Friends stab you in the back
Boys stab you in the heart
Strangers stab you in the front
But best friends dont carry knives
^...yeh...I thought so too, but ya know what??? just fuck it....I don't fucking care anymore...its not like there's any damn thing I can do about it so why even fucking care???? The one person I thought was one of my true best friends...yeh well w/e YOU'VE WON AGAIN AND I HOPE YOUR EFFING HAPPY!! and I'm sure you are b/c I'm not!!! I JUST GIVE UP!!! YOU WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know what??? I don't even know why I care...Its not like this situation would have EVER EVER worked out my way!?!?! oh well...I WANT TO NOT CARE SO BAD BUT I CANT!!!!!!
I'm losing friends left and right...screw it all.....
It's times like these when a girl finds out who her real friends are...and who aren't but act like they are and backstab you....I shoulda seen it coming...I was warned!!!! but I didn't believe it....w/e
for another thing when you hurt Callie, you hurt me and when you hurt me you hurt Callie anyways...so hurting both of us...wasn't a good idea at all!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU CALLIE, NIKKI, LINDSAY, KRISTEN, AND ADAM...and all my other LOYAL friends...love yall!!!!!!!
BTW this person most definetly knows who he/she is......
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I tried to hold back my tears.
i tried my hardest to be tough.
It`s just to hard & now
i just have to give up
There's no point in trying to talk to
you. I've tried to have a conversation
with you but all that comes out is the
empty feeling in my stomach and it
makes me realize that you will never
feel the same way about me as I do
about you
nothing hurts more than realizing two
people who were once soo close
barely speak a word anymore..
yeahh i`m OK. in a everythings fucked up
..kinda way
the girl who seemed unbreakable -- broke.
the girl who seemed so strong -- crumbled.
the girl who always laughed it off -- cried.
& the girl who would never stop trying --
__ finally gave up
Just because i don't cut my wrists
doesn't mean i dont want people to know
how much hell i go through everyday
& how my fucking fairytale
is no storybook life at all.. </3
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