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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

today is new years day a 12:02 i got my first new years kiss

 

he asked me to be his girl

 

now i dont know what to do!!!

aaahhh!!!

i`want to but in the same time its like his playing with my mind!!!


Monday, April 10, 2006

Just friends

We were unseparable always there to the end
We always said to each other " we were the best of friends"
Everything was nice like the way it would be
I knew in my heart this friendship was meant to be
Our friendship grew and grew each and every day
nothing can come between us nothing can come our way.
Until that day you waved goodbye and left me all alone
my heart started to ache for these feelings i never told.
I wanted to be more than just your friend
I wanted to be there til the end.
i wanted to be your special someone
To be the one you called Hon.
You knew i love you but you didnt know how deep.
so now you know my deep down secert.

Now we are here chatting on line
everything was smooth everything was fine.
You said you felt the same way, you wanted the same
but its long distance, the distance is the one to blame.
So. we said to wait till the day we meet again
For when we see each other the love we had we will regain.
We talked for hours on the phone checking up on each other
We both had that feeling: BEST FRIEND FOREVER.
But little did i know that this story will soon end.
that something came will go in between two friends.
A lot of poeple told me this or that
When i told you, you laid down the facts
It was all lies none of it was true
so you told me to decide to believe its up them its up to you

ugh here we are again; going back and forth
i hate this feeling i want to move forward
I hate it when girls leaves you comments on your site
yeah i know jealous girl right?
I dont care anymore do whatever you like
for in the far distance i will see the light
that we are just friends thats what we are
long distance friends from a far

now im typing this down
i got to settle this i have to tell you now
my feeling are no longer there
i guess i have to make this fair
i've been hanging out with guys just letting you knoe
i know that you checked out boys and it is starting to show
i dont know if i want to be your friend
my feelings about that is starting to end
i got to admit i had fun in the past
but like what people everyone said your friendship wont last.
We are so busy for each other i know
im the only one putting effort on this and it shows.
i am still going to seattle but im not going to tell you when
because old feeling my start up again.

so like what you wrote down on your blog
I SETTING YOU FREE KIRK
IM SETTING YOU FREE NOW!




Tuesday, January 17, 2006

to all my frwen this poem was made from erica!

"Thanks for Your Advice" They all are so distant,

These memories of the past.

Too many years to come,

I wonder if they will last.

Old loves become faded,

New loves start to grow.

Which one pass the test of time?

Only the future knows.

I am caught between two decisions,

Niether higher nor low.

Between wanting to hold on longer,

Or needing to let go.

Should I hold onto my roots?

Or grow some new seeds?

I hope to make no choice,

And go where ever life may lead.

But here is where problems occur,

Here inlies my fear.

By following the road my life takes,

I forget and lose those dear.

Then a wise friend told me,

My mind she must have read,

Because it put my heart at ease,

For this is what she said:

The greatest things friends can know,

That always stays in their heart,

Is though they grow seprately,

They never grow apart.

other than this poem ZY! im so sorry to hear that! dont worry! you'll get through it like the way me and my family got through it with my grandma! remember! it takes time to heal the pain and the sorrow but somehow the rain will stop and then sun will come out again! corny but i hope it helps! muwa

okay this web entry is making me cry i miss my frwens that left to the state and one of my very good close to my heart frwens is going through something that i dont know that to do! EVERYONE! just know that i love you guys! k im out!


Friday, January 06, 2006

he was playing with my e....mo....tion!

i love that saying from making the band


Thursday, January 05, 2006

goodness i cant believe im paying for something i didnt do! people nowadays so they can pay for demage ggggrrrr today im so an....ger!



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