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Sunday, February 15, 2004

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 21:20:03 GMT

My new xanga is:

http://www.xanga.com/xbewitherdxdreamsx

^^Go there if you wish^^

.I.love.Benjamin.

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 22:11:16 GMT

I am thinking about making a new Xanga. It shall be good. You know, I am going to. This one keeps on not working and all. Rahh!! So, yeah. It is now time for Cassandra to make a new Xanga. Welp, cya!

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 22:12:07 GMT

Today went down the drain, and then some. My mother had to go to the hospital, because... she has another headache. As you all know, that isn't a good thing at all. Because that means her shunt thingy might be clogged... again... RAHHHH!!! This fucking sucks. And I was supposed to hang out with Benjamin, but I can't, because my mom is not home. Actually, I am the only one home... I am scared today. I wish I could see Benjamin. I misses him. Even though he was over her last night, and we had fun. Hime and I played Medal Of Honor: Rising Sun. I was getting frustrated, because all of these people, and Benjamin were killing me every 5 seconds, but it was fun. He told me I was his pride and joy ^.^ . He makes me so happy.

Anyways, I am going to go, because I am tired, and I am going to beat Zelda: Ocarana of Time on GameCube again. Byebye now.

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 19:19:26 GMT

Brrrrrrrr... I am really cold. And I can't seem to warm up, which is pissing me off. La la la. Heh... Today sucked ass. And I am going to get my English class changed... Long story. Don't feel like explaining now. But, yeah. I have to go and finish my homework. Byebye now.

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 18:03:31 GMT

I am feeling quite Devilish today. Don't know why, but hey! It's all good. I am still all Bleh. And I hate it. ::cries:: I hope Benjamin can come over today. I really miss him. We got report cards yesterday. ::sighs:: I got 3 D's, 2 C's, 1 B, and 1 A. Rahhh!! I raised all them up though. Which is always a good thing for me. My grade average is exactly 2.0 . I am fucking stupid. ksjshfklahd,ffk

I just got off of the phone with Benjamin. I wish it wasn't raining, or else he would come over. RAHH!! I hate rain. I hope it allllll dies. ::shake's fist:: This is bullshit.

I am tired, so I am going to go and try to fall back asleep. Damn no school. Welp, byebye now. ::waves:: ::cries::

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Sunday, February 01, 2004

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 19:58:15 GMT

I am not happy... I am just bleh. I liked that smiley, so I decided to put it there. ::sighs:: ::eye twitches:: I am talking to LynnBo online right now... And we have nothing to talk about. Heh... Wow I am tired. Just waiting for Benjamin to call, so that I can know if he is going to come over, or not. Haha, that is funny. I hope Benjamin can come over. I wanna see him. Since he was only over here for about 45 minutes yesterday. Bleh.

Anyways, I am going to go now... ::waves:: Byebye

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 19:49:32 GMT

I am depressed... Literally. Not just stressed out, but now I am depressed. It sucks too. I can't stop crying, and I can't be happy/nor smile. Which also sucks. I am really tired too. ::sighs:: Whoever invented Depression, I am going to bring back from the dead, and then kill them all over again. This is fucking bullshit. Rahhhhh!! Makes me mad. Well... I know this was short and all, but Benjamin is coming over to cheer me up, and to hang out. Which makes me a wee bit happy...Since I can hang out with him again. Anyways... I am going to go. So, yeah... byebye now. ::waves:: ::cries/sighs::

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 03:26:53 GMT

I have had a very stressful week... I haven't been online for a while. ::sighs:: I didn't go to school today either, because I wasn't feeling good, and also... all cause' I am tired, and stressed out. I feel horrible. Benjamin came over today, right after he got home from school. I was really upset for no reason today. I started to cry, and then Benjamin came here... And he just held me in his arms for like 10 minutes... I felt a little better... But, when it got later in the night, we had a lot of fun. Bleh. I feel horrible. So fucking stressed out. I was changing my room around, all bymyself, because my mother was on the phone the whole time. Gee, thanx for the help! ::sighs:: It was a bitch. And then her and I kept on fighting. slkshgfaskjasdhfjksd. I hate fighting. It sucks major ass.

Anyways, since I feel like shit even more then I did... I am going to go. I miss my Benjamin. ::cries::

Byebye now....

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

Monday, January 26, 2004

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 19:10:26 GMT

I HATE SNOW!! IT SUCKS!! IT RUINS EVERYTHING FOR ME! ALL OF MY PLANS!!! EVERYTHING!!! RAHHHHH!!!

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 23:58:36 GMT

Benjamin came over tonight. And left about an hour ago... 6:45, or something like that. ::rubs tummy:: Rahh, I am hungry. And I don't feel good, because I am sick. shdffkdf. Blarh. Boredum. Complete and total boredum. I hate being sick. Benjamin and I had some fun tonight. Even though we could only hang out for 3 and a half hours... I have to get all of this crap done. I just finished my homework, and now I have clean some later on. Well... help out anyways. And I have to rest. *Mothers order* ::yawns::

Last night, I fell asleep on my mom's bed at 12:30 A.M., because I have a swollen gland, and sore throat. Still... a little bit anyways... And a fever. So, she tried asking me if I wanted to go into my room to bed, and I was out of it... completely. And I kept on answering, "I'm bored". And stuff like that. My mom and dad were talking to me, and asking me all of these questions, and I started out the sentences with something, and then ended is something completely off of the subject. They said that it was SO funny, they couldn't stop laughing. I get it from my Dad though. He does the same exact thing... And it is pretty funny.

Anyways, I am going to go, because I really don't feel good. Welp, byebye now. ::waves::

((.cassandra.))

.eye.love.benjamin.

**HOPE FOR NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!**