Ive been doing terrible the last few weeks. It got so bad that two days ago I purged =O I haven't purged in over a month and since its been so long since I purged I have a major sore throat!!!! Grrr I can't do this ...

I'm going to try not to step on my scale until next weekend after today. I ate tonight because, like I said earlier, I have trouble restricting my intake so much after I eat for a few days. So I made the mistake of tryi...

Tuesday 14 of December, 2009. Ello ! Today was good :). Talkd to Pieter <3 and uhm yeh. School wasn't all that bad for once, it was actually rather bearable. Which is good ! Didn't go to the gym :( Mommy wouldn't let ...

Intake- -2 slices of carrot cake[1,000cals] -1 quesadilla[540cals] Total intake[1,540cals] so thats piss poor. I feel bad, but at the same time I don't. I have to get to my GW by prom. My mom gave me lots of money to bu...

Hey ya'll. It's been a while. I haven't had much time to get online, it's been a bit hectic. On the (ex)boyfriend front, It was going okay, we were supposed to hang out yesterday but he wouldn't respond to my messages o...

I'm already back down to 99 pounds after freaking out last night. So far today I've eaten a light yogurt. I just made a hot drink that's cooling enough for me to drink without burning myself. I used a spoonful of Ovalti...

Christmas can go die - I know it makes me wanna anyway -.-Have some thinspo... I JUST A HAD DINNER!! FOR FXCKS SAKE!! Yeah, my school is so fxcked up they make you have christmas dinner (and it's at lunch!!) Didn't ...

I'm gonna try and stay positive I have bipolar....and strangely enough I have been absolutely fine for months, but recently my mood has slowly been going down hill and I can feel depression setting in. My willpower ...

When I actually eat normally for a day, I have trouble stopping. Yesterday after I felt like I was going to faint, I ate. Then I thought that the next day I would be very strict about what I ate. That didn't work. When...

New York, NY. 13 Dec. 2009. I'm going to New York in January. Mmmm... I'm excited. I weighed myself today. Back down to 106. Woo. I wanna see if my parents will send me to Paris for my birthday. I'll be turning sixteen i...