First off i fucking worked hard on the videos so if you don't read what i will write at least look at the vids,they are important.SITUATION NUMBER 1- ME and OZY Me and Ozy started out as good friends and had a summer adv...

I despise myself the most when I hurt someone else.Nothing frustrates me more, especially when that person I hurt is someone who has been trying to help me in some way.I just can't handle it.  I get so frustrated wi...

...is that even a word? i should be excited but i'm in a bummed out mood.   first reason because my meds from the physical therapist that is supposed to relieve my back pain include a side effect of getting ra...

I'm so sick of existing. I'm so hurted. I wish I didn't need to participate in life. I wish I could go away, disappear, curl up and be alone. I wish I could leave everyone and everything behind to rot away somewhere...

-makes 50 entries- I can't find my paper journal... which is what I wanted to write in. Thus... I am here. Woooooot! I feel more self-conscious now that we have a readership... even if it's really only one person right ...

I look at our old pictures, and wish to God you'd smile at me like that again. Being back in this little town hurts and stings every time I leave my own house. And even when I don't. Being in the same building as you fee...

It has been proven several times that my life is not meant to be a happy one. My life, no matter where in time and space, has always based itself on the concept of ultimate sorrow and pain. It is as though I am not meant...

Artist:  SIA Song:  BREATH ME Link:  (http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/sia_lyrics_3491/colour_the_small_one_lyrics_10932/breathe_me_lyrics_126799.html)   Help, I have done it againI have been her...

Still trying to get things fixed to the way I want it.  This blog is basically going to be about having just broken up from a long term relationship and hopefully finding a way to heal.  Just a way for me to pr...

...Bravery.Pain....Courage.Misery....Fortitude.Anguish....Nerve.Twinge....Grit.Sting....Valiance.Grieve...Boldness.Agony....Courageous. Punishment....Firmness.Torture....Spirit.Distressing....Soul.Excruciating. ...Heart....