Err...breaking out a bit. So Sunday Night I went to see Skinny Puppy at the Palladium with my friend Meagan. It was fantastic. We dressed and makeuped appropriately for such events (and ended up being only two of aro...

I'm sitting here so helpless just waiting for the day the day I set aside when I'll take my life away So up until that day I'll just screw my life up more taking all these drugs and cutting like before The stories ...

lately i have been watching degrassi the next generation i bought all 8 seasons i love them. i have been thinking that i am sick of not looking or acting how i am feeling. i always act and dress all happy when really i ...

So I'm going to start blogging. I'll try to blog almost every day, or whenever I get around to it. If you don't like what I have to say, get off mah page. KThx[[: So today was a friday. I got up at about 6 and took a ...

This is intended to be a blog for support and advice for those who feel troubled, This is a support group blog for when you are alone or are unsure about what you are feeling. I will have more set up soon.  Please ...

Image Source Shorter days get me down.  With the sun setting at about 5:30 now in New Jersey I have found myself getting a little bummed.  At 6:00 pm I feel like I should be getting ready for bed. ...

Two weeks ago I went on a mission trip with the college group to Tijuana.  I wasn't expecting much, merelyto escape for the weekend, maybe bond with my team, and do something good.  But it was anything but...

In mid-September, I went back on medication to battle my depression.  I've never been a big fan of these things - frankly they're poison - but it was this or face ruin.  So, in the best interest of myself and t...

I have noticed in the past couple of weeks that I am evolving....changing....finding myself. It's scary. There are so many things going in my life right now that it terrifies me. Doors are opening for ministry opportuni...

i wonder if you think about me as much as i think about you. if little things remind you of me like how little things remind me of you. i saw a rubber band today & thought about all the times you made a double star (...