• My Fathers memorial Service, well thats what it was supposed to be

    My Father memorial service was this morning and I am exhausted and my nerves are fried.Have I mentioned, at least a million times, how dysfunctional my family is on my Fathers side.I haven"t seen most of them in years and they have not gotten any better.I made several large salads, potato, macaronni…
  • His word does not change

    Beloved brothers good morning, Happy Friday toyou all, wish you will enjoy this new weekend wisely, for you know, YHWH’s eyesare upon you all. I know some people think YHWH does not care about thembecause they don’t have certain things, but we know he does. He simply gives usfree will to act, but we…
  • Deadly Consequences! Don't Drink & Drive

    Was not a good night in my county last night. Although we were blessed with the cold front that swept through Texas bringing all kinds of rain & colder temperatures, not all occurrences were blessed ones. Around dusk, a two vehicle accident…
  • Beer Haze and An Interminable Loss

    Three beers. That's all it takes now. I hadn't drank in 7 years because, well, frankly, I didn't feel like it. When I tell people that they think that I was a raging alcoholic and I have fallen off of the wagon but that wasn't and isn't the case. I remember when I quit, sitting at a very poor sushi…
  • Truth

    The older I get, will I get over it? Maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I don't give enough.Maybe I'm not good looking enough.Maybe.... maybe. Maybe I'm hard to deal with.Maybe I just see the bad in everything.Maybe I'm too damn desperate.Maybe.... maybe. Maybe I distract myself too much.Maybe I'm an…
  • 16 year olds blogging about

    how drunk they got last night. -____- ugh, it makes me sick. :/ I mean, if you want to drink, then drink. But why is it so damn important that you do it when it's illegal? I've never understood it. I'm 20. Never been drunk. Never even had an alcoholic drink in my life. And I'm just fine. That's my o…
  • Hangover of the Year

    Had me the most worst hangover in my life yesterday...EVER. I felt like a zombie the whole day,like i'm in an episode of Walking Dead with my head pounding like crazy and losing my sense of balance from time to time. Speaking of drinking and hangovers,my family really isn't used to the idea of me d…
  • Untitled

    THE street corner was unusually empty for a Thursday night. Normally the bars would be at the height of their revelry, with girls stumbling between them, pulling their tiny skirts down every few steps to cover their exposed asses, and men prowling behind them, enjoying every peek and claiming to fo…
  • Poke'men and Poke'women

    ||Random Thought of 10/31/12 -- Poke'men and Poke'women|| Before I start, I'm just gonna say that I don't know how to use the word "Pokemon" in a grammatically correct way. Is the plural "Pokemen," "Pokemons," or just "Pokemon"? I think I'm going to go with "Pokemon." ----- Alright, first off, Poke…
  • i knew you were trouble when you walked in

    Yeah, I do talk to other guys. I laugh with other guys, and I hug other guys. But don’t you doubt for a second that any of them mean as much to me as you. Go ahead and find someone else to keep you company. But that's al…