I'm A FUCKINGGGGGGGG WHOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

every guy in this universe adoresssss me. :] and is like obsessed.

DRAMA

DRAMA

DRAMA

HMMMMMM SOOO

all of this is really funny and its sooo immature how people are acting. kinda funny that paige beka and shelby are now the best of friends.. or so they think.. but yet thye were talking shit on eachother just like a week ago... funny.. oh well not like you can change things now. cuz they alaways think they are 100% right all the time.

Things That I've Realized Just This Past Week.

-some people have a really fucked up definition of what a good friend is.

-a guy can change a girl into a completely different person.

-all girls are good for is starting DRAMA.. HATE IT

-the people that you are closest to and that you do SO much for a spend so much of your money and time on can change and hate you for no reason at all. pretty much bullshit.

-someone can act as your BEST friend in the whole wide world but in an instant can betray you only because they were made to believe something that isnt even true about you..

-maybe they werent your true friend in the first place.

-Girls are evil && hopefully those three get over themselves soon! :]

well im getting realllllly sick of all this bullshit. BUT IM glad i have my chino!!!! love this chick!

<3

It's not enough to hear me say you've won
You only wanted me for having fun
But now I think you've gone and had your way
And left me with a pile of bills to pay 
can't even rewind the tape machine
To listen to your drunken reasoning
So here it is - your final lullaby

So goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So Goodnight

 hmmmm

soooo lets see... LOOONNNGG time since i updated..

SUNDAY- went over to shelby's that was fun! just hung out there and then stayed the night.. that was fun!

MONDAY- GOT up cuz i stayed the night at shelby's. we attempted to build shelbys rocket in our underwear!! ha! then i went home cuz i had an ortho.. then i went to panera and ate with my mommy!! then i can home and went to bed..

TUESDAY- School BRANDON STARTED OP!.. me and paigey started TUMBLE.. that was fun.. we got sooo sore from that.

WEDNESDAY- school.. that was boring.. umm i went to bed.. then to YL! it was funnnn... then came home and went to bed.

THURSDAY- LATER START school was alright.. i just came home and went fell asleep woke up at like 8 and my mommy took me to walmart.. came home dyed my hair.. its okay..  then i went to bed.

TODAY- school was okay.. umm had a send off assembly for the softball girls they left for state today.. aw yay!! good luck girls! then at lunch i left my phone on the table.. cody got it for me!! aww big sweetie lol i came home took a shower.. got ready bek came over and we went to go pick up jay! then we all went to hayes met mathew up there. then we went to the football game! WE FUCKING WON!!!!! YAYA!!! 22-10! i think!! it was lots of fun!! now im at matts and im just sitting here bored.. well call or text me!!

i need something to do tomorrow..

so idk what im gonna do..  ugh?... i hate it.

BUT NOTHING can compare to your first love <3 

hmmmm..

But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

wow... i hate this feeling.

..EDIT..

SATURDAY- got up at like 10 went to mcdonalds.. then me and bek went up to the packers field to watch Nicks game!! they won! yay! then we came back to my house and hung and matt called and asked bek if she wants to go out to eat with him and his parents... so me and her went to Manny's with matt and his parents. came home.. figured out what we were gonna do.. so we went to nick evola's party.. it was pretty fun.. then we came home went to mcdonalds and cole colby and colin came over for a few minutes. then coles dad called him and they had to leave.. lol then me and beka went to bed..

TODAY-  just got up.. dunno what im doing today..

oh its kinda funny how people can lie and make sooo much stuff up and expect people to not catch them.. kinda funny...

<3 ya

hmmmm okay..

LONNNGG week

MONDAY- school came home and slept..

TUESDAY- school came home slept.. taco tuesday with beka matt josh and chris! it was fun!

WEDNESDAY- school.. came home hung then me and beka hung out and went to YL! it was MUCH fun!!! we sung I'll be!!! LOVEEE that song!!

THURSDAY- me and beka went out to eat with the RENTS... went to olive garden!! mmm sooo good!!

FRIDAY- school 1/2 day!! then went to the game! it was fun!! then me and beka went to scotts.. got drunk.. stayed the night..

 today-- got up at like six and went home.. then slept some more.. then got up at 10 cuz my daddy brought me mcdonalds! it was sooo good!! then beka had to go home!! she has to go the great wolf lodge alll weekend with her brother and dad and his gf and stuff!! aw cutie!! <33 her! then i got ready for a party! i was supposed to go to nicholas's game!!! i really wanted to but didnt get to.. hmm then went to the park for my nephews birthday party!! then i came over to paiges and now me selesta casey paige lizzy and some other people are going to wof!! should be fun!! well call or text it!! LOVE YA

oh yeah no school monday!!! im sooo freakin excited!!! yay!!

<33333

Jillie

<--YESSSSS

FRIDAY- Homecoming game! we beat LSN 20-14!!! heck yessss... oh and kimmy flemming is HOMECOMING QUEEN!< cutie! aww 

Saturday- Homecoming Dance!! got my hair done! went to mathews then went to BRAVO!! nate is a big fatty cuz he ate his whole lasgna in like 5 minutes! hahaha aw.. then we went to the dance.. wow can we say gay as fuck cuz some ass hole had to ruin it for everyone!! wow! it sucked lol then after Beka me nate paige dakota and cody went back to matts with him! it was fun.. wish we could have stayed longer! BEKA and matt are soooo effing cute!! awwwwwwww i looooove them! oh and Ms. Paige McClure and Mr. Dakota Williams are going out!! aw cute! lol i love them tooooo! after matts me bek and paige stayed the night at Paiges!! it was fun also.. well today me and beka REALLY want to go to Tommy's to eat!! we're sooo hungry!!

oh and boys are fucking retarded!! and ugh!

well i absolutely LOVE <3 Paige and Beka!

THOUGHTS

-Homecoming was too stressfull and drama filled.. wasnt worth it.

- DRAMA is caused by a jelous bitches... they just bring it all on themselves!

- i dont get why people make shit up and then try to change the story around

-its really stupid when there is drama going on between you and one other person but they have to bring someone else into it.

- when people do something with someone it should be between you and that person.. not the whole fucking world.

- its such bullshit when people talk shit on people... and then are nice to that persons face

- its seems like it will be forever until you are 30.. but yet time goes by soo fast

- i cant wait until everyone can just grow up and stop with all the drama bullshit.

- and umm why do people even bother to lie to you because they are just gonna get caught up in their lies..

<33 Jillie