| ok...well...i get to go back to school tomorrow...yay??? yeah...this weekend totally sucked...alex was gone...but i couldnt talk on the phone anyways...or get online...or listen to music...or do ANYTHING ugh...i didnt get to play in the band concert last night...soooooo yeah...well alex wanted me to update...so here i am updating for alex...lololol.... |
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| um...im like...really sad...yet really happy...im sad because alex is going to south padre tomorrow...so i wont get to talk to her till monday...and im happy because i just saw her like an hour or so ago...cuz like we only get to see each other on sundays at church...but tonight my sister and her sister had their 5th grade play at angie debo so we both went...i was like yay! lol well the play sucked...kinda...like it was funny...but people messed up...including my sister...hahaha...oh well...ok so yeah i gueeesssss ill go??? |
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| well another day...more boredom...im actually happy and everyone else is all depressed and crap its gay...i got a hair cut...and i hate it...buttt i got story of the year page avenue...so im happy...hahaha...ok well i cant wait till tomorrow night...i get to see alex...yay... |
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| Do you...
have a crush on someone: lol yeah...
think about suicide: occasionaly
hate yourself: quite often
wish you could live somewhere else: only if its with someone...
stand out: i doubt it...
write in cursive or print: idk...it switches back and forth in the middle of a word...
skateboard: yeah...not very well...
snowboard: nope
surf: nope
want more piercings: dont have one
want more tattoos: no...i HATE needles
HAVE YOU..
ever cried over a girl: yeah...
ever cried over a guy: no...
ever cried at a chick flick: no
ever lied to someone: yeah...
ever broke a compact disk: yeah...but i wont say what i used it for
NUMBER..
of times you had your heart broken: um...5...i think...by the same person
of times you have been in love: twice...
of times you had your name in the newspaper: alot
of things you regret: alot
of things you wear on ur wrist? besides scars...nothing...
of belts you have: 1
PERSON WHO LAST..
made you cry: ...briah...
saw you cry: i cry at night...where no one can hear...so no one cares...
went to the movies with: dylan parker
slept in your bed: i did
sent you an email: the xanga people
yelled at you: my mom and dad and myself (inside)
THIS OR THAT..
apples or bananas: um..doesnt really mattter
red or blue: red
walmart or target: doesnt matter
halloween or christmas: halloween...its dark...
mouse or rat: um...neither
lord of the rings or harry potter: either...i guess...or neither...
care bears or tellytubbies: ew...neither
black or white: howabuot black AND white
FRIENDSHIP/LOVE..
believe in love at first sight: nope...
want children: i guess
most important thing in a relationship: honesty...
FINISH THE SENTENCE:
i miss: alex
i wish: well nvm lets not go there
i am: darkness everlasting...
my style is: half emo half punk half...me
people describe me as: suicidal...or maybe um...depressed
i am tired of: life...but then im tired of pain...
i want to be: with alex
i will always be: a little ball of darkness...lol inside joke...
well there...i definitely stole this from alex...so ha... |
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| hey i found this on a science website while looking something up for homework...
Nitroglycerin is a pale yellow liquid with a sweet taste.
now whos the idiot that found that out??? probably dead...lol
ok well yeah just thought id share that with you... |
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