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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

wanted to share something that i learned today..

so today i went downstairs to get some water and i noticed my mom was watching TBN (trinity broadcasting network) and joel osteen was giving a sermon. my mom was like have you heard about this guy? and i said yeah. and i was telling her about all the negative things i heard about him. about how he is only about prosperity and that he is a false prophet. and then my mom was like you shouldnt judge him and she was like following Jesus does bring prosperity.

so that made me think alot. i heard so many negative things about him from other people. people would say like yeah hes a false prophet and hes misleading so many people. i was thinking dang is my mom misled? i started to think about my own life and i saw that ever since i started following Jesus there has been prosperity. then i was like crap am i being misled too? am i really following Jesus Christ in the right way? am i being deceived by the devil??

then i prayed God help me to understand all this. God give me understanding I want to follow you, I dont want to be misled.

so i started to think i need to look at his fruits, i realized i never did any research about Joel Osteen on my own. I just went by what other people said about him. I went on his church's website and i read his ministries statement of beliefs. and I saw the many ministries that his church is involved in.

Jesus says Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good and its fruit good, or make the tree bad and its fruit bad;
 for the tree is known by its fruit.

to me it seems that his fruits are according to what God says. helping those in need as it says in
James 1:27 - Pure and undefiled religion in the sight of our God and Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.

it seems to me that his ministries are striving to be pure in the sight of God.

oh and about prosperity, i saw this in a friend's profile

"prosperity has very little meaning if it does not bless others" - Pastor Brian Houston

and i think dat is true.

so my lesson that i learned today is not to judge people and to not go by what people say but instead to do my own research and ask God for help.


Sunday, October 14, 2007

Testimony for India

Tony Min

    Nothing happens because of coincidence is something I believe in. I believe that I am in the position I am in for a reason. I believe I meet the people I meet for a reason. I believe it is God that orchestrates our lives. However, I have the free will to make the most of every opportunity that God gives me. I can squander my gifts and opportunities or I can obey God and live for the glory of His Name. This India mission trip was an opportunity that God gave to me. God put in my heart over my winter break to go out on this overseas mission trip for one month. God was telling me “Go”, I was saying “why?” but God did not answer my question but just said “Go”. I chose to obey even though I had to make a lot of sacrifices but now that I am back I am so glad that I listened. I would have been filled with much regret if I did not. Even though it is hard suffering from post mission syndrome, my life has completely been changed because of this opportunity that God has blessed me with.

           

            During this trip God showed me many things and helped me realize many insights about life. I can’t go into everything because it would take way to long to think about and write about and since this testimony is last minute. God showed me that there is more to this life then what is just around me. There are people suffering and living in situations that I did not imagine. I have heard and read about these situations often but viewing it firsthand was different. It opened up my mind and helped me to see how much I have. It’s funny because I read these same things that I am writing now and I thought my mind was opened because I read it. I realize now that partly sharing in their suffering was the only way my mind could be opened. I say partly because there is no way I could take part in their situation. I remember one family sleeping in a pile of trash and there were many families like these. I thought the homeless people in Los Angeles have it good. The life I live is like a king and I complain so much and always want more. How selfish and wicked I am, never happy and always wanting more for me and only me.

 

            God answered my prayers that I prayed before the mission trip. Something I realized is I always forget about the prayers that God answered and I always think about the ones that has not been answered. God humbled me through this mission trip and showed me how wicked and sinful I am. God is making Himself more clearly known to me and expanding my spiritual mind. God has given me more wisdom, understanding, knowledge about Him. This mission trip did not happen by chance but I got to go because God answers my prayers.


Saturday, August 18, 2007

they say a pictures worth a thousand words so heres a million words about our India trip on this website.

www.kcm.phanfare.com

also I will be giving a testimony tommorrow at my church so please pray for me!! I need your prayers!
and den ill post up the slideshow and stuff on here


Friday, August 10, 2007

jus wanted to clarify the first entry of my xanga was not written by me, its a hacker or something.. i cant delete that entry, if anyone knows how please tell me.

and for the ppl that thought it was me! why would i write stuff like that??? hahahahaha

oh and im back from india so much stuff happened dont wana write about it now tho.


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

in the past week I've been wondering how God could send people to hell. I would see people enjoying their time with their family at a restaurant or a couple walking together in peace. I would think what have these people done to receive eternal condemnation. It seemed like an unjust punishment to me, why couldn't it be something less severe as being punished for 100 years? I mean 100 years of constant torture is in itself a punishment that seems excessive. I asked God to show me why this is fair and why this is the way it is.

This Sunday, Pastor Eunice was talking about how we all deserve hell. And then it suddenly clicked in my mind, we all do deserve hell because we all have sinned. None of us can say we didn't sin. No matter how good a person looks on the outside, they still have at least sinned once. Since all of us have sinned, we deserve eternal condemnation in a place called hell. It is not God sending us to hell, it is because of our decision to sin which we made because we are inherently evil we should be going there. To me its like a mathematical law. For instance 2+2 = 4. So, in a mathematical sense Human + sin = hell. It is something that just is and not because someone wanted 2+2 to equal 4. However, God because of his mercy, grace, and love sent us a way to change the equation. Human + sin + accepting Jesus = heaven. So I realized that we all do deserve hell but God has made a way to heaven for all of us.



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