I want to look good in a purple bikini with white shorts. Nuff said. :P I'm going down to new hampshire for a few days to visit my aunt and uncle. We're having an early thanksgiving because he has to fly out becaus...

Hello people, So today so far I have managed to fast. I am happy with myself because I woke up weighing so much. I hated the binges of the last 2 weekends. I've gained 5 fucking kilos. Kill me. Anyways, so, today fast. I...

IN: almonds + dried cranberries 169; white minute rice 200; 30 oz water 0; "tropical" green tea 0; smartfood popcorn 160; cookie - ??     =     529 cal + cookie     =...

Hello hello. So the fish was starting to taste horrible to me for some reason. But I some how ended up eating the whole thing. Eck. (like I said, had it with the arnold bread, and had a kale leaf, and some onions.)...

hey lovelies! i woke up super early this morning so i could pound out the SWF. I followed instructions, adding 2 teaspoons of organic non iodide sea salt to one liter of water. and it didn't really work for me. i man...

I have given up all hope of being happy today. My mother has been stressed. My brother and sister wont stop fighting. My dad is trying to stay out of it and I hardly see him lately. This all needs to stop. I need s...

I seem to be at a stand still! no progress, no regress. I made a delicious dinner last night of roasted turky and veggies and i ate prob 300 cals worth. but than i freaked again and went and purged 1/2 of it. so&nb...

I just told my mom that I'm going to be fasting after Thanksgiving and she didn't give me any grief about it whatsoever! i'm so Happy/surprised. She normally will MAKE me eat. but she just let it go. Like it was noth...

I just want to thank everyone who commented on my last posts. All your comments were so sweet and they literally made my day. I felt so much better aftre reading them <3 Thank you all for being there when I needed you...