I can't believe I've let this go for so long. I guess I just focused on other things (both wordly and digital) that I've lost track of time. I'm only a year older and will be turning 20 in a little over a month,but, there is much to discuss. Organized lists as always, Xanga whores. I wonder how many…

This will be kind of long. Hang in there if you can! 6.) What was your favorite meal before your ED? What is your favorite meal now? Before my eating disorder my favorite meal was spaghetti with meat sauce and garlic bread on the side. My dad makes it in the most amazing way! Its to die for. But…

Many people - both in the Healthkicker world and in the real world - have noticed that I've lost weight over the past year. Numbers mean very little to me, so I don't know how many pounds total I'm down since January (and if I did, I probably wouldn't tell you guys anyway!). Despite not knowing the…

[10:04am] The vacant stillness. The quiet, undeniable presence. For a place meant to be so filled with life and sound, I was crushed by the silence and erie unexpected beauty of the empty theatre. But I was beautiful too. We were partners. We shared a mysterious silence only to be cast upon the wor…

I'm headed home for the weekend. College life is great but home is where my heart is. We went today. To the doctor's. It wasn't horrible or devastating or even all that scary really. She made me uncomfortable, she made me upset. I expected nothing more, nothing less. I have anorexia nervosa and I…