The sweet nauseating smell of pain resonates through me, clutching at my chest, throbbing like a tremor that rudely awakens an innocent sleepy town Into turmoil and deafening chaos, not realizing that the worst is y...

Time and time alike I cannot figure how to drive in this spike I cannot figure how to dishevel this spite try with all this might I cannot put out this light I'm not trying to infiltrate any sort of base or leap over ev...

I wonder what we are. Are we boyfriend and girlfriend? Are we technically together? For some reason, he doesn't want to tell his friends about me. And it seems like if I wanted him to tell his friends, then he would. But...

*roll eyes* Save me from the voyeurs and peekaboo nonsense.     Xanga has always been my little hidey hole, a savior of sorts, especially when I release through my writing. It's faster than my journals...

Feel free not to read this Part 1 - Christian Gay-Haters I've been thinking about this for quite some time, and in reality I think Christian Gay-Haters who say "you're going to hell!" and random freaking comments like t...

I've become a bit of a recluse.I need to hear the gasp and the exhale.  The shiver... cold mouth pressed against mine.  oh man...Was entertaining the thought of burning myself today.  Something I used to do before the cutting....

Forehead to forehead breath to breath thought to thought we are fresh 2 death Reading each others thoughts just isn't enough excuse us, we are in tune with our souls you fill yours up with make up and concrete thinking ...

Dear Ethan,Today I've just been feeling so messed up. Its like I don't know where I'm going, so I'm everywhere at once, erratic, inconstant. I've just discovered how observant I really am - I notice everything from who w...

I believe your soul and your heart can fly through writing. Whether you are writing fiction or nonfiction, you can navigate through your feelings anyway you want to. You can be the heroine in your story or the villain. Y...

I have decided to go to UCLA.  I just need to make it happen now.  I have a form to fill out and I feel anxious about that, but not so anxious that I can't handle it if I can just bring up the form again. ...