xanga?

wow, it's been so long since i've actually written a blog.

i normally come to check xanga once or twice a week but i never write anything. it took me a few times of looking around to find somewhere that i can actually write.

my life has been mundane but my mind is constantly wandering around. i've come to the point where i don't even want to talk about it and pretend that everything is okay. in the end, isn't that how it always works out? life is what you make of it and what makes you happy is only determined by you.

i'm trying to change my life for the better. making the proper improvements to finally be satisified on this rollercoaster known as life.

for a few weeks, i had a kitten. her name was nibbler. but because of my boyfriend's allergy, we had to get rid of her.

sad, i know.

what a great way to end the year....

rest in peace <3

my uncle passed away last night.

rest in peace. 12.12.05

rest in peace christine andria <3

rest in peace mr. thomas vernaleken.

Viewing:  Wednesday, July 13th, 7-9pm

                 Thursday, July 14th, 2-4 pm and 7-9 pm

 Allwood Funeral Home

 660 Allwood Avenue

 Clifton, NJ    973-773-6666

Funeral:  Friday, July 15th, 10:00 am

                St. Philips RC Church

                797 Valley Road

                 Clifton, NJ

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Thomas T. Vernaleken
VERNALEKEN - Thomas T., 52, of West Paterson formerly of Clifton on July 12, 2005. Beloved husband of Claire C. (De Vries). Dear father of Krista Vernaleken-Miller and husband Jason, and Sgt. Stephen T. Vernaleken, USMC. Loving brother of Margaret Golitko and husband Richard; John F. Vernaleken and wife Eileen. Devoted son-in-law of Sylvia Witte. Dear brother-in-law of William De Vries and wife Laurie. Loving uncle of Devin De Vries, Jay and Erin Vernaleken. Funeral Friday 9:15 AM at Allwood Funeral Home, 660-670 Allwood Road, Clifton. Mass 10 AM at St. Philip R.C. Church, 797 Valley Road, Clifton. Interment St. Mary's Cemetery, Saddle Brook. Visiting Wednesday 7-9 PM and Thursday 2-4 and 7-9 PM. In lieu of flowers, please contribute to Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center, Tom Vernaleken Memorial Fund c/o Joan Roseman, M.G.O., 633 Third Avenue, 28th Floor, NY NY 10017.