part 1cops? ha. i was 19 when we got together. i had no clue about this type of relationship. volatile. dangerous. i had no one i could turn to about this. i was embarassed. i had too much pride. and i was a coward. i...

Talk about out of nowhere... I talked with the ex today...Apparently she's moving here...As in right here...as in four blocks from my house...And she's being civil... I dreaded the question I knew she had lined up...

So yeah... I'm just not feelin her...She's not feeling me either...I'm sure she'd be a lot more fun if I wasn't trying to date her...HAHAHA...Chemistry isn't there...I thought it was...It was brief, but I thought I felt it there for a second...One more chance?...

i guess the reason I've resisted going to the parties of or hanging out with some of the old friends i had early on in high school is because they haunt me - not because of who they are, but because of who i was when i w...

I've resorted to a survey...I should really do my homework... I figured I put this on this xanga vs. my normal one because certain people read it...And this seems more like my "relationship" xanga...hahaha... ...

I found this extremely interesting... I was commenting on Donnie's Myspace and I caught a look of my ex's comment on there. He said he was digging Donnie's new layout... I wonder if he knew that it was made by ...

hung out with my ex last night for the first time in almost a year. this is the one that i first loved. this is the one that broke me. i have grown and healed quite a bit. it wasn't a bad time. he thinks of me all the ti...

1) two weeks until t's birthday party. it's going to be fucking insane. 2) t-minus 23 days until i'm legal in all 50 states. that's right, motherfuckers. 3) dad convinced himself that i'm a lesbian. 4) i found out that m...

So I'm not home...I'm actually in the town that started it all...I'm in the city that I met my ex gf in...It's weird...It's only after all the good do I remember the bad...I remember the farris wheel...I remember the mal...

So I stopped talking to the girl from school...Not necessarily my call, but whatever... I seem to have the world's shittiest timing... I find myself thinking about my ex often...Definitely not my call either... ...