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| So what's up! i haven't been on here in like six months, cuz i know i haven't written on here since cameron's been born and well he's almost six months old so...he'll be six months old on august 11th woo hoo! lol i've been living in my apartment at 112 lebanon village for like 5 months. Cameron went into the hospital at like 3 weeks of age cuz he had a really bad virus and they thought that he had meningitis but thank god he didn't! yeah so soooo much drama has happened since all of this shit...first of all, i found out that angie had been sleeping wit ricki for like ever, stupid bitch...and then i dunno all this stupid shit started happening with rick. then i met Juan...omg! juan is like the best fuck i've ever had...haha! lol yeah and like i dunno i really really like him...but then like there was this shit that happened again wit ricki and juan and i broke up and then like ricki and i broke up and then juan and i were just "friends" but you always know how that goes...then ricki got jumped! haha...juan, T, and Alex all jumped him in the Taco bell parking lot...haha. and then like i got my tires slashed and shit on my car, since it had been parked for like a month cuz my radiator is all fucked up. So then we slashed all four of angie's tires on her car...poor baby, just cuz she's a stupid ho. Then like i dunno Juan started dating nikki, grrrr...and i started talking to ricki again. Gee then last night something really weird happened. like i dunno we both have someone we're fucking and we're talking to but he got in the shower and i was in there brushing my teeth and the next thing i know i'm in the shower with him, fucking...i dunno. he's like hmmm you're not gonna say nothing right...i was like hell no! as long as i get some more of that!! hahaha ok ok well i gotta go! PEACE! | | |
| - Headsprungwhat's up?!? I had my baby! yeahhhh! lol Cameron Adrian Rodriguez, born August 11th, 2004 at 8:43 pm by c-section. Born 7lbs. 7oz. and 20 3/4 inches long! He has blonde hair and blue eyes, how do you figure?!?! lol he takes after mommy a lot considering how dark his father is...lol. So he's doing great. The one thing he takes after his father is he definetly can EAT! lol the boy is an eating machine...i can't keep up with him sometimes! lol well i just wanted to put a short notice out there! *PEACE* | | |
| WELLLLLLLLLLLLLL lol guess what?!? I'm being induced tomorrow!!! YEAHHHH! i am soooo happy! that means that i'm gonna have a baby tomorrow...oh yeah...lol  so anyways, that's what i'm so happy about! Rick and Ang and i went out last nite cruisin around, and i guess rick is going to get the car later and we're gonna go cruise some more, no clue tho as to when...lol that boy never knows when...lol so anyways....i just wanted to share the good news! yup yup yup!  ~*PEACE*!~
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| sup guys...well its Friday, August 6th and i still have yet to have this damn baby! lol i had my ultrasound today, though, and they told me that he is 8 pounds and 1 ounce so far, and if i have to wait another week till they induce me, he'll way 8 pounds and 9 ounces or so! AHHH! BIG FUCKIN BABY! lol yeah well i love him with all of my heart, i don't know what i would do if i had to give him up. nuh uh no way...i couldn't do that. I also moved into my new apartment at the "Ville" today....#112. I am sooo excited to move in there cuz this apartment is soooo much bigger than the one i have and omg! it is like sooooo nice! seriously, it may be a second floor apartment, but damnnnnn this place is so much bigger than my old one...and a lot newer and cleaner too. My kitchen is brand new! yeah yeah yeahhhh....yeah so anyways....Ang is out with Ricki tonight and i'm left all alone, and god am i bored. i miss hanging out with ang and rick! i seriously do...i feel neglected and i know i am gonna feel just as bad when i move into my new place cuz i know ang is always gonna be with rick and i'm gonna be stuck with the baby and rick is never gonna come over to see his son....OH! hahah at the ultrasound today, i finally got pics of his "thingy"! lol so i definetly have proof that it is a boy now! yeah yeah yeahhhh lol i want a boy so bad, but i dunno....i mean i do but god is he gonna remind me every day of my life of rick. That is gonna be the hardest thing in the whole world for me! Seriously....letting this boy go is so hard, and i am trying so hard, but it is soooo not working for me! he just smiles at me and i melt all over again...what am i gonna do?!?! HELP ME!!! lol i need help in lots of areas, not just him....school starts in like 3 weeks! AHH! God i am soooo terrified of having to leave my baby with someone to go to class, even if it is my mom, and even if it is only on tuesdays and thursdays...i dunno...i'm sooo nervous! i have a feeling that every moment i get, i'm gonna want him to be in my sight....that's how meg is with julia....WAHHH! i want to hold him now...i want him to be out NOW! i want my cameron...i want my baby boy. I guess i have to find out about paternity testing cuz rick's mom doesn't believe that cameron is his, so i have to get a paternity test in order to make his middle name Adrian and his last name Rodriguez, which i think is UTTER BULLSHIT but whatever....ahhh i'm gonna go, its almost 9:00 and im gonna veg infront of the tv for a lil bit, sulking over the fact that ang would rather be with ricki than with me....*sniff sniff* that's ok i know no one likes me everyone hates me..... lol PEACE | | |
| - Slow Motionsup guys...today is saturday and i am like sooooo bummed. i really really REALLY want to have my kid like any day now! lol i am so ready to drop this baby you have NO IDEA! lol yeah so anyways, i'm going out today with the fam just bummin around i guess. No clue really as to what i am doing...guess i'm gonna call angie and see what she is doing tonight, so i'll ttyl! ~*PEACE*~ | | |
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