NEW XANGA! plz dont comment in this one anymore. 2 xangas are hard to manage but im only keeping this one cuz DUH..its like a diary and i don't throw away old diaries when i get new ones

xo ellie

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hey yall. idk what to write..nothing special has really happened over the past week. i missed my swim meet yesterday cuz i heard the water was deep (im such i chicken-yea i know). then yesterday i went to solmaz's house cuz her family was having a party. it was soo fun! i was hyper like crazy! her mom thinks i'm weird cuz i'm always happy..well...do u guys think i'm always happy? cuz i'm not..i'm bipolar..i'm either really happy or REALLY sad and i've got horrible mood swings..like i said in my kings dominion day entry. i'll be laughing my head off at one point and the next, i'll be crying my eyes out. at least i don't have depression..anyway..next week i'm going to my friend neda's bday party. i have no idea what to get her..see i have a lot of friends but they're all younger than me cuz people my age just don't get me. i'm really sensitive and if someone backs off, that's it for me. i'm "emotionally disturbed" haha. today i'm not gonna do much. hey maybe kara can come over or something. idk. i need to get my ipod fixed cuz SOMEONE <--cough cough arya cough cough--> left it out in the rain!! then i gotta go shopping and get a few things i've run out of. and then next month at the end of august before i leave for disneyland, i'm going shopping again. if anyone who is reading this wants to come, let me know! everyone is welcome. cuz i'm looking for some fun time, plus a little shopping cuz now i'm going shoppin for 2 outfits a month. hey that's not bad considering my mom is giving me money for that and then money for allowance which most of it goes to my cell phone anyway haha. i'll ttyl cuz i'm bored..just woke up like less than an hour ago and wrote a letter to my old friend bridget. i really miss her..

xo ellie

hey guys!! well..hmm i'ma write this all down as it happened!!

-:-Saturday-:-

swim meet-lost to VA oaks but won over dominion valley. haha kiss my behind! lol

-later-

watched some tv, made some layouts and got ready to go to kara's house

-saturday night-

me, kara, christina, and catherine watched the ring and scary movie 3...i fell asleep during scary  movie 3. gosh the girl from s.m3 is almost scarier than the real girl from the ring. so yea we just had a lot of fun and i taught christina how to make layouts (hopefully she learned...considering the fact that she was nodding her head and saying she did learn lol).

-:-Sunday-:-

in the morning we got ready to go to church.

-after church-

we got ready to go to the mall. i bought 2 halter tops, 1 tanktop, and a belt at hot topic that cost almost 30 bucks..geez...but its ok cuz i really wanted that belt. now i gotta get some all star shoes cuz damknits those things are awesome! but i need to get a skateboard cuz i used my bro's and he lost his so yea. i'll prolly go to elite sometime soon. hm where'd my etnies go...lol...ANYwaaayy. so here i am -TODAY-, writing in this xanga of mine, watching the hours go by slowly and waiting till 3:30 so we can go to the plains and i can meet alexis there cuz her family is goin too. it'll be effin rad cuz it was last year and i was by myself last year. ooh and guess who i saw at costco yesterday? zach maccarthey! HAH! he totally ignored me lol. me and kara were like following him and then he disappeared. i can't wait till today afternoon!!! i'm soo excited..i cannot hide it haha that ryhmes..kinda.. i'll update again later prolly next week or the next time somethin cool happens again.

xo ellie

n i decided to go shopping once a month for 2 outfits and accessories rather than go on shopping sprees every season. going every month is much funner..besides..i don't wanna miss out on seein the hot guys (hot topic and american eagle) LOL kara xtina and cat

JULY 4/05

i went to Great Meadow in the plains. it was sooo fun i met alexis there and i saw a whole buncha people i knew including m.t that lil biotchish brat, wannabe slut. grr i hate her. and like a lot of other people. i kept putting my belt up to my boobs and it looked gay but hey it was comfortable lol. below is a few pics i took yesterday and sunday

fireworks that i took a pic of last night!

lex took this pic HAH that's my fav. belt

lex-aww she's so perrty lol

catherine. she's perty too!! haha

this is my personal horsey aka kara LOL

omg hey buddiez!!

yesterday was sooo fun! first was my swim meet early in the morning and that went ok as usual but omg after that i went to fauquier high's Teen Fest (it was like a fun festival) with yasaman and 2 of her friends..it was sooo frikin fun!! OMG!!! if i told ya'z everything, it'd take forever, but to narrow it down, basically everyone was outside where the track field was (soo hot out) and basketball people were inside the school in the gym. we walked around sooo much!! there was a guy there from "Y do u think (smoking)" and he was asking us all these weird..questions..and then he's like "what do we say after every act in the "Y do u think" commercials and i blurted out "can anyone tell us why smoking isn't stupid?" so i got a yellow bandana that said "Y". then we all got bracelets. soooo...we walked...there were 3 bands there. one was a christian group called phase 2. then there was a hard rock band called decyfer (HOT) and then there was another band called skillet. i loved the gospel music cuz phase 2 sang praise songs, decyfer believes in God, and skillet sang praise songs. it was sooo awsome! i wanted the guy's autograph from Decyfer but i was sooo shy so i made yasaman do it..and omg he smudged it!! YES they're gonna be soo famous one day i'm gonna be so lucky. but he was sooo hot. too bad he has a gf!! (GUH!) don't u wish that sometimes when ur memories are so great, that u didn't want them to happen cuz ur going to miss that memory? well that's how i feel now...i miss yesterday sooo much i wanna go back!! i wanna buy decyfer's cd and skillet's. i got decyfer's demo but it only has 2 songs cuz their cd isnt out yet. anywayz....it was OSM.

my ipod doesnt work! we gotta take it to best buy to see what we can do bout it. i think lex and i are friends again but i'm not sure. i hope so cuz i miss her. i'm going to BHS next year. SJHS would be too difficult for my parents. i've been missing church for like a month now. but the thing is, i wanna go to a catholic church for once. from what i've heard, i believe in more things in catholicism than protestantism. anyway i'll figure it out later (soon). for the 4th of july i'm going to Great Meadows in the plains. it's soo fun! i want kara/lex to go there too so i hope they don't have any plans! this week sometime, i'm going shopping with kara and christina it's gonna be sooo much fun! i gotta get some shirts at hot topic (and accessories and crap)..and then maybe some stuff at pacsun. idk i just can't wait. i'll update again soon!!

xo ellie (missin' saturday!!)

hey all! wow...i haven't updated in a REALLY long time (for me) haha. well um idk..a lot happened but i have like the worst memory so i won't remember to write everything that DID happen lol. the main things are that lex and i aren't friends anymore, i went to solmaz's bday party (it was sooo effin fun!!!), yasaman and her bro joined the swim team (we  have nearly 80 people this year and won our first meet last saturday for like the 1st time!), i got my inhaler and used it once but it didn't seem to work ( i think i did it wrong?) anyway yea. i just made up my p.e test today since i missed it on my last day of school. i'ma go shopping soon. i really have to. my clothes are getting old. last time i went clothes shopping was in march...u know..i'm really starting to miss my old house in windy hollow circle...i wanted to move at first, but now the more i think about it, i wish i hadn't thought that. oh and anna reidy came over last tuesday (*no comment*). i think i might go over kara's house next thursday. christina might come over too. it'll be a blast! o and my mom said that everytime a friend comes over, i can buy 2 movies!! YAAY! lucky me lol...um i think that's about it...hmmm oh yea mrs raymond is going to start helping me with french II when she gets back from hawaii (the crowd goes "oooo!!" lol). ok i really think that's it. well i'll write again soon (unlike last time..) i've just been really down for a few weeks now. sometihing is missing in my life...idk what it is.

oh and i haven't  been going to church!! aaggghhh ackack lol kara

xo ellie