ok so stuff at my house is a little better. but i've been pretty sick and its just been getting worse, i've been couhging like no other. so i went to the doctor today and had to take x rays on my chest and they said i had a mild case of pneumonia.so yea whatever, have to take medication stuff. but then i read the side affects and they're scary! oh and the doctor also gave me an inhaler...yay. anyway, tomorrow's thanksgiving and i have to drive to the bay area.

oh i finished my room, its all painted and moved around and stuff. its look really different. i really like it. its pretty. lol. so everything with me and ryan is over, incase any of you actually knew there was something there. but anyway, there isn't anymore so yeah. cool stuff i guess. well i'm going to go watch harry potter, and the prisoner from azkaban! seeing as how i have no energy to do anything else. talk to ya all later.

ps~katie i love you too

wow...so i hate my parents, like literally. especially my mom, my dad can be at least sane some of the time.but no, my mom has to be crazy. i dont know if i wanna tell like everybody the reason why, but those of you who know...well u know. thats good enough.

anyway, i'm really excited that we have thanksgiving break next week. i really wanna go somewhere for like that whole week just so i wont have to be around my mom. but i donno where i'd go. i get paid on Friday! yay, first thing i'm gonna do is pay off my $54 late fee charge at Hollywood...thats terrible but i'm paying it. oh, and i painted my room, not that anyone really cares but it looks pretty cool. anyway, gtg

wow i finally got a job! Its Camille's cafe, they just opened. its pretty cool and i'm excited cuz now i'm gonna get money! yay. anyway, i'm so sick of my parents. especially my mom. she tries to over analyze everything and its so annoying. my parents are so uptight. i can't wait to move out. too bad after i graduate i'm just going to sierra...woohoo..i'm a dumb ass but oh well. i've kinda been in a bad mood lately but i think its just stress or something. i decided that my only normal friends (that i hang out with) are stella and katie. lol they are awesome. i really wanna go snowboarding but i can't find anyone to go with me!   oh, so i have to have a B average by the next grading period or my dad is going to sell my car. ok so we definitly have progress reports coming up again and i still have 2 F's left. oh yeah i got one of my F's up to a C. yay for me. god i'm so lazy! i need to get off my ass and do my work but i have like no motivation at all...senoritis i guess. that's kinda gay. anyway, i'm probably going to lose my car and cry. i'd rather them just take my cell phone, then i'll be less distracted. my parents are really stupid. ok well i'm going to go try and do some work...i have a test tomorrow in trans. to college math that i'm definityl gonna fail. i should study. ok bbye

oh and happy birthday to lauren mireles! and the OC season premier is today...but i dont watch that show i swear. lol