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Interests: Interests: THINGS I LOVE TO DO OR THINGS I WOULD DIE WITHOUT..... Stephanie Kay. Nicole Lynn. Dani Jo. Mark<33 hang with my friends. stay up late. listen to music. be a CRAZAY GOOSE with steph. find nicoles thong. God. play with my dogs. take long showers. sleep. text. talk online. talk on the phone. IPOD. tv. kenny chesney. rascal flatts. kelly clarkson. usher. tellin someone i love them randomly. SMILEING. coffee. orange juice. romantic movies. slow love songs. wat can i say im a romantic!? lmao!!... margaritas. super nintendo. pizza. my cell phone. teddy bears. sweet text messages. random kisses. laughing so hard i cry. music. ice cream. chocolate chip cookies. long talks. journals. talking with old friends. cheezits. pictures. pellows. flip flops. sunshine. straighteners. american eagle. hollister. family. cozumel. the beach. movies. six flags.
Expertise: the rest of the list of intrests cuz it wouldnt all fit up there!!! lol ... roller coasters. hott tubs. cameras. lip gloss. cheerleading shorts. bright colors. my mom n dad. glitter. flowers. signs my friends make me. hearts. tropical stuff. a tan. nail polish. happiness. smiles. blankets. a fire on a cold day. (in the fireplace lol). limeaids. gummy bears. lady bugs. jewlrey. yogert. sweatshirts. axe and fierce from abercrombie lol steph. scary movies. mexican food. crabs (dont ask). mtv. shopping. thinking. swimming. massages. tubing. hangin with my cousin. having fun. and LIFE.


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Sunday, January 29, 2006

 

 

i'm done with writing in here for a while.

kbye.

ABOUT ME....

i'm a simple person. i'd rather a boy win me a stuffed animal from a claw machine then go out and buy me one. i love going to the movies. i like to swing on the swings at the park and see who can swing the highest. i love the smell of the fire in the fireplace on a cold day. i love it when people randomly tell me i look pretty, even when i think i look like crap. i tend to keep my feelings inside alot, because i dont want to piss anyone off. but eventually i will tell you how i feel about you...whether you like it or not. i overuse the phrase "lol". i think that love is the most powerful feeling in the world. i believe that it can make you do the stupidest things, say the stupidest things, and think the stupidest things... people get on my nerves really fast. i'm a sensitive person, i'm very aware of that. i will cry at the drop of a hat, but don't take it personally, i just take things to heart too much. chicken is my favorite food and i could eat it for every meal. turning the music all the way up and dancing around in my pajamas is probably my favorite thing to do when i'm home alone. the day i move to new york, my world will be complete because i'm the biggest city girl i know. i'm really stubborn,  and i have a hard time admitting when i'm wrong. i believe in second chances...but i dont believe in third chances. i think that if your lucky enough to get a second chance with something than you shouldnt mess it up. i love to color in coloring books on rainy days. i think that everyone should dance in the rain once before they die. i have a hard time trusting people... in high school you can't really trust anyone. i can count on one hand how many people i trust in the world. i'm not the smartest person in the world, but i hate it when people refer to me as a dumb blonde. i argue WAY too much with the one i love alot, but thats only because i love to make up with him<3  i believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing till you cry. i think that everyone needs a good cry everynow and then. randomness makes me happy. i think that you have to get your hearbroken a few times before you get it right. i think that arguing makes a relationship stronger...but not too much arguing. i believe that you should smile no matter how bad it hurts & i love life<3

 

QUOTES MAKE ME THINK...AND THEY MAKE ME HAPPY.

 

i`m the kind of girl
that would hurt all my life
just to know you`re happy.

 

i believe in sleeping in
i believe in giving 100% when you only have 80
i belive in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself in the car
i believe in kisses on the forehead
i believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you cry
i believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful
i believe in having someone play with your hair
i believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain
i believe in coloring books and fires on cold days
i believe in taking a walk on a pretty day
i believe in miracles and random acts of kindness
i believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone
i believe in second chances
and i believe in passion.

<3333 i love that quote.

so lets buy 100 disposable cameras, and waste the film on us <3

i hate the way you push me to the limits
with the things you do. then you know just
the right time to say some - thing sweet to
make me fall in love all over again and i
forget every little reason why i was so mad..

 

 

mark 11*14<3...


Tuesday, December 27, 2005

         

hello there beautiful<3

so i'm in a randomly good mood! lol and i'm not sure why! but i'm gonna tell yall whats been up with me since last thursday--

THURSDAY- i hung out with nicoles mommy all day while nicole hung out with brandon lol we went to target then chickfila and then went back to nicoles n watched soap operas...then i took a shower, nicole came home, we went back to chickfila cuz nicole was hungry and then nicoles mommy went n got me n her starbucks! yummy! then we went back to nicoles and talked n wrapped presents and went to bed around 12 cuz we were tired then mark called me n i talked to him till like 2 lol     

FRIDAY- me n nicole were bored kinda all day...then we got ready..and went to subway...then to blockbuster..then mark came over to her house n chilled for a while...then he left..they took me home...and then i dont really remember what i did..i think i chilled with my family...talked on the phone and went to bed lol

SATURDAY(christmas eve)- i didnt feel like doing anything..but i got up, talked to mark a little, cleaned, took a shower, got pretty, mark came over at like 5 or 6 and made me watch IT...yah i definatly hate clowns and he made me watch that movie... ugh. lol then me, my mom n dad opened presents...and mark opened his present from me lol  and like around 10 he went home and i  hung out with my family, talked to mark then went to bed.

SUNDAY(christmas)- my mommy woke me up and told me to look in my stocking...lol and i did! then i cleaned...alot and got ready for the day...then my aunt, uncle, cousin, and nanny (gma) came over n we had xmas dinner and watched tv n talked n chilled n then me and my cousin watched IT....what is it with people makeing me watch that movie?!? lol um like around 8:30 mark stopped by for a few min. and gave me my present.. =) and then he left n so did everyone else. then i took a shower n went to bed....lol i randomly woke up at 2:30 in the morning n called mark!? lol n talked to him for a while...lol then i went to bed for reals.

MONDAY- i woke up at 9:45 n called mark. then got ready for the day n went back to sleep. then at 12ish mark called me n woke me up n we talked till like 3 when my mom got home...then she took me to marks n me n him watched dukes of hazard n then we got hungry so we went n got pizza..then he took me home at 7...then i hung out with my parents n went to go lay down. then at like 11ish my bestest friend in the entire world bryan called me...lmao omg that kidd cracks me up! then at 12:30ish i called mark n talked to him till like 2:30ish n went to bed.

TUESDAY(today)- my mom woke me up cuz i had to clean..blah. n now shes shopping n i'm done cleaning....so i'm gonna go take a shower cuz i dont know what i'm doing today...OH but my sisters coming over at like 5 with her family so we can do christmas with them cuz we havent yet lol and tomorrow i'm probably goin shopping with nicole lynn<3 yay i love her! and OH YAH! friday me, my mom, my dad n maybe steph are driving to frisco to get my new furniture for my new room! lol yah i'm definatly excited!

so i've decided that when we go back to school... i'm DONE with drama. its stupid bullshit. thats all it is. its people fighting over compleatly pointless things that ruin friendships for no reason. i'm tired of middle school crap. screw drama..honestly. i'm done with it. because all it is, is people fighing over things that will eventually blow over. so i'm just gonna let things go...cuz i'm happy...REALLY happy and i'm not gonna let anything mess that up.

sometimes your closest friends end up hurting you
more
then your worst enemies ever could come close to . . .

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25 random facts about yourself-

1) my full names erica ray west.
2) i'm 16 years old.
3) people get on my nerves really fast.
4) i will cry at the drop of a hat.
5) if someone tells me that i shouldn't do something, i WILL do it.
6) i am one of the most sensitive people you will ever meet.
7) i'm really stubborn.
8) i argure about everything.
9) my favorite colors are pink n yellow.
10) my boyfriends mark cowan<3
11) i'm a daddies girl.
12) chicken is my favorite food.
13) i have 3 dogs.
14) i have a broken ipod.
15) i love and miss church...<3
16) i've been in love before.
17) i've been depressed before.
18) the second i move to new york, my world will be complete.
19) i'm definatly a city girl.
20) broadway is my dream. and to be on oprah.
21) i can count on one hand how many people i trust in the world.
22) its really hard for me to trust people.
23) i let people get to me too much.
24) i love animals.
25) i'm really happy =)

well i'm gonna go take a shower n get ready for the day...

<3 erica

mark <3 11*14 <3

 

I love the way
I can be myself around you.

 

Because he makes me laugh
more than anyone else.

 

no camera could ever capture the look in her eyes when she looks at him <3

 

I can’t take it, it’s so crazy how
you’re making me
feel.

 

baby, hold me close
&& never let me go.


 

Maybe it's the way you grab my hand and hold it or the way you kiss me, or maybe it's the way you let me put my arms around you. Maybe it's the way you look at me and your smile just makes me melt. Maybe it's the way we can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing, but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my whole life. Maybe that's it ... that makes me want to be with you so bad.

 

  


Thursday, December 22, 2005



hello loves<3

i'm slowly..very slowly..but surly getting ungrounded. so that's good lol but i'm at nicole lynn fricks right now so i'm on her computer...alots happened since i last updated...

of course drama drama drama...but its high school. what do you expect?? lol oh well.

this week...besides the drama..was really good. i hung out with mark alot more then i did when i was grounded so that was good. lol ummm i'll just go back to saturday....


SATURDAY-

i painted my room...kinda lol actually if you want be to be honest about it..i TRIED to paint my room and i just kinda let mark n my dad do the rest. cuz i definatly SUCK at painting lol and then me n mark just chilled, went to mcdonalds and came back to my house and watched movies till like 9 n then he left and i went to sleep cuz i got up at like 8:00 that day to go get paint. so yah lol

SUNDAY-

i think i just talked to people on the phone all day...cuz i dont really remember doing anything. lol

MONDAY-

school, drama, 7th period final exam. home. phone. shower. phone. sleep.

TUESDAY-

woke up. studied. went to school. took 2nd 4th and 6th period exams. after school i went to jack n the box with mark n jess.... went to jessicas house n ate then went to the school with mark while he made up hours... haha i talked to ariana there too.. ah i love her! then after 2 hours of sitting in the library, mark took me home... then i called my mom and dad...then my dad came home... and then mark came over... and we did homework for like ever. he helped me with geometry cuz i'm a dumbass and didnt get it. then we ate n chilled then he went home at like 7:30ish... then i took a shower.. talked on the phone n went to bed.

WEDNESDAY-

woke up, called nicole, talked to her for an hour. got ready for school, (i didnt have to go 1st period) then nicole came n picked me up and we went to school, then i went to my 5th period class and took that test during 3rd. then chilled for an hour during 5th. then after school i hung out with mark for like an hour at his house. then he took me home...then i got ready. then dani n travis came n picked me up and we went to travis's house really quick so travis could change his pants?? lol then we went to go get Ryndi....lmao there was a rooster across the fence at ryndis house..it was HILARIOUS. lol hahaha and me and ryndi decided that dani n travis are a laguna beach couple...after we left ryndis we went to ashlees. me and dani tried to shoepolish her car...it was kinda hard. then we all went to the mall with like a million people. me n ryndi had ALOT of fun in windsor. hahah ill put pictures up later =) i bought nicole n stephs gifts and a few random stuff. then my mom picked me up and i went home n got my stuff together and got ready AGAIN and went over to brandons. PaRtY we played blackjack n danced the night away! haha it was funn hangin with nicole steph mollie kristina ashley and everyone else! HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BRANDON!!!! I LOVE YOU DUDE!! at like 1:00 me and nicole came home. n i talked to mark until like 2:30ish i guess? lol then we decided we both needed sleep.

TODAY (thursday)

well nicoles going to lunch and stuff with brandon. so i'm gonna hang out with nicoles mommy lol...and get starbucks =) yay! and HOPEFULLY i can go to danis tonight....lol <33 i love her!



alot of good things are going on...and i'm happy!

1-me and nicole n steph are getting close again
2-my moms starting to not hate mark. lol
3-i'm getting close to ALL my friends again.
4-i'm making good grades haha
5-IT'S CHRISTMAS BREAK!!


well nicole just left with brandon so i'm gonna go take a shower n get ready for the day!

i hope everyone has a good break!

mark<33 11*14 <33



<3 erica


random quotes--


the best kind of kiss is the un-expected;;` unplanned
ones that come naturally. like, in the middle of a
sentence.. *


0NE SMiLE FR0M HiM MAKES MY :
1. 5 AM WAKE UP
2. C0LD SH0WER
3. N0THiNG T0 WEAR
4. N0 HAiRSPRAY LEFT
5. MiSSED THE BUS
6. LATE F0R CLASS
DAY ; W0RTH WHiLE. <3



iT's THE LiTTLE THiNGS
THAT MEAN THE MOsT



i had forgotten
what it felt like
to have someone
you can`t get
enough of.



I love the way
I can be myself around you.



someone asked me,
"why do you like him so much?"
but before i could even reply my best friend put her hand over my mouth
&& said "don`t even get her started." =)



HE WAtCHED HER tAKE 0FF
HER MAKEUP & W0NDERED
WHY SHE EVEN PUt iT 0N <3



if we are such "good" friends, then why
do you have nothing to say to me ..
but tons to say a b o u t me ?



[ turn up the music & turn down the drama ]



If there`s anything you should do before you die, allow me to suggest something: look into someone`s eyes, someone who you really care about, really look at them, just look at their face, their eyes, take them in, breathe their breath into your lungs at a moment when there most happy.. And I promise you, you`ll never see anything more beautiful then the expression on their face, or the one on yours. =)




Sunday, December 11, 2005



hello lovers<333


omg so yah its definatly been forever.
ummmm new xanga..cuz my mom changed my password to my other one n i cant get into it or anything. kinda gay if u ask me but whatever. i'm at nicole lynns right now. um lets see alots happened since i've last written in xanga..

i got grounded. no door (YES THEY TOOK MY DOOR OF MY BEDROOM). no tv. no radio. no phones. no computer. no going anywhere. nothing. but i'm starting to get everything back. like i have my line phone back. and i got to hang out with ppl this weekend lol but i dont really feel like typing out why i'm grounded. cuz it's retarded. and if i want you to know. you already know mmmmk? lol

me and mark are together..incase your retarded and have been in a hole for like a month and haven't noticed. lol yah he's pretty amazing to me. so i'm happy.... i honestly dont care what anyone says anymore about it. i mean people can think what they want to think about us being together...but i honestly dont care cuz he makes me happy lol

thanksgiving break was probably the worst week of my life. but it's over now so i'm glad! but i did turn FREAKING 16 OVER THANKSGIVING BREAK so thats cool. nicole and steph came to my house and gave me presents and hung out with me. ashlee n rondi came by to say hi and then nicole mark n tj came for an hour. it was pretty coool. lol

um this weekend is the first weekend in a month i've been able to do stuff so i'm kinda excited lol. friday night mark came over n we watched mr. and mrs. smith...it was kinda gay cuz we had to sit in the living room n my parents were like in the next room but at least we got to kinda hang out lol then saturday i hung around the house for a little bit. went to the mall with my mom. got a hoodie. came home. took a shower. talked to mark on el telephono for a while and got ready then my parents went out to eat so i had the house to myself for the first time in FOREVER. it was pretty amazing. lol i watched degrassi. lol then nicoles mommy and daddy came and picked me up and we went to get nicole and brandon at brandons house. and we went to the movies....i saw ariana! that made me smile!! i love her! then nicole n tj randomly showed up at the movies...and mark...but that wasnt very random. me mark tj n nicole all went to whataburger and nicole david n brandon all hung out at the mall. but we had fun at whataburger.... lol possesed people. and dancing and nicole laughing her ass off at everything...awkward silences..everyone getting pissed off at eachother... random?? marks little dance... ha! it was funn then tj drove us back to the mall and mark drove me to the front of the movie theator...and yah! me nicole n brandon all hung out infront of the movies for like 2808239 hours waiting for nicoles dad to get there....then when he did we went to walgreens and loaded up on candy...i spent $13 on candy. lol i'm a pig what can i say!? lol after walgreens we dropped brandon off then went back to nicoles...me n nicole ate some of our candy and talked and went to sleep....i was mucho tired. today we woke up at like 10. we ate candy n pie for breakfast. watched cruel intentions. and now i'm typing this...lol i don't know what i'm doing today. but yahhh... its almost christmas i'm SOOO excited about that. i get to redo my WHOOLE room...walls. floors.furniture...everything. and yah.

so people lately have been definatly changing. its crazy. i've definatly changed in the past couple of months. thats for sureee. but if you dont like it...i'm sorry. its who i am. the end. i'm happy...isn't that enough!? it should be. i'm done trying to please everyone. i'm done trying to make everyone besides myself happy. i'm just DONE. i cant be the PERFECT DAUGHER that never makes mistakes and that never had an attitude and that always makes good grades and is always in a good mood and always does everything pefectly. i cant be the PERFECT FRIEND that never has problems of her own. and that can always hang out. that can just be there for anything and everything. that knows whats going on in everyones life and that can help you with every problem. i'm not super erica. i mean if i'm happy with myself then whats the point in changing....if you think i need to change something about myself leave me a comment telling me what... i'd LOVE to know.

so nicole lynn frick is amazing. and megga beautiful. and i would die without her here. i mean when i think about the friends that have been here for me though EVERYTHING since God Knows When i have 3. Nicole Aine Nolan. Nicole Lynn Frick. Stephanie Kay Keeble.

-nicole aine nolan...since 7th grade. i can talk to her about anything and everything and no matter what it is. she can relate in someway. we've definatly had our ups and downs but she hasnt left my side once when the goin got tough and i could NEVER thank her enough for that....BBB's bitches<333 i love her.

-nicole lynn frick....since 8th grade....5 classes together. she changed my life forever. i know no matter how many mistakes i make and no matter how many bad choices i make she will never leave me. and i thank God for that....shes amazing in every way. and i love her.

-stephanie kay keeble....since 9th grade...looking back on it....freshman year was the best year of my life thanks to her. we've definatly drifted apart this year...which is kinda sad. but maybe we'll get that close again...hopefully cuz i couldnt in a million years picture my life without her....i love her.


of course i have the other amazing best friends Dani and Wendi. i love them too.


i miss everyone alot. but xmas break is going to be amazing... and i'm very.....VERY exctied about that.


<3 erica


mark<33 11*14



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