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Name: Travis Country: United States State: North Carolina Metro: Durham Birthday: 4/12/1985 Gender: Male
Interests: Music, movies, computers, video games, tattoos, piercings, HIM, Killswitch Engage, Slipknot, In Flames, Devildriver, CKY, Apocalyptica, Mudvayne, Avenged Sevenfold, Hawthorne Heights, Porcupine Tree, Nine Inch Nails, Breaking Benjamin, Dawn of The Dead, Pulp Fiction, Sin City, Man on Fire, The Returner, Desperado, Se7en, Kill Bill, Shaun of The Dead, Evil Dead Series, Donnie Darko, Memento, Team America, Identity, Pirates of The Carribean, Versus, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Office Space. Expertise: Computers, movies, music. Occupation: Computer related Industry: Computers (Hardware)
Message: message me AIM: silentmasheen MSN: dumbass350@hotmail.com
Member Since:
6/13/2005
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| Alright well the reason why i havent been posting is because i am on
MySpace and will be staying there, its a lot nicer. So from now
on you can see my shtuff over at My Space. Just simply point ur
browser to http://www.myspace.com/t3hg33k
Adios!
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| Yes I know once again i have failed to post in quite some time. I
have been meaning to get on here for quite sometime now but just
havent. Been busy with work and doing other things when i get
home. Unfortunately I still have yet to find someone. The
search continues even after i was more than sure that I had something
with this girl that I met at a concert. Well I say that I was
sure, because i actually thought that we had something but she didnt
feel the same way. She said the same thing that was told to me by
the last girl I was interested in......"i see you as more of a best
friend, not a bf". WTF!?!?! Come on this is getting
rediculous. I give it my all and I get shot down for being myself
and being nice. What do you women want....u want me to said mean
things to you, not call you, just be a all around asshole!?!
I mean jeez i know your answer is gonna be "no Travis I dont want you
to be an asshole" but what the hell else am i to do if i cant be
nice? Im looking for someone to love damnit, im so fucking lonely
sometimes. I sit around and cant stop thinking about things that
happened four to five months ago. These thoughts wont leave my
head, i need someone to help me make new...good memories. I mean
yes i have my good memories but the bad ones always seem to be the ones
that show up more than anything. Please..........someone?!
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| Yes yes i know it has been a while since I last updated, and for that i
apologize. Pretty much for this past week i've been working and
coming home. But I did get a new toy to play with, every time I
get into my car. I got Dreamworks Motorsports (used to be known
as Auto Acoustics) to install my 2 12 inch subwoofers with a 600 watt
amp, they also installed this kewl knob that can fully control the
subs. I am really enjoying blasting some HIM, My Chemical
Romance, Trivium, Spineshank and other heavy shit in my car now.
I get to drive up to those fuckers in their beat up hondas with shitty
systems while they listen to rap and bump them out with some heavy
metal!!!!
Also just been trying to deal with being single and shit. I dont
know what it is about me I just really hate this, i hate being fucking
lonely. I want someone, someone that i can love, someone that i
can spoil. I talked to the person that I was waiting on for a
month and got the word that she "just wants to be friends". Cant
tell you how many times i've received that answer. Ladies, a bit
of advice......be honest! Tell the guy why u dont wanna go out
with him....dont bullshit and tell them that you "just wanna be
friends" or "you dont wanna ruin ur friendship" or the worst one
that ive received......."your too nice". And as far as
finding someone else, i dont wanna give up just yet, besides it doesnt
matter anyway because i wont be able to find anyone in this fuckin
town. But hey, if anyone out there knows of someone or if you,
yourself, the lady reading this is a nice, smart, funny, attractive,
music loving (optional lol), email me or leave me a comment.
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| Grrrf! Another night wasted away sitting at home in front of the
computer or wandering around the house. Im really getting tired of
this. I dont know what the fuck there is to do besides this and
watching movies. Waiting in anticipation for a certain someone to
call me or get online is getting old. If you like someone, put
forth the initiative to give that person a call or IM them, ya
know. I am not downing the person I am speaking of, its just a
suggestion for others out there. She is probably very busy and
just doenst have time to get online right now and I understand
that. I am a very patient person, and can wait for a while
longer.
well imma run on for now, maybe she will call.
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| Yes yes i know its
been a while since I posted and for all my loyal viewers I r teh
sorry! My weekend wasnt all too busy, but I did get to go eat
sushi with some friends, well more like just me and Cat, b/c no one
else would eat any sushi. Sunday was spent like every other
Sunday is......being fuckin lazy! Monday rolled around and I of
course had to go to work, and oooh how fun that was [/sarcasm].
Today was alright, stayed a bit busy and had to go to some ghey Sexual
Harassment Seminar with my co-workers. That bitch lasted for 3
fuckin hours!! I walked away knowing how to properly sexually
harass someone and get away with it. lol
As for whats been going on in this ole head of mine, well I have not
stopped thinking about a certain someone that ive been talking to
recently. I would tell you her name but im not sure she's kewl
with me revealing her info on here, ya know? Anyway I've just
been thinking of her since the last time that I talked to her, which
was well over a week ago and I havent talked to her since.
I dont know if i did something wrong or if she just has been
that damn busy. On that note thats another reason I havent seen
her, is b/c shes very busy this month. I wont be able to see her
until this month is over. But when I do see her imma make the
best out of it, the absolute best. But im just not sure how much
she is into me ya know? I mean its not good when you are into
someone more than they are into you. I guess time will tell me
the truth about this situation.
btw thanks to Amber for inspiring me to post 
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