down point of my life where i'm doing so badly and school and i cant think of anything to help myself. yea study more, get more tuition.. etc. but seriously i dont think i can make it... i'm like probably gonna retain or something bad. but before that maybe i'll die at parent teacher conference. you know it wont all be that bad actually if my mum could actually say.. "its ok, just make sure you do better next time.." i mean.. honestly, i think i'll be so happy if she said that that i'll actually really work hard to do well. i mean.. its better then getting scolded.. and.....**. fuck la.. it was a mistake to go jc from the very start, i cant do well and the people are so not.. me? its so hard to make good friends like the ones i had. fucking wish i could die now. missing 2 weeks of school cause of swiss trip which is so not worth it for me.. plus i'm missing cl listening. if i dont get to retake i'm gonna be fucking pissed off with the band... selfish.. and dont say its me thats being selfish cause for ur info there are a whole lot of ppl who are pissed off too. this is alvls okay! ALEVELS! like.. so ac takes in all these 6 pointers and all so for alvls they will do well and the school can be happy.. then for the rest of us dsa and appeal students you just let us throw and time and energy all into cca so we'll do well in our cca but its ok if our results are bad cause you have the 6 pointers to do well for you.. sorry i'm so emo now but seriously, after being.. smacked by ur mum.. you wont exactly feel good.. and btw this is before showing her my terms results.. i fucking did so badly. i dont even want to imagine what she'll do to me.

forgive me please

you know they say killing yourself is hard.
but facing ur problems could be even harder

everyone!
this is wycliffe

heehee
today my family went to the perenakan museum
cause my grandma donated like..
stuffs... yea so we were invited as vip.
and heres the best part..
it was surprisingly fun!!
SURPRISINGLY!

Happy fathers day

HEY ALL!
please do this
SURVEY
its for project work
so yea. help me do haha! thanks
its only 7 questions.
very easy =)
thanks alot


anyways!
updates on what happened in malaysia
will be blogged next time when i finally
get the photos =)