Holding anger is a poison.
It eats you from inside.
We think that by hating someone we hurt them,
but hatred is a curved blade, and the harm we do to others,
we also do to ourselves.
-The Five People You Meet In Heaven She prays for a day when someone will say
"I've been waiting for you all of my life"
She prays for a day when someone will say
"You're nothing compared to what I've known" Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky
then it starts to rain.
My defenses hit the ground and they shatter
all around, so open and exposed.
I found strength in the struggle,
face to face with my trouble 
I've begging you please,
to tell me you're not alright
and you needed to come home People figure I crossed the line.
The truth is, there is no line.
There's only your life, how you mess it up,
and who's there to save you. or who isn't. What's the point in wasting time
On people that you'll never know
When you're looking for a friend
But it's empty at the end
When everybody's disappeared
You won't be alone
If you want,
I'll compensate, if you over-estimate,
So there's nothing left to fear 
Pardon me while I throw up. I guess some people never grow up. What happened to the salvation you claimed? It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed. It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed. know i would apologize if i could see your eyes
cause when you show me myself you know i became someone else
but i was caught in between all you wish for and all you need Getting through the rain - I only said the sun is always brighter than the storm. I never said you wouldn't cry, or feel like your heart had died. I never said you wouldn't change inside. Just that I would be around when you were feeling down. 
Late last night I made my plans. It was the only thing I felt I could do. I said goodbye to my best friend. Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth. Sometimes you've got to get away from the distraction. And I pray I find peace inside because I left something great behind. And no, it's not what I want. It was spring when one returned with his life in a sack on his back, to find the same street with the same sign on the inn, the same bell chiming the hour on the clock and everything changed. 
"Some people can just move on, you know, mourn and cry and be done with it or at least seem to be. But for me, I don't know. I didn't want to fix it, to forget it. It wasn't something that was broken. It is just something that happened. And I am finding ways, every day, of working around it. Respecting and remembering and getting on at the same time." It’s so easy to complain
But it’ll make you insane
That same routine
The impulse to be mean
But the grass is oh so green
After winter rain You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time. What are you hoping for? I'm here, I'm now, I'm ready. Holding on tight, don't give away the end. The one thing that stays mine. But you will always have that place in my heart. And even if we don't go on, it will never end. Trust me, I'll trust you and I will always be there. 
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments
and glue them together again and tell myself that
the mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best
than mend it and see the broken places as long I wanted to stay on that porch with him that night,
until the sun shone bright on both of us,
but I didn't. I stood up and walked down the steps.
I'd rather chase the sun than wait for it. Its the moment when you sware you heard a angel cry, and
when you twist your head around to look at the
person that means the most to you; all twisted and tangled
up in your childhood memories, all the laughter, all the tears.
But in percious moment of eye contact. You felt compelete.
You felt on top of the world. You felt infintite. 
i'm running out of things to say to you.
this always takes so long is what you said
before you said so long
this kind of wordplay gets you ostracized
but if you operate inside these perfect lines
you'll be fine Eight in the morning and I got your letter sealed with a kiss. P.S, things will get better. And I never say no to you and I never say no to you. Get me up early, so motivated, life as we know it is so overrated. You are the best thing that I ever needed. Safe in this world that is restless and greedy. tonight i'm finding for me it's harder and harder to sleep.
i drained all my pens, and filled all my pads,
but these words keep coming again and again.
and if timing is everything,
well, then what does that say about you and me? and i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
i know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by? 
Its the moment when you sware you heard a angel cry, and
when you twist your head around to look at the
person that means the most to you; all twisted and tangled
up in your childhood memories, all the laughter, all the tears.
But in percious moment of eye contact. You felt compelete.
You felt on top of the world. You felt infintite. You said the hole in your head has gotten bigger than the hole that's in your chest
And you're stuck between the past and the present tense
You said you've been waging a war against so many years of lies So keep looking up, on past the birds
And keep looking up past the clouds
And when you reach up and clear away the stars
I will be there where you are 
and ive found comfort in you
a certain happieness im not used to. sometimes solutions aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way
and the sun will set for you
and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you To everything that's changed and to everything that's gone away
Here are my condolences to the future I never met
It's gone and never coming back You got so caught up in being alone that you're afraid of what might happen if you actually find someone else that can take you away from it. 
And it's in your highschool years, you'll start realizing who has a mind of their own and who does what's cool by how many caskets you put in the ground. i hate the way you say i told you so.
this is for all the wilted petals on the
floor, this is for a waste of a dozen
roses maybe more, this is for how you
never deserved nothing more
from a rose than the thorns. Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat,
Melancholy and cool,
Kind of bittersweet,
Love on repeat 
You've been burned more than once, you don't think much of trust. Man, it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has. Lord, it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all. Oh look now, there you go with hope again. But I'll be sure your secret is safe with me. Oh, you're so sure I'll be leaving in the end. Treating me like I'm already gone. But I'm not, I will stay where you are always. If I told you things I did before, told you how I used to be, would you go along with someone like me? If you knew my story word for word, had all of my history, would you go along with someone like me? I did before and had my share, it didn't lead nowhere. I would go along with someone like you. It doesn't matter what you did, who you were hanging with, we could stick around and see this night through. What we call chaos is just patterns we haven't recognized. What we call random is just patterns we can't decipher. What we can't understand we call nonense. What we can't read we call gibberish. There is no free will. There are no variables. There is only the inevitable.
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