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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 19:17:18 GMT

Love

is the wave

that you will

ride to get to the

shore <3

we rock r-i-p-p-e-d jeans & huge sunglasses
that go along w/ the screw u attitudes &'
partyy hard personality & honestly we '
don't care if we mean a thing to you

i never thought i would risk the chance
of getting hurt again.. but for some reason..
when im with youu.. it all seems worth it

It doesn't matter how long you've known him, if he's
kept you smiling since day one; don't lose him.

It's sad when someone you know
becomes someone you knew.

yeah you only live once
but when you live like us
once is enough

i found a guy who can make me laugh just by
the way he says 'hello' when i pick up the phone.
the guy who makes my hands shake when im
sitting right next to him. and the guy isn't afraid to
keep hugging me when im not really ready to let go.

it's not about being who everyone else
wants you to be. it's about being *
yourself && finding someone who +
loves every bit of it <3 _______x

She blows big bubbles with her gum
and laughs when they pop all over her pretty face
She dances in her Victoria's Secret underwear
she takes crazy pictures and posts them on her myspace
and to her friends [( shes a star )]
because she realized that life is way too short
to not have fun <3

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 21:01:54 GMT

SMiiLE -- it makes a world of difference.
DANCE -- who knows when youu won`t be able to.
CRY -- holding onto these emotions is bad for youu.
KiSS -- kisses are the most wonderful things in the world.
LAUGH -- what`s the point in hiding happiness?
FROWN -- why not let him know you`re unhappy?
APOLOGiZE -- you don`t want to lose friends.
HUG -- there`s no better feeling than being wrapped up close to the one you love.
LiVE -- for live is everything.

i wanna be tHe girl you hang out w/ on friday
niqhts . . . i wanna be tHe girl who you hold
tiqht & kiss..i wanna know everytHing about
you, inside and out.. i wanna be the girl yOu
can*t live without... i wanna be the girl who
your boys know you think about.. tHe 1 only
love forever withOut a doubt . . . i `*
just wanna be your girl, your 1 & only world

in life there Are no C i n d e r e l l a
romances No pictUre perfect
ballroom dances, no Prince
charming to carry me off inTo
the sunset No happily eVer after
And better yet I`m no BeaUty
and there isn't a Beast, no MrS.
Potts or Chip to HeLp prepare a
feast. No hearts of love converted
from those of stone, no promises
of never being alone. There isn*t
a snow white or Her handSome
Prince, No maqic eye-opeNing kiss
No SeveN Dwarfs who dwell iN
tHe same house, no determination
to give Snow White a spouse.
There is no Little MeRmaid of tHe
sea, And no mAn of the Land, no
fallin' in love while laying on the
sand. No arial whose voice won
his love, no merging of tHe waters
below and the land abOve. no
perfect ending, no magic spelL
despite what we would like
Life isN*t a f a i r y t a l e

People tell me im beautiful,
but I never think its true,
the only way I'll believe it,
is if I hear it come from you.

its like once you've been hurt, your so
scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you

start to fall for is gonna break your heart..

soO im qonna cloSe my eyEs and im qoNa
live my liFe deSpite what u tHink > im q0na
be frEe becuaSe i`m qonna [ b E . m E e ].

ReMeMbEr WhEn BoYz HaD ¤.cOoTiEs.¤
WhEn FrIeNdS aLwAyS «-lIsTeNeD-» 2 u..
wHeN ((dReAmS)) wErE uNsHaT*tErEd
& [[wOrRiEs]] WeRe ::fEw::
WhEn ReCeSs WaS tOo |sHoRt|
aNd LiFe WaS *2* «---LoNg---»
wHeN DeCiSiOnS cAmE .:eAsIlY:.
wItH ((nO NeEd)) 2 ¤..bElOnG..¤
wHeN :.:StOrKs:.: DeLiVeReD bAbIeS
aNd *PaSsIoNs* WeReN't sOo o¤sTrOnG¤o
wHeN [[fRiEnDsHiPs]] WeReNt bRo|KeN..
RiGhT wAs .RiGhT. & wRoNg wAs :WrOnG:
WhEn (((BaD))) tHiNgS dIdN't HaPpEn
OnLy _sKiNnEd KnEeS_ bRoUgHt ::TeArs::
aNd tHe «_NiGhT . LiGhT_» iN OuR rOoM
((.QuIeTeD.)) aLl oUr FeArs
wHeN :.dEcIsi0ns.: wErE s0|VeD
bY [eNi mEaNi . mini m0]
wHeN «.»b0yS«.» wErE sOoO !yUcKy!
& *gOoDbYe* MeAnT OnLy tIl ::ToMoRrOw::
WhEn Ur ClOtHeS DiDnT »..mAtCh..«
& *r E a L* fRiEnDs DiDn'T p|A|r|T
tHe ((..FuN..) wEnT oN *4eVeR* aNd
NeVeR LeFt a _BrOkEn ... HeArt_

: . . Hey Yawl . . :

Whats up? Nothing really here just sitting at the house! lol Well this week and last week have gone by so crazy!!!! lol I've seen Mike a couple of times but not as many as I wanted to! Things have changed so much since me and him have broken up! He has turned into a totally different person! He used to be my bestfriend and now its like I never talk to him or get to see him like I used to! Its just so0o weird! I dont understand him and he doesnt understand all the things I say to him anymore! He doesnt get anything! But one day he will know!!! But anyways! My brothers birthday was yesterday! haha The BIG 18!!!! hehe I hung out with him all day yesterday! Then last night we all went to MiCasitias and tonight we are going to Hooters!!! hehe Well Ima go cause I gotta run and pick up Tommy cause he is hanging out with me today! So0o Ima go....

<3 Crystal

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 21:53:58 GMT

Never regret anything because at one point it was exactly what you wanted

Love is the constant feeling of completeness
when your with that someone &&
not wanting that moment to end for anything

Never let a guy know your in love with him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gonna love him & he's gonna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

no matter how much time goes by
you'll never forget the first time he looked
at you and how you fell in love with his eyes <3

`m not the girl i used to be
i gotta admit, a lot of shit
has got to me

Don't think that no one loved you
because they've turned away
don't feel they didn't care for you
because they couldn't stay
don't hate the world for not returning
the love you feel you've given
don't hate the one you were yearning for
because he couldn't make a commitment
just think of him as an experience
& think how much you've grown
think of him as the sacred prince
who placed you on the throne
think of all the times together
feeling closer since you're apart
think of your plans of now & forever
& hold them in your heartÂ·<3

Me, i'm still here ... for some crazy reason i'll stick around through the bad times-& the fights .. i'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared; i'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just staying around so that one day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back & say wow, that girl really did love me.....

I'm going to love you longer than you'll ever know of, im gonna [[kiss you deeper]] than you could ever dream about, im going to ((understand you)) more than anyone ever has, im going to hold you tighter than you could ever imagine, im going to care more than you thought i could, and im going to be the best lover you've ever even prayed for

I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in
place & i spill alot of things. I'm pretty clumsy & sometimes
I have a broken heart. My friends & I sometimes fight, &
maybe some days nothing goes right..but when I think about
it & take a step back, i remember how amazing life truely
is & that maybe, just maybe, i like being unperfect.

Your love just does something to me. It sends a shock right through me. I can’t get enough. If you ever wonder about the spell I’m under, it’s your love.

It's really time for me to move away
from him… from all this. I don’t even know
who he is anymore...

For the first time, in a long time,
my life is real, it doesn’t matter who
ends up with who, because in some
unearthly way, it's always gunna be
* you and me *

here i stand with everything to lose
and all i know is ` i don't ever wanna see the end
let's be us again

if i could show you
how much you've hurt me;;
you'd never be able to
look me in the eyes again

I care more about his life more than my life
because lets face it, he makes my life worth living

Everyone says to give up on you, but they dont see you like I do, your the one who broke my heart, your the reason my world fell apart, your the one who made me cry yet I still love you and I dont know why.

if he’s the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you’re awake, &
the last thing you think of when you sleep, then he is
really something special

I thought all of the hurting was over
then I took one glance at you and realized
it's only just begun...

&& the only reason she hangs on is because she knows that without you ...she will have lost everything she ever had x33

Sometimes, it takes being away from someone for a while to realize how much you need them in your life... I hope you see that.

It's hard to wait around for somthing that
you know might never happen, but it's even harder
to give up when you know it's everything you want

I dont want him to be perfect...
I want him to laugh at me...
Trip me, then help me back up...
Pick me up and throw me in the pool...
Make me watch football for hours...
Take me to the arcade...and beat me at air hockey
Love me for the person I am...

They say he's trouble...to stay away...but his eyes show no lies...his smile is innocent...true love shows no lies...

My heart is broken in two
because youre in love with her
and Im still in love with you

<3 Crystal

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:19:08 GMT

MeEh BoReD!!!!! lol

Monday, March 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 17:41:16 GMT

i think that i`m ..
      f
    a
        l
      l
    i
        n
      g

for him ..

(¨`·.·´¨)* I
`·.(¨`·.·´¨)*Love
`·.¸.·´*You

I`m shaking at your touch, i like you way too much.."
my baby, i`m afraid i`m falling for you.

i love being with you..I don't have to work hard
to impress anyone you know all my faults I can cry in
front of you & you'll just hold me until I stop or I can
laugh so hard I cry & you'll laugh with me until were
both crying & its perfect how sometimes we don't have
to say anything just being together is enough.. even
though we know everything about each other we still
never run out of things to talk about. your always there
for me whether to hold me or laugh with me you've been
with me through everything & I can't imagine ever not
having you in my life. I love having you in my life.
forever is what I've always imagined myself sharing with you <3

What is Sexy?
Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, grabbing at my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent never to stop.
What is cute?
Cute is holding hands in the car & kissing at the red lights.
What is Adorable?
Adorable is you holding me in your arms in front of all your friends not caring what they think.
What is Passion?
Passion is knowing what you want & stopping at nothing until you get it.
What is Love?
Love is the amazing balance of all these things.

you kissed me and I swear I’ll never forget how the fireworks made my lips burn for more <3

Buy me a [(plastic ring)]
&& tell me that you love me <3

Love is when you find someone you can tell your deepest, darkest secrets too.

Pull my body up against yours
&& kiss me like you mean it
lets blind ourselves by love &&
be deaf to all who says it's fatal

When I'm with you, I'm the girl I want to be <3

SEXY isn't what you wear, it's how you take it OFF

I know I don't have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I promise I do have the biggest heart to love you with but everytime i wanna give up on you something inside me tells me to give him some time

baby, let`s slow dance and be "the couple"everyone l[ wishes ]l that they could be. ' let`s look at the stars and kiss all night long. let`s take it slow && then speed it up. 'let`s take picturesz && laugh until we can`t breathe. let`s be forever ;; just youu && me.. <3

love is a thing that proves itself a 1,000 times a day, in the simple things you do && the little things you say <3

: . . Hey Wonderfulls . . :
Whats up? Nothing really here just sitting at the house! Didnt want to go to school so I stayed here! haha I slept till like 12:30 or something! lol Well Anyways! Me and *~*Tommy*~* go back out! I really like him so I hope it all works out for the best! He is truely an amazing person and I know I messed up the 1st time when I let him go without trying to stop him! But I got him back and Im happy!!! lol Well Ima go get something to eat okay?!?!?!

<3 Crystal

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 20:59:51 GMT

..you didnt crush me
you completly destroyed me..

why do i even bother?
....why fix my make up?
.....why do my hair?
it`z not like tomorrow your gunna fucken care

My heart can't possibly break </3
· When it wasn't even whole to start with ·

the greatest pain that comes from love
is loving someone you can never have

she finally lets go of her fake smile
and the tears slowly roll down her
face as she whispers in the mirror
I don't wanna be me

she'`s the girl with her
middle finger in the air
because for the first time she just
doesn'`t fucking care

Be who YOU want to be.
Not what OTHERS want to see.

He doesn't realize I'm even there..
I don't think he ever knew how much
I truly cared.. I guess the saying is true;;
Hearts are broken every day.

i'M CraZy AbOuT yOu
jUsT OpEn yOuR EyEs <--*

can it be that it was all so simple then?
or has time re-written every line?
if we had a chance to do it all again
tell me, would we? could we?

it is TRUE ;; youu NEVER get over youur FiRST L0VE.

How do i deal....
without you

i - L0VE - YOU.
&& NOW THAT YOU KNOW ..
e v e r y t h i n g
HAS CHANGED
&& i`M DEFiNATLEY iN
[PAiN]

If you love me so much....
WHY are you still with HER?

:¨`·´¨:* i wanna grab you
`·.·´:¨`.´¨: by the arms
-:|:- `·.·´ and kiss you so bad!

i know he`s not the cutest guy in the world
but there`s something about him that makes
my heart drop to my feet everytime i see him.

Boy: what's wrong?
Girl: nothing.
Boy: why won't you tell me?
Girl: why should i tell you?
Boy: You used to tell me everything... what happened to us?
Girl: ...you stopped caring.

things are crazy & i'm confused
tell me boy, what should i do? do
i have feelings for u, and if i do *'
.......do you have them too?

I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me? cuz I know . . . I won't forget you

dear diary,
remind me to never judge how
well i know a person, cus the 1
person I thought I knew best,
-i don't even know anymore-

Back under the stars
Back into ur arms
Thats all I want!

FOR ONCE iNSTEAD OF TELLiNG ME REASONSz
WHY i SHOULDNT CRY, ACTUALLY PAY ATTENTiON
TO THE REASONSz WHY i AM iN THE FiRST PLACE.

: . . Hey yawl . . :
Well these past couple of days havent been all that great! I havent talked to Jordan since we broke up! I still want to be friends with him but I dont know what the deal is! Well Yesterday Aaron came over to hang out with me! It was pretty fun! The Mellisa called him and asked him if he could come over so we dropped him off over there1 Well We rode around and I saw Charles! Well he gave me a number where I could get ahold of Mike with so0o I decided to call him! Well I dont think I have ever had a wonderful coverstion like that with him! It was so0o great! We talked about everything! We cried, we laughed, we talked! We told each other everything that has been going on and we talked about "the way things used to be!!!" It was amazing! Noone understands what I am going through with this guy! We used to be bestfriends and now it seems like I dont even know who he is! But after that conversation I know everything about him just like I used to!!! haha He's my bestfriend again! But Ima go okay?!?!?!

<3 Crystal

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 01:59:51 GMT

keep your head up
because there are people
who would kill to see you fall

Don't be afraid to cry. Tears are healing.

You can’t go forcing something if its just not right.

i wanted everything
to stay the same
but feelings fade && people
c h a n g e

: . . Hey Wonderfuls . . :
Whats up? Nothing really here!!! Well me and Jordan broke up.... To much shit has happened between us n we have been together since day one n we were kinda getting annoyed! But Ima go I'll explain more later.....

<3 Crystal