Thursday, June 26, 2008

  • Looking back on the way things where during my childhood it's amazing to see all the younger ones grow up so quickly. I guess when I was their age... I wanted to be older, I wanted to to escape the lifestyle that surrounded us. I don't know what it will be like in a few years from now but you never forget where you come from and who has made a difference in your life. I wish it was easy to gather all of us together again but so much has changed since then ... maybe one day there will be a chance for all of us to just reminisce on what use to be our world together. 

Monday, June 16, 2008

  • Birthday's have become pretty dull compared to the way it was when I was younger. We use to always throw birthday parties at my house and it was fun but now it's hard to get friends together and do things together. We all have other things to do and it's just like any other day. Turning 22 is no different but of course I appreciated those friends who were able to come out to have dinner with me and make it one interesting night.

    I've been bumming around since before graduation and nothing seemed to coming my way but there are reasons for things happening the way they do. I've learned that being greedy and picky about things isn't gonna get me anywhere but it will not stop me from my future goals and dreams that I want and will achieve.

    Like the saying goes after the rain the sun will shine.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

  • It's a tough world out there.

    It's been about a month since the semester ended and a week or two since graduation. I am unsure what I plan on doing and how I am going to afford it. It's funny cause I've worked so hard throughout college and now I am at the end of the path and can't seem to find any answers. Job searching has been a pain and nothing has come through for me which drives me crazy. Anyways, I guess I've got to keep on moving and hopefully something will come my way.

Friday, April 18, 2008

  • Have I become a better person?

    I don't even know the answer to that... i've grown to be angry and bitter towards people. All my life I let people walk all over me and now... I barely know who I've become. Maybe the friends you have are who influence you to be a better person but I never imaged it would tear you down. My heart is inflicted by the unspoken words... the unkindness of the looks and harsh silence. Deep down in my heart I wish I wasn't so emtionally attached to words, people, things...life may be cold but I wouldn't have to question who've i've become ...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

  • Overwhelmed...

    Everything is going by so fast and maybe that's why I've been less motivated in getting my work done and completed. I don't want it to end ... The scary thing is that everything can change overnight and it will. You dream of achieving the greatest things in life and being a role model to the younger ones but now in the moment when the path presents itself and you must choose ...it all becomes a blur.

    Tomorrow will be here before you know it and it all seems like just yesterday we just entered those classrooms and walked through those hallways and became friends ... but now we will be taking our last strolls through the hallways to class ... it's all ending too soon...but it is time to part ways to follow our dreams.

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