I cant believe that you wont tell me if you'll work for me till tomorrow!! I thought that maybe you were different. I was giving you a chance!! Now its too late and i cant get anyone else to work for me! You better say y...

So my case manager called me this morning.. I couldn't really talk because I was already running late for work. I didn't feel able to tell her about seeing things and the noises the only thing I told her was about the pa...

ok im really tired and need sleep but i have updated in ages.. sorry.. but here is a brief one. my friends 18th was OK. i got smashed and got my credit card stolen. i hot guy wanted to hook up with me but because i am ...

You, My heart, You're a monster who stalks, You walks up and down the valley of eyes, Whose pain is given within every awful gaze, Whose death was passed and not returned to, You, My heart, You give to me such pain, It ...

Well I have been working on and off on the AMV, more like wasting time. Well I just wanted to post a vid and a pic from the Dir en Grey concert in LA Nov 22. They were in the House of Blues of Sunset for two days I ended...

If you haven't heard of Post Secret you need to check it out. Google that shit man. Haha.

Have you ever been so happy or sad that you couldn't breath?Have you ever loved someone so much that you would die for them?Have you ever actually gotten real butterflies in your stomach? Have you ever thought about this...

...just happened. (0__o") One of the fishes in the fish pond at home died. Actually it wasn't the first one. maybe the forth? fifth? I donno -___- Since we had that pond at home 2 months (i think) ago, lots of fishe...

i have been saying that i will update for days now.. but i just haven't had the time alone or the energy. mum and nan have been fighting and bitching all week, and then my brother keeps putting his foot in it and start...

i don't want to die. "your going to die one day" everyone says. it's not my fault i have an eating disorder and i don't like to eat. (no i'm not anorexic or bulimia or anyskinny looking disorder. it's more like i'm malnurished)...