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Name: Katie Gender: Female
Interests: anything to do with horses & riding, my crazy animals, planning expensive getaways that I cannot afford, reading & writing for what it's worth, and going to the beach. Occupation: student
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Member Since:
2/28/2007
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| I can never be happy. I'm always too angry to allow any sort of satisfaction to have any resonance.
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| I love my boyfriend. He's so cute. He left early from work. We went to the dog park & then my therapists quick because my meltdowning with the madre. With my dog haha. She gave me a little cake. My boy got me a horseshoe necklace and a photo album with mad pictures from SO long ago.... we looked so young! I loved it. We went to LB to mangia some good food & walked on the boardwalk. Not a bad bday at alllllll. | | |
| It's my birthday. Who gives a fuck?Nobodyyyyyy. ESPECIALLY me. God. I don't even know. But I am trying to finish my book. It's just about 1000 pages. Then I am going to eat pizza for lunch. And not eat until dinner. And I am going to go to the store to get little rubber bands so I can band Breeze's mane. Then I am going to ride him. And maybe ride Tory but I might be too tired and hot and gross. Then by that time I should be getting home, so I can shower. And my boyfriend is going to come over after work which is nice because we never hang out on the weekdays. Then I am going to stop by my therapists office so I can have a good cry and tell her my mother is fucking crazy, and all the hell Ive been with the past 3 days. Then hopefully do whatever the FUCK I want by that point. Maybe smoke a joint. Yeah, that's what Ill do. | | |
| such a glorious day..... out with the horses && jackie  to come home to this nonsense. Again. Doesnt she think about how this is affecting me.... doesnt she realize that she's fucking up my mentality as well? anxiety, bloody nose, stress... What about what I deserve... what about when I get overwhelmed.
I'm allowed to be selfish. That's how newborns survive.
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