• Doing pretty well

    On day 2, yesterday went by so fast I really only felt hungry when I stopped to think about it. I hope this fast goes by quickly not that I hate fasting it's just that I get so excited for the results that it makes the days seem so much longer sort of like when you were a kid counting down the days…
  • Down almost 2 ibs last week!

    Stepped on the scale this AM and weighed in at 114.8! Yay! I love seeing results. I'm only 4.8 Ibs off from my first GW. Will post thinspo tonight! Gotta go to schoool, but it is my last week, thank goodness. Stay strong, kittens <3
  • Well, Damn...

    I was doing pretty well for a while there. I got down to 111.6 lbs I think it was. Yeah, well, this morning I was back up to 113.4 lbs. This is bullshit. Ugh. I've just been in a really crazy sleeping schedule and that hasn't helped one bit with my eating patterns. I WAS doing really well today, but…
  • Finally starting a new fast!

    I gained back the weight I lost. :( I messed up my arm bad at work and decided it wasn't the best time to be fasting since I was already going to be slowed down. After 2 weeks of doing everything left handed and taking lots of ibuprofen I got better but then decided while I had the energy I should m…
  • HUGE!

    Ifeel so huge today, makes me so angry , like why did u make urself liek this, and now u gotta pay for it, double up! ugh.....mtf!!!
  • questions/opinions/insight

    so i have a few questions. being that i'm 183 right now, if i continue like i have been, how much do you guys think i can get off by october? i want to be as small as possible by the time i go see him. not that he cares. he likes me now, he liked me at my biggest. but i care. does the cellulite…
  • Update&Thinspo

    WAAHHOOOO! Weighed in at 116.4 this morning, much better than yesterdays 117.6. I love watching that number drop, it's seeing everything that I'm working towards pay off. Enjoying my morning coffee right now and then going on a bike ride. Thinking around 6 miles would do me some good. Stay strong, k…
  • Ellooo

    Hey there~ I'm not quite sure if I should have this site, or who I'm even writing to.. but I suppose this is my introductory post. So, hi. :) Ive been struggling with my weight and, moreso, body image for at least the past 6 years. It feels as though I go through cycles of longing to be skinny and…
  • Hungerland&Thinspo

    Finally drifting back into hungerland. I've missed it here. The fuzziness, the ease with which i can ignore my surroundings. This is where I belong. Here, with this icy unawareness of pain. I like hungerland. Stay strong, kittens. Here's some thinspo.
  • Looking at thinspo has inspire…

    Looking at thinspo has inspired me to exercise today. :) I need to be thin. I need to be thin. Summer is coming and I need to be thin. Today will be a good day. I ate breakfast, skipping lunch, hopefully a salad for dinner. And I'll exercise. I'm hoping to go back to college in a year, which makes…