ok so i havnt updated in a while..so now i will..right now i'm in the computer lab for math cuz we're doing this stupid pythagoras project which is gay but wutevr..so to recap whats beeen goin on um...

Jan.29~birthday party for me turning sweet sixteen! yay! yeah..really fun..i had a good time but DAMN taht was a lot of work and time i had to put in it..shit i woke up @ like.. 6:45 just to bake cookies because my mom had to use the oven round 11:00 for the salmon and like 18 lb turkey..lol yeah crazie..so anyways, the 27th and 28th was also hectic because my mom and dad were trying to get everything dun be4 she starts cooking..and like..yeah the whole time i was upstairs cleaning my room and the computer room n shit..and my dad worked on the basement which i mite add he did a good job..cuz i tried cleaning it..and i didnt kno where to put all the shit that was like everywhere..but yeah itwas good..um..so most of the time, we spent our time in the basement because we put my parents' tv downthere so we played gamecube and DDR which was lots of fun..lol my brother..haha its so funni he tried doing the DDR thing and lol he sux..he like doesnt realize the arrows are coming up..lol its funni..and haha same with sarah..she's hilarious at it too..it was funnie...but anyways, i got a lot of cool gifts..got like sweaters, most of it was money, and like that credit gift card thing..yeah..so cooL! so wen i use it.. i get to sign the receipt n then i wud be all like..yeah, i hav a credit card..lol hhaa yeah imma dork ..

so on the 31st of january~my REAL birthday! yay! yeah pretti cool..lol for english class, one of my friends told my teacher it was my birthday so he suggested for our class to sing the happy birhtday song for me..lol it was cute..so um..that was that..'

on the 2nd of february~got my licencse beetch!! lol yeah i didnt kno i wudve goteen it that day cuz my mom said we wud get it on thursday..but it was cool..i was freakin nervous because it said that even if i had the waiver to just get my picture dun w/no road test..theres a 10% chance i wud have to take it again if my birthday lied on the dates that the dmv ppl put..so yeah i didnt kno..but once i saw the sign that there were no road tests today, i knew that i dnt hafta take one! shit i was so glad because i havnt driven in a while..n so i had to get 25 hrs dun..but i only did 15 for real..so yeah i just had to pretned only..10 more..lol they dnt evn chek ..they just look @ the sheet n was all like..ok..good..so yeah it was cool..um..the picutre turned out preti good..so happi with that..

the 3rd of february~ my mommie's birthday!!! yay! i made her a simple letter/card thing..i cut out sum words from the magazne and made em into a sentence n stuff..yeah..how sweet..yup..lol so anyways, she liked it..um..but thats preti much it..we also got her this bracelet with all true gemstones of her birthstone..amethyst..yeah i like hers..its really pretti..yup! but anyways, sorta bored now..5 more minutes until the bell rings n then i got atake a spanish test..so..fun..cnt wait!..ok i'll say more later wen the time persists! lol i dno if that makes sense?

hey wuts up..kara here..bored..very bored..and crabbie.. er oh well..it mite be because i woke up way too early today, 9:00..yeah..i wud expect myself to wake up @ least like 12:00 or 1 but wutevr..n so that mite be the reason..or because i just havnt seen this one special guy in my life for like wut..over 2 weeks? yeahhhh way too long i tell u..but oh well.? i'll see him sunday hopefully..because me, patrick and lj r takin the train up to chicago to go to the art institute for lj's extra credit for history or sumthin like that..but anyways, hope that works out..n i think it'll just be us ..like w/o our parents..so thatll be fun..i think..yeah i just gota plan everything out right so we wnt get lost or sumthing like that..but um..yeah..pretty eh right now ..but now i cnt do anything about it so i just gota take it or wutevr..

but on other news..birthday the 31st! hells yeah..um..its on a monday so the party will be on the 29th..and my mom, its so cute she made cute invitations.. and she showed me the typed out part..n it said like.. sixteen years ago from the heavens she fall, the most beautiful being of all..please join us as she takes the spotlight again to celebrate sweet sixteen...isnt that cute? i thoght that was just adorable..but yeah, shes sumwhat a blonde @ heart like me..cuz she forgot the other part of the invitations back @ her work in chicago..so that sux..but hopefully every1 will get them on time n all..

so i've been cleaning a lot the past 3 days straight..been cleaning upstairs, family room-ish and kitchen..and including the basement which is preti crappy n pathetic..but i tried spiffying it up a bit..i wanted to rearrange the couches but it wouldnt work cuz the size is too big for the area i wanted it to be in..n shit..my dad, he has like fricken 5 or 6 full golf bags! all with golf clubs n shit..its insane..i dno y he has so much but wutevr..like theres so much shit dwnstairs i didnt kno if i shud throw em away or like tuck them in sumplace.. but like wen i was cleanin i saw a lot of thigns that i played with back in the days wen i was a kid ..its so cool having all those memorable items still there..like..thinkin about all the times i had fun playing with them--makes me smile..

ok so hm lemme think about another subject cuz i'm STill bored..my finals were surprisingly good! on my religion final which i was so confident i failed..i gota B- ha..awesome..and same with geometry..gota B- see my percentage for the grades r so much harder than regular highschool..it sux cuz if i get a.. 82%then i get a C+ and if i get a....90%, its a B+ so..the grading scale is so messed up..but wutevr..i cnt change it so i just gota live wit it ..ha yeah so oh well.. i guess..i'm doin preti good so far..

so um..i'm running out of topics now..k i'm all out of topics now..damn thats too bad cuz i'mi still bored..or like bitter..yeah i dno but i just dnt feel that happi right now..but all i kno is that this is temporary..i just need sum time i guess...i dno but i kno this will feelin will eventually go away..hopefully..
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hi ok now i'm updating for myself..yup..i sorta wasnt gona update until later but SOMEONE...ahem...ahem..(patrick) told me i should..psh...hah its all good..sorta bored right now anyways, but right now i was just playin a game against patrick and i whopped his ass!!!! haha jk he won prety much all the games..except for 1..hah we played @ least like 10 games and i only won one..lol yup pretty sad on my part but wutevr..he cheats anyways...ha jk bayybie! lol haha ok so anyways patrick, ur crAAzy..haha yeah ok i dno wut i'm talking about besides the fact that i can't wait until new years because we're goin to this hotel place for sum filipino association kinda thing...yeah ...i went to it the last 2 years and it was fun..but wuts gona be more fun is that patrick is coming too! woo hoo..ah but i still gota finid sumthin to wear..so hopefully i'm shoppin with my momma tomrrrow to get something..so anyways..finals are dun for me! yeeeeahh thank god i'm over with them..the only two finals i'm scared to know about the results are geometry and religion..and yeah u guys might think ...religion isnt hard! all u gota kno is that god loves you and jesus sacracficed his life for us..well..psh u all r wrong..hah yeah like in religion..well in highschool, we get into like really deep details about the bible.. and like the gospels n all that..like my final was impossible! there was too much detail for someone to know ...because like preti much me and the other students were all confused with what details were contained in the gospels..it can get easily mind boggling ...trust me... but um..i'm glad i'm gettin a diffrnt teacher next semester...see first semester is..new testament..and second semester is..sacraments..yeah good stuff

ok..so on..the 23rd of december me and patrick went the movies and...aftr it was all dun, we were sitting on a bench in the theater...and we were waiting for our rides..well..actualy patrick was waitn until i got picked up n then he wud tell his mom to pick him up aftr me..but um..he like took sum white box from his jacket pocket and says..merry christmas...and i was just like staring at it..like..wait..what? haha yeah thats all i said--i was so confuzed..and it tooke me like a long ass time until i actually opened the box! haha it was funie cuz like all i cud do was like smile like crazie and my cheeks began to hurt from that...it was insane..and like once i opend it..i was like in total awe cuz i never got anything so so so nice like from any1! it was a realli necklace from zales - it was gorgeuous-n i was like..shit how much was that? wen did u get it? i'll pay u bak..lol yeah i was like interrogating him like crazie...but like all in all it was a perfect way to end a day love u bayybe! lol

so anyways, almost turning sixteen!..birthday is..january 31st hells yeah...i'll be gettin my drivers license on my brithday so itll be sweet..cant wait...but right now the car i'm gona have is sorta not working right now..lol so hopefully itll get fixed be4 my birthday so i can drive to places..yup..my only weakness wen it comes to driving is probably centering in the lane..and the night..cuz i cant see as much as in the day light..but i'll eventulally get used to it..cuz liek wen i drive @ night..i used to only concentrate on whats ahead of me..and i forget about centering in the lane...so wen that happens..i sometimes swerve lightly to the left..and then i always tend to hit those potholes with a bunch of water in it...ugh sux but oh well i learned from that..so i'm getting better..just need to practice more and more so that i could be a better driver n all...yup...so so i am pretie much dun about sayin wut i think is all to be said..? yeah..till next time!*

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe bet u cant guess who this????

haha if u guessed kara ur wrong its kyra

seriously this is not kara, we just have one letter dif in our name.

since kara is being a lazy bum i am updating for her, hehe she'll have fun reading this later. omg sammy just brought in coke....hahahaha this will be fun, so yea until kara updates again which she probably wont in a while.....sooo Have a Happy New Year too.

much luv, many hugs

~*Kyra*~*Kara*~

Remember the first day when I saw your face,
Remember the first day when you smiled at me,
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about,
Remember the first day when you called my house,
Remember the first day when you took me out,
We had butterflys,
Although we tried to hide it,
And we both had a beautiful night,

The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked,
the way we laughed,
I it felt so good to find ..::true love::..,
I knew right then and there you were the one

Chorus

I know that he loves me cuz he told me so,
I know that he loves me cuz his feelings show,
And when he's stares at me,
you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cuz its obvious
I know that he loves me cuz its me he trusts
And he's missin' me
if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed,
Remember the first day we had an arguement
We apologized and then we compromised....
and we haven't argued since

Remember the first day we stopped playing games,
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
It felt so good for you to say those words
Cuz I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hand,
The way we talked, the way we laughed
It felt so good to fall in love
And I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cuz he told me so,
I know that he loves cuz his feelings show,
And when he's stares at me,
you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cuz its obvious
I know that he loves me cuz its me he trusts
And he's missin' me
if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

I'm so happy
So happy that you're in my life
and baby now that youre a part of me
you've shown me
shown me the true meaning of love (the true meaning of love)
I know he loves me

I know that he loves me cuz he told me so,
I know that he loves cuz his feelings show,
And when he's stares at me,
you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cuz its obvious
I know that he loves me cuz its me he trusts
And he's missin' me
if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

He looks at me...and his brown eyes tell it so

**yeah perfect song for what I feel and think!! crazi stuff..ok so i havent updated in a long time because i've been busie doin school shit and tryin to maintain good grades n all that..but lately, life is doin ok..went thro sum ups and a coulpe of downs this past 2-3 weeks...yeah i can get pretti over emotional, but for sum reason..it's almost as necessary to react in the way that i have..the emotions are just so boggled up inside of me that i cant take it anymore..u kno? have u ever got that feeling where its like..u cant hld it in anymore..like u just wana explode? well not like literaly explode, like..metaphorically or wutevr...yeah..well my "explosioN" was crying..its..its preti much all i do with hard situations that i endure and try to grow from....but, is there a such thing where there are no more tears left to cry? when will i get to that point? how will i kno? ..so many questions that there's prolly no definite answer to..but oh well, life goes on, i learn things and i remain to be strong throughout eveyrthing..thanks to patricks help!! thanks so much! cudnt have dun it without u..ur always helpin me no matter what and i appreaciate it to the fullest...love u so much!!!