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| i am not a homewreckerdear jenn..
you're right...... i could have gotten a better car.. and you're right.. i look nothing like jessica alba. but you're wrong. what i won't do is whore myself around other people's boyfriends.
i truly apologize if i hurt you in any way.. i would never go after an unavailable guy if i knew he was taken. THIS IS ONE OF MY TOP NO-NO's. AND believe me, if i knew he was NOT single, i would not have messed around with him... however, he told me he broke up with his girlfriend. there was no evidence as to him having a girlfriend, so i believed him. i guess it's a little too late to turn back time. i would take it back if i could, but the damage has already been done.. you can go ahead and share those pictures if you want. maybe my friends and everyone around me need to see what a whore i really am. if you want to blow up my email or my cell, because you think you have the right to, then go ahead. i deserve it if i knew he had a girlfriend, but i didn't know he was still with you. i already know what i did was utterly and undeniably wrong at this point. and if i had known he had a girlfriend, i absolutely know, for a freakin fact, that i would not have done what i did.
but i rather you just resume your lives as if i never existed. i was nothing to him before and i'll be nothing to him now or ever. i've pretty much written him out of my life until you've commented my xanga the other night. i congratulate you on your soon to be bundle of joy; i heard it's a boy. i really do hope you find happiness with him and your new family. i sincerely and truly apologize from the bottom of my heart for any heartache or pain i have caused. i just hope you can forget about me from this point on, because really, i'm not worth your time or effort.. or anyone else's for that matter..
non-existent,
nancy
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| MY NEW RIDE!remember the entry back last january, when i was deciding if i should get a new car or not... well this past feb, i crashed my car.. it wasn't worth fixing anymore... and there wasn't too much in the market for a used car... so after some time, and a frustrated dad, cuz i kept borrowing his MDX, we went and bought a new car....
SAY HELLO TO MY NEW BABY!! 
yes, i ended up getting another civic, but this time i upgraded to the EX model.. LoL~
and this is what i get...
• 1.8-liter, SOHC i-VTEC® 4-cylinder engine
• Drive-By-Wire™ Throttle System
• ULEV-2 (Ultra-Low-Emission Vehicle)
• Available compact 5-speed automatic transmission
• MacPherson strut front suspension
• Multi-link rear suspension
• Power-assisted rack-and-pinion steering
• 16" alloy wheels
• 4-wheel disc brakes
• Dual-stage, dual-threshold front airbags (SRS)
• Front side airbags with passenger-side Occupant Position Detection System (OPDS)
• Side curtain airbags
• Driver's and front passenger's active head restraints
• Outboard Lower Anchors and Tethers for Children (LATCH)
• Immobilizer Theft-Deterrent System
• Integrated rear-window antenna
• One-touch power moonroof with tilt feature
• Remote entry system with trunk release
• Exterior temperature indicator
• 160-watt AM/FM/XM Ready®†/CD audio system with 6 speakers
• WMA and MP3 capability
• Speed-sensitive volume control (SVC)
• MP3/auxiliary input jack
• Steering wheel-mounted audio controls
• Rear-seat armrest
• 60/40 split fold-down rear seatback
• Variable intermittent windshield wipers
• Front and center console 12-volt power outlets
• Maintenance Minder™ system i was sad that they didn't even have a color that came close to purple... i guess we'll see how lucky GALAXY GREY will be for me... MAN, I'M LOVING THE CAR SMELL!!! 
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| overactive imagination or subconscious telling me something??how come i end up watching movies that aren't on my list?!?! LoL~
- zodiac (dayam... pretty suspenseful until the end.. it was almost 3hrs... i really hope the zodiac killer isn't still alive.. altho that wouldn't really stop me from going to san francisco.... i wanna go back already!!!)
- 300 (IN IMAX!!!
 dayam i want a spartan bf!!!  HOT BODS!! ::drools uncontrollably:: so0o0o what if they're old enough to be my father!?  maybe i do have the electra complex??  ) - grindhouse (what can i say.. done by rodriguez & tarantino.. can i say enough said?? altho planet terror was gory n gruesome, i expected a lil more from deathproof.. but you really have to think about sitting in a movie theater for 3 hours.
- disturbia (for a PG-13 movie, it was pretty intense, except for the cheesy adolescent love thing going on.. the girl's not that hot..
- vacancy (for a R-rated movie, it kinda sucked... and kate beckinsale wasn't looking or acting her best.. at least she kicked butt in the end..)
it's about time to make a new list of all the movies coming out for the summer season.. for sure, spiderman, pirates, fantastic 4, transformers, and harry potter.. i dunno what else i wanna see tho...
i had the weirdest dream last night.. i went to bed super early (10:30pm early!) and woke up really upset at about 12:30pm...
it's really bothersome to me how i acted in my dream.. it was uncharacteristic of me... i would never beg or just settle.. in real life, i probably would have said to him, "fine, be gone ya bum!" BUT i chased after him, n told him i would change, and i'd be better.... and right when we got into the backseat of the car to talk it out, some of the neighbors were running out of their house...
a couple more guys run out after them, and sees us in the car.. they turned to us and said "wrong day to go for a joyride.." and they starting shooting.. i yell for him to get down, and hide him from the window, and i barely manage to get down, but it's too late.. a stray bullet grazes my neck (ok maybe not graze cuz it was deep enough to shed a lot of blood)... i'm like "babe, i think u need to call 911.." while trying to put pressure on the blood gushing out.. i get a call from my best friend alli.. she was like "did you hear the shots.. apparently the new neighbors are pissed that a few of the ppl in our neighborhood are graduating from HS, so they're going around shooting those ppl.."
at this point.. i'm barely hearing her and i ask him.. "did u get hit? are u ok? is help coming?" and he's like "i'm fine.. i see the ambulance.. just hold on babe... be strong..."
and i woke up, holding onto the place where the bullet hit.. and i had tears sliding down my cheeks... and i was so0o0o distraught over the dream.... i dunno if i was crying i knew i wasn't gonna make it, or that i was so disappointed in myself for lowering my standards..
it could have been the vicodine that i took to ease my chestpain... i'm still mad at myself for acting the way i did in the dream... soo unlike me... ugghhh!! what does it mean?!?! help me interpret my dream!!!
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| must see movie listmovies list is back for this winter/spring season..... dayam so behind!!
- the messengers (what a dumb movie!)
- smokin' aces
- the invisible
- because i said so
- painted veil
- notes on a scandal
- music and lyrics
- breach
- ghost rider
- black snake moan
- captivity
- gray matters
- the number 23
- premonition
- mama's boy (1st screening, stupid funny movie, you get a few laughs, but i think jon hedger is trying too hard..)
who wants to go grab some buttery popcorn, nachos, gummi bears, some bon-bons, and an icee with me???
OR... blockbuster night??? hahhahah!!
- blood diamond
- pursuit of happyness
- happily n'ever after
- children of men
- the good shepard
- the good german
- pan's labyrinth
- breaking and entering
- stomp the yard
- tears of the black tiger
- alpha dog
- dreamgirls
keep checking back for updates!! 
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| quick review of 2006FIRST of all, HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE!!!! as always, i hope you guys rang in the new year safe and sound...
dayam... a new year already.... where did 2006 go??? it seemed as if everything happened so fast... a snap of the fingers, a blink of the eye... when did we forget to stop and just take in that invigorating scent of roses??
let's see how my year went in 2006..
january .. working hard for my money... and playing even harder @ vanguard, mood..
february .. worked waaaay too hard during the week before and during valentine's day.. you know what that means... play waaaaay hard... what better way than in VEGAS to celebrate diana and cynthia turning the big 2-3... more clubbing @ tao, pure, vanguard..
march .. worked.. celebrated phani's 23rd @ magic castle... started the whole weekly thursday d&b's thing.. more club-hopping.. v2o, vanguard..
april .. myra came back to visit so we head to six flags as her belated bday... march of dimes to support premies.. and even tho it's april showers, we're nerds and we still go clubbing when it's pouring cats n dogs.. LOL~
may .. more work.... i graduated!!! ahhh!!! i don't wanna grow up! so what do i do...?? more clubbing @ vanguard...
june .. chia, ly, muoy, cynthia, & helen graduates too!! ahhhh!!! happy bday to janet as well!! celebrations at vanguard, day after, level 3... celebrated alli's bday @ don felix..
july .. more clubing @ vanguard, annual team sexy vegas trip, went clubbing @ pure, a week later, i accompany yuji for the WSOP tourney, the nag take a random vegas trip.. more clubbing @ pure..
august .. muoy leaves for taiwan!! so0o how do we celebrate her bon voyage & bday?? yep.. d&b's!!! hahahah!! we celebrated ana's bday @ melting pot in pasadena.. more clubbing @ vanguard...
september .. labor day weekend in vegas with the nagz.. clubbing @ guess where?? yupp! pure... school started again!! b0o!! more clubbing @ vanguard... phani's bachlorette road trip to SAN FRANCISCO!!! touristy stuff... more clubbing @ impala, poleng lounge..
october .. helen's the last of us to turn 23.. aWwW.. happy bday to ant & yuji & corina~ clubbing @ level 3, vanguard.. universal studios halloween nights.. hyun joo came back to the states because....... phani got married!!! ahhhh!!!!! she was such a beautiful blushing bride!! happy halloween.. man our costumes get trashier and sluttier.. geez...
november .. and then i get extremely sick... and i have a really severe retinal hemorrhage.. and i lost vision in my left eye.. quit my job at yama.. stopped going to school, and kinda just take it easy and figure out what to do next in my life.. not gonna stop living my life, but gotta adjust to the easier things first.... like clubbing @ vanguard... hahhaha!! team sexy annual thanksgiving dinner @ my parents' restaurant..
december .. doctor appts after doctor appts, follow-ups, etc.. but i take a good relaxing trip back to san francisco... good to get away for awhile.. the trip made me smile, even if it doesn't work out.. somewhat uncharacteristic of me, but somehow, not... i turn the big 24!!! and hopefully my bad luck year will come to an end soon... more clubbing @ vanguard... happy bday to my buddy john, elizabeth, and all sag/cap babies!! he visits for christmas.. even tho i was with him for just 12hrs, he makes me smile... and i end the year with drunken madness.. literally... oh how i would turn back time for that...
as i look back... i know what some of my new year's resolutions this year will be...
- less and less clubbing & drinking cuz i need to focus on my health...
- cleaning my messy room.. feng shui that shizzz...
- try to take it easy.. less stress...
- keep working on that jessica alba body..
- try to go back to school... i only need one more unit!
- maybe take some cosmetic or cooking classes...
- i think i just need to get away from it all... start anew.. maybe a relocation coming up??
HAVE A GREAT 2007 EVERYONE!!!
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