• No. 50 Climb a Mountain - Part 1

    A few (a lot) blogs back I talked about this charity climb I was doing in August. Well I finally have the time to blog about it, as I managed to scramble my way to the top of the impressive Mount Kilimanjaro. It was a long hard climb but I think it paid of to have the knowledge that I can manage som…
  • WTF is mr_faust listenin too at the moment (2011-partial-whatev-ed-issue-uh-huh)

    Hmph, my blog has somewhat turned into a three-way that's been fueled with reading Pitchfork, Hipster Runoff, and Popjustice as my iPod (or someone else's as my first iPod touch was jacked earlier this year) has been pregnated with stuff my fourteen year-old self would probably scold me for liking.…
  • No. 33 Completed, I finally graduated.

    So back in July I finally got my 3rd year results and finished University. It was all very sad as it meant I actually had to find a job and was not able to bum around anymore. Graduation was like any other but I definitely realised I had a lack of friends (or white friends in general) on my course a…
  • The list...

    FUCK!! I just hate life right now.. Things I need to get through my head: 1)It's never gonna happen between you two,deal with it. 2)People are ALWAYS going to do stupid shit that hurts other people for no reason other then they can. 3)Life is not like in the movies/books,bad shit just gets worse. 4…
  • The Beauty of Home

    Not having to wear flip-flops in the shower. Lighting candles. Having Jayme make me cupcakes. Playing in Ava's princess tent. Making tea in the tea kettle. Pushing Ava on a swing in the backyard. Green things; blooming things. Watching Dad and Steve wrestle last year's Blue Jay nest out of the rho…
  • Unreasonable Wishes

    1) I wish love was easy to find 2) I wish I didn't feel suffocated by the people that love me 3) I wish I wouldn't run away from things that become hard or serious 4) I wish I was more reliable 5) I wish my moods were more stable 6) I wish to be free. more than anything I wish I could run away when…
  • 5 Things I've Learned Since Turning 25

    In about a month, I will turn 27. Over the hill? Not quite. On the downward slouch towards 30, though? Most definitely. Now that I can see 25, that milestone of the 20-something decade, in my rear view mirror, I've been thinking a lot about where my adult life has come since then. Here are 5 inva…
  • Things That Make He Happy:

    When the bathroom smells like toothpaste. When I remember to floss."Just Because" phone calls. When my eyes meet someone else's and I know what they're thinking. And we both smile.Having a conversation with someone in which I do not feel intimidated or insecure.Blowing kisses towards heaven and imag…
  • [[47]]

    Dear Universe, Well, I'm pretty fucking pissed. I just wasted all this time writing this fucking blog entry, and all I had left was to put thinspo in it and my fucking sorry ass excuse for a lug of a brother decides "oh, yeah, okay. I'm just going to be a fucking prick and "ex" out off all the progr…
  • No. 2 - Give blood

    Ok, well the list is starting to look a bit better! On Wednesday (24th November 2010) I got out of bed and made my way down to the student union where I waited in line for about 2 hours (I did get free juice and biscuits though!). All just to give blood! I wanted to film it but it was a bit awkward…