with salsa
workout - acting like i was high at the play
[haha, i was just being normal crazy, and then the potheads started to copy me]
dancing at the cast party to La Vie Boheme
[i'm Mimi, i have a Maureen and a Joanne also]
[[Joanne is Violet, lol]
moshing // head banging at the cast party
dancing like a whore with Violet
[lol, i love her, she's my bisexual lover number 1]
danced a little like a whore with Sarah
[lol, i love her too, she's my bisexual lover number something?]
hot and sweaty people
thrashing together
one undulating mass
music pulsing
lights flashing
hey baby, can you feel me?
**Izzy
xXx
haha, i flirted with one guy the whole time during the play
because i was bored
yeah, i don't care if he thinks i like him
because i don't
i like THE GUY from my church
who i haven't seen since a long time
also, my hoodie should be arriving tomorrowww
^.^
[[e.d.i.t]]
depressed once again
not eating, yet again
i think i'm manic depressive
>.<
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| i hate it
when they feed your whole school
and you can't escape
you don't force me
but your actions do
>.<
tonight
no dinner
tomorrow
only breakfast
sunday
who cares about food
excersize
tonsss
**Izzy
xXx
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| i'm freaking pissed!
more of my blogrings are missing..
including mine!
as in..the one i made
the *~ana i'm back one~*
>.<
but don't worry
i'll be making another one soon
and letting you all know about it
^.^
75% fruit fasting
need to lose that weight
for my physicalll
**Izzy
xXx
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