im so effing retarded. what the fFf am i effing doing?!?!?! im an effing piece of crap that needs to run in front of a car and die. i dont deserve any sht. i should be effing friendless, wtf am i talking about...i AM effing friendless by the way im effing acting. piece of sht. i should effing slap myself useless....cause im effing throwing everything that was good in me away, and i deserve what im feeling. i deserve to die....aggh wtf am i talking about? im not afraid to effing die... i dont even deserve death. i deserve what im getting and i should slowly and painfuly fight myself and hate myself and feel like im in a hell that i'll never get out of-cause its ALL MY EFFING FAULT.
go effing jump in front of a car btch and nearly die, suffer, and stareout the window at your wasted life.
......I Dont Have Much To Say...o yea.. i need to bring some kind of fruit to eat or ima fall asleep in bio -__-".
btw, if you see me.. slap me, kick me, give me a black eye 'cause i deserve it.
CHANGED SOME STUFF ON MY XANGA! [can you tell? O_o ima change it somemore]....and i made a new comment box... but yea....
here's my new sked:
H Pre-Calculus........[ Yoshida ]
Psychology......[ Bartolotta ]
Spanish 3................[ Faura ]
AP English..........[ Bush ]
AP Biology...........[ Cron ]
US History......[ Kruse ]
(yes, im not taking AP US why? same reason other ppl are doing this...crap, ima be with idiots....maaannn.. -__-") [hopefully, i wont be like... lazy cause im taking AP Civics/ Economics next year..]
o yea... theme for my xanga is Smile by Nat King Cole.
vbs was fun.. i decided to help out for mini camp too!!! that was also mucho fun-o [star wars...jail break[an excuse for teachers to be able to whack the children], water balloon fight...sleeping like.. never....fun fun fun..too much fun though.....tired...
===== im leaving for mazatlan on the 12th...i am going to miss certain people a lot since they will be in summer camp by the time i am back... i feel so sad=====
MY PARTNER TERRI ANDIWON2nd FOR BADMINTON!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! [the #1 was like.... old bamdinton players.. so yea..i thought we did pretty good.. couldve won though... just one more year....]
ORANGE ALSO WON THE SPORTSMANSHIP AWARD WHOOT!
and A WHOLE BUNCH OF OTHER GREAT TROPHIES>..*sniff sniff* we're so athletic..... yay!!!
congrats to BOSTON [Mass] for winning men's volleyball.... comeback and keep your title next year. you guys are cool...
anyhow...uhm... as for me.... things are cool i guess i had a lot of fun... met some new people... met some old ppl.....it was great i guess.... hahaha.
to recap....
.: end of year outing thing at Red Robin's...with androo meelo lisa henry bryan angel and van.... crashed at meelo's house after... that was fun.
.: andrew's sweater/shirt thing + meelo's shorts+ me+ pool = one crazy ass girl who jumped into meelo's pool without my clothes on. [i didnt have my swimming suit so I borrowed their normal clothes okay!?]
.:Driver's permit... Yes, im on the streets now ladies and gentlemen.
.:summer school..SAT prep..had to wake up at 8 am everyday. but awesome fun... hahahaha.. met Long....he's cool random but awesome...like me!!! >.<... and had fun with Lisa, Angelo, n Alice....met some other cool ppl ...but i forgot their names... [sorry...]
.:had the most dazzling night@ downtown disney [thanks johnson for dinner]<--he's so great [ylan came with me too]. it was so charming... the whole night was charming and fun.. and yea.. [yay late bday present!!]
.:viva las vegas on 4th of july weekend y my cousin's house.. that was also mucho fun.
.:went to the beach a few times... ran across rocks and did some illegal stuff... [lets just leave it at that].
.: had a crazy day with Ylan... that was so fun.... it was like... one coincidence after another...we were just walking to get some apple cider and balloons [dont ask why.. it was totally random] and like we were just walking and these two guys drove by us...they frikkin turned around and came back... and it was like.... Victor and Johnson [the younger one].. they gave us a ride there... and then they invited us to like...this BBQ thing... but we said no.... but yea.. and then after that i went crazy shopping for cards. and we bought those two balloons... with the happy faces....and like we walked back and i was hungry so we stopped by this chinese restaurant.. it turned out Lani's friend worked there... hahaha.. and these ppl thought we were going to a party or something and it was just a totally random day.... there was more coinkidinkie stuff but i talked to much as it is.
.: Hoi Dong was awesome... met Jeff again... hahahah that was cool... i worked with the chudluns and on Sunday night went to the normal one ...after that went to the Coffehouse thing.. that was fun.. came home late as usual....
.:badminton practice for sports tournament!!! awesome fun... for like 2 WEEKS...made food at Terri's house once!!!! we went out to eat a few times with those college ppl.... and at tgi FRIDAYs .. it was happy hour.... hahahhaa....
.:slept over at ylans house when i just got home at like 11...... we talked outside at night just looking up at the stars on her front porch.. it was just so nice.. then we watched Breakfast at Tiffany's... it was like 3am when we finished...next morning...went to her summer class..... stuff happened ...but im just glad me n her n Maily got to hang out.
.:SPORTS TOURNAMENT!!!!! 1st week :totally pumped up the whole two weekends .. whoot. we won... we're fast... we're strong.... puahahaha. met some cool boston ppl...made it to playoffs... #2 seed baby!!
.: had breakfast with Charlie...that was fun... and then watched movies with him n lisa came too...the Island was a pretty good movie then me n charlie snuck into the Devil's Rejects ...that movie sucked.. i thoght it would be a thriller..... it was just... creepy and disturbing.....but over-all that whole day was fun...
.: 2nd week!!! [SATURDAY] gave nhien a back massage [thats how i guess i met the Boston guys]...... after i played i had to go to that Ms VietnamUSA pageant thing... IT ENDED AT 2:00 am!!! wth man... i was so tiredand hungry.... .:[SUNDAY] met henry again... he's the same as always.....i think he got a hair cut.. o well.. andyhow... got my medal!! and the church won a whole bunch of stuff i mentioned before.... and then we went to the AFTER PARTY.... puahaha... met some more ppl!!1 yay for me.!..... hmm... played video games with the kids... [i totally sucked cause i play ps2 not game cube.. it has weird buttons...] and some social time... uhmm..... when we were about to leave... i met Tuck from Boston....he's cool...nice smile [that's the first thing i noticed] got to talk to him a lil more when we were walking to that one place that we parked at .. i felt like a mob... hahah.. but cool nontheless...it was 1am...and we were still loitering around at the parking lot area.. crazy.
.: VBS!!!!! yay! lil kids... its not gonna end til this friday....hahaha. We, the staff, actually dress up for this... crazy.... ahhaha SAFARI theme.. lol. i like it..
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…hmm… I actually think I might do that one mystery dinner night thing….seems awesome… so yea… aah… those wonderful nights … im so happy..
… I still have to go to Mexico, San Francisco, and Las Vegas before this summer’s over….
