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Friday, October 28, 2005

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 17:21:08 GMT

I'm A FUCKINGGGGGGGG WHOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

every guy in this universe adoresssss me. :] and is like obsessed.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 14:52:17 GMT

DRAMA

HMMMMMM SOOO

all of this is really funny and its sooo immature how people are acting. kinda funny that paige beka and shelby are now the best of friends.. or so they think.. but yet thye were talking shit on eachother just like a week ago... funny.. oh well not like you can change things now. cuz they alaways think they are 100% right all the time.

Things That I've Realized Just This Past Week.

-some people have a really fucked up definition of what a good friend is.

-a guy can change a girl into a completely different person.

-all girls are good for is starting DRAMA.. HATE IT

-the people that you are closest to and that you do SO much for a spend so much of your money and time on can change and hate you for no reason at all. pretty much bullshit.

-someone can act as your BEST friend in the whole wide world but in an instant can betray you only because they were made to believe something that isnt even true about you..

-maybe they werent your true friend in the first place.

-Girls are evil && hopefully those three get over themselves soon! :]

well im getting realllllly sick of all this bullshit. BUT IM glad i have my chino!!!! love this chick!

It's not enough to hear me say you've won
You only wanted me for having fun
But now I think you've gone and had your way
And left me with a pile of bills to pay
can't even rewind the tape machine
To listen to your drunken reasoning
So here it is - your final lullaby

So goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So Goodnight

hmmmm

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 00:17:27 GMT

soooo lets see... LOOONNNGG time since i updated..

SUNDAY- went over to shelby's that was fun! just hung out there and then stayed the night.. that was fun!

MONDAY- GOT up cuz i stayed the night at shelby's. we attempted to build shelbys rocket in our underwear!! ha! then i went home cuz i had an ortho.. then i went to panera and ate with my mommy!! then i can home and went to bed..

TUESDAY- School BRANDON STARTED OP!.. me and paigey started TUMBLE.. that was fun.. we got sooo sore from that.

WEDNESDAY- school.. that was boring.. umm i went to bed.. then to YL! it was funnnn... then came home and went to bed.

THURSDAY- LATER START school was alright.. i just came home and went fell asleep woke up at like 8 and my mommy took me to walmart.. came home dyed my hair.. its okay.. then i went to bed.

TODAY- school was okay.. umm had a send off assembly for the softball girls they left for state today.. aw yay!! good luck girls! then at lunch i left my phone on the table.. cody got it for me!! aww big sweetie lol i came home took a shower.. got ready bek came over and we went to go pick up jay! then we all went to hayes met mathew up there. then we went to the football game! WE FUCKING WON!!!!! YAYA!!! 22-10! i think!! it was lots of fun!! now im at matts and im just sitting here bored.. well call or text me!!

i need something to do tomorrow..

so idk what im gonna do.. ugh?... i hate it.

BUT NOTHING can compare to your first love <3

hmmmm..

But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

wow... i hate this feeling.

..EDIT..

SATURDAY- got up at like 10 went to mcdonalds.. then me and bek went up to the packers field to watch Nicks game!! they won! yay! then we came back to my house and hung and matt called and asked bek if she wants to go out to eat with him and his parents... so me and her went to Manny's with matt and his parents. came home.. figured out what we were gonna do.. so we went to nick evola's party.. it was pretty fun.. then we came home went to mcdonalds and cole colby and colin came over for a few minutes. then coles dad called him and they had to leave.. lol then me and beka went to bed..

TODAY- just got up.. dunno what im doing today..

oh its kinda funny how people can lie and make sooo much stuff up and expect people to not catch them.. kinda funny...

<3 ya

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 18:52:07 GMT

hmmmm okay..

LONNNGG week

MONDAY- school came home and slept..

TUESDAY- school came home slept.. taco tuesday with beka matt josh and chris! it was fun!

WEDNESDAY- school.. came home hung then me and beka hung out and went to YL! it was MUCH fun!!! we sung I'll be!!! LOVEEE that song!!

THURSDAY- me and beka went out to eat with the RENTS... went to olive garden!! mmm sooo good!!

FRIDAY- school 1/2 day!! then went to the game! it was fun!! then me and beka went to scotts.. got drunk.. stayed the night..

today-- got up at like six and went home.. then slept some more.. then got up at 10 cuz my daddy brought me mcdonalds! it was sooo good!! then beka had to go home!! she has to go the great wolf lodge alll weekend with her brother and dad and his gf and stuff!! aw cutie!! <33 her! then i got ready for a party! i was supposed to go to nicholas's game!!! i really wanted to but didnt get to.. hmm then went to the park for my nephews birthday party!! then i came over to paiges and now me selesta casey paige lizzy and some other people are going to wof!! should be fun!! well call or text it!! LOVE YA

oh yeah no school monday!!! im sooo freakin excited!!! yay!!

<33333

Jillie