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| I rarely write here anymore.. I should write here more.. hehe.. Anywho I have lots of good news.. I'm super happy with Brad, I'm finished with the toll booth job, and Monday I'm going to the beach with Brad.. that *really* excites me! It's going to be great. I'm also excited about the new school. I think school will be so much easier at home. I think I'll study more and I'm going after a profession I know I want. Hopefully when I get back from the beach I'll have lots of cool pictures to post!! I'm not sure what else to write about sooooo I'ma go do some packing :) | | |
| I haven't written in a long time, I know. Sorry for that, guys. Um.. what all has been going on? Well... I'll start out with work. I work with a lot of cool people but I just hate the job. Last week I worked 4 ten hour shifts and where it's so monotonous my dreams were about work. I woke up thinking about mistakes I made at work, etc. I also hate being on call and never knowing when I'm really off. So.. I put in notice for the 28th... besides.. my love and I are going on vacation. :D I can't wait.. this is definately one area of my life that really makes me happy. I'm actually at his place right now and he's at work, which is why for once I have time to write journal entries. I really wish I lived here with him. He's really excited about having his own place and I think its cute. :D lol. Hrm... what else do I have to write about? Oh! I'm going to be a bridesmaid in my cousin's wedding in.. May. I'm REALLY excited for her and I'm really honored to be in her wedding like that. I've never been a bridesmaid. And what else is really neat is that instead of being hideous haha the dress is really pretty. :D Well I guess I'm going to get off here. I'll talk to you cats later!
P.S. I need the next Abarat book to come out NOW! | | |
| Frustration
I delayed my "rebel against the parents" stage until my 20's appearently. It seems any attempt I make to do something grown up...i.e. buying a new car, moving out... Mom tries to stomp my hopes out on by making me feel incapable of being an "adult" and doing these things. If I do one or the other... I will not be the only college student paying rent or paying for a $5k car. Geez. Every idea I come up with they shoot down because I "can't do that". OH! And I got accused of trying to use them! I got accused of trying to instead of moving in with Brad, staying with him throughout the week and coming home every few days so they'll still "help me out" financially. GGRRRR *SCREAMS* Oh well.. I guess I need to go to bed so I dont feel like death when I get up for work in the morning. Later kiddies | | |
| Today is such a rainy day. Really it hasn't been raining all day, but just the crap that's happened since I got home from work. Usually I equate rain with comfort.
I'm not going to totally go into it because even though I've already told the story to some people, I just don't care enough now to mention the names. I just hate it when you have to make a decision where no matter what you do you're going to hurt someone's feelings, and you agonize and agonize.. and you make a decision... and you end up getting screwed over and nothing happens as planned.
And well... I got over that.. I'm really over that... but there is something else kind of. Just me being caught inbetween havin selfish dreams and selfless hopes. Love... In case you read this...no matter what you decide I'll be totally there for you. All I ask is that you make the decision for you.
And I guess that is about it. All I can really do with the rest of the day is rest. Something I've wanted and needed and now that I'm forced to do it I resent it.
I know this entry is so different than the last one and sends a totally different message, but the last entry still applies. I've just had a trying day and I'm sorta emotional. I'll get over it. | | |
| Greetings!
It's been a while since I've written. Sorry for that! So what is going on right now? I shall tell all. In people relations things are going good. Very good. It's really cool to love most everyone that I'm around, and to have people that I miss, and an extremely minimal amount of... dislike going on. Usually it's the dislike that consumes my life. Now it's love. I'm very happy. It's not often I can say that and mean it. I have really good friends that I miss back at school, I have friends here, I have great friends far away, I have awesome caring parents, a fun brother and family, and I have someone really special in my life. Someone that we seem to share a really deep care for. I feel so comfortable around Brad, like things are right for once and the happiness seems to spill over into all other aspects of my life. Well I need to go straighten up my room. It's getting to where you have to step over things again. Lol. | | |
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