| forgetfulnessomg its been for ever i forgot my fucking password and damn i figured it got deleleted lol or some thing damn my memeory |
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| SUCK MY TWAT FUCK OFF DAMN GO TO HELL |
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| For BenBen if you read this i would reall appreciate to hear from you or talk to you some time real soon your the only one i have that can always make me know every thing is going to be ok |
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| the Girla girl just wanting to be happy, is that an impossible thing or what? i know a girl looking for that one the one that makes her truely happy the one she wants to spend the rest of her life with happy with being a family a girl that only wants to marry once in her life time to the one she will spend her life with she seems to be having trouble finding the one from how she seems to be feeling now.her family knows this and she knows when that days comes for her her parents will be the ones making it happen for the girl but the only thing is she has to show her parents that the one makes her happy and it seems thats shes starts to thinks no one can make her happy. since she was 10 years old shes been planning that one and only wedding she dreams of having and parents told her one day that when the one comes we at least need to know that hes good enough for their daughter to be willing to spend the money to make her dream come true. this girl follows her heart she sees the things in ppl no one else does and knows how to embrace it she is free spirited and just knows that every thing has a reason for what goes on she might not know then but she give it time and she will then soon know. she expressed to me she always seems to know what is going to happen before it does and for some reason i believed her cuz it just seemed that i realized she always warned me about things b4 they happened. the only problem she had knowing the things that she did is that she couldnt use them to help herself but let it run its path and she hated it cause she always knew what she needed to do to not let it happen but its like she couldnt even if she wanted to try she would just slowly let it make her feel down and smaller then any one else just small enough to squish with a shoe. she truely has a pure heart with pain building up anger making her feel that following her heart failed her and seems to slowly make her like she cant let her wall down ever again and let any one get close. the pain is so evil that it enrages one. she is at heart a romantic one that all that it takes to make this girl soar is true happiness. a girl that planned her whole entire life for herself at 10 and seems to have gotten off trail but no matter how bad the trail is she knows that shes just taking the long ways to it but it seems she feels not strong enough any more becuase she is a lil behind on her plans that she is dissapointed in herself about. |
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| MEOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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