• Mathematically Musical Life

    I learned music as letters that represent numbers that represent a certain frequency that are infinitely cyclical in perfect ratios up and down scale, that when combined, create different sums with sub-ratios and when charted on a graph, will create a mathematically formulated sine wave that wh…
  • Need to Cope

    It's pretty rough right now at work. Every so often things get pretty stressful and my mgm't team gets on my case. I worked over the weekend to try and catch up. Alas, there just aren't enough hours during the day. I finished my last meeting today after 10PM... on a Sunday night. I have to cons…
  • Bruised and smiling at life

    I'm in a tight black leather outfit with straps on my hands and legs. My mouth is gagged, my eyes are blindfolded and I'm ready. The whips, the wax and wailings. Bring it on. I don't care anymore. My skin is red, the sweat makes the scars sting even more. Red wax, white wax, blue wax... they a…
  • Visualization and Breathing Meditation

    Meditation is at least as old as Yoga and Yoga can be traced back reliably to at least 2000 B.C. (4000 years ago). So meditation has been around for a very long time. The basic form of meditation is also the simplest. All you have to do is keep your attention on you breathing. Basic breathing m…
  • How today I felt the huge weig…

    How today I felt the huge weight of oil being burned, by way of fuel for transportation. At the gas station I saw cars go from pump to road, again and again. The guy working the gas station hardly saw any of us. Yet the transaction was happening over and over again at all hours of the day. Someon…
  • Its Time To CUT the BS

    In the morning I wake up and as I look outside my bedroom window I can see a beautiful sky and the silhouette of the palm tree tops dancing with the breeze. My hunnie and i cozy in bed, with our precious dogs and cats, all together sharing the comfort of our bed, peaceful, rested and glad to have…
  • Why I call this Dory.

    In high school I fell in love with the movie Nemo, even before it came out. I loved the trailers. I had a lot of dark things happening in my life, I felt dark. I gave my life to Christ a little while before, maybe a few months to a year. But I was never promised that dark times would not come, onl…
  • Balance Your Life With Your Special Needs Child's

    Balance. I would have to say that that has probably been one of the hardest aspects of life with special needs children. Oh not that you don't balance their lives. Between therapies, doctors, school, "typical" activities and just plain doing nothing, we all seem to be able to balance our children'…
  • I am seeing that I have acted…

    I am seeing that I have acted like a child lately. It is shameful for me to look back and see that I behaved so immaturely... so upset when things don't go my way or having to do things I don't want to do. Responsibility is something that I always admired in others. But it is not so much the doing-w…
  • Notes of a runemaster

    Notes of a runemaster Contemplative insights The true master has conquered life to the degree that death is no longer feared. The purpose of the practice of a #futhark of runes is to develop as a whole human being, complete within oneself. The runes #balance inner mind and outer expression. The rune…