Peace and calmness come.A reminder something, and some one much more powerful than me is watching over me. I am not alone.

They say that time heals all wounds That may indeed be true But until more time passes I still fall asleep crying over you The picture of you in my sleep mask Is too reminiscent for me to bear I cant imagine that time can ever Force me not to care Distance was supposed to ease the pain Im not sure i…

As I was walking home from campus today in the wee ours of the night (read: 9pm, tops), stomach giving me a thrashing for letting it sit empty for so long, body sore from school, work, and workout a funny sort of left field thought nestled itself into my train of though. As background I try not to…

Psalm 19:1-3 Indeed they do. Indeed they do. I receive my greatest and most constant reminders that God is through nature. Yesterday morning I was able to see this amazing burst of sun shoot through the clouds and paint the trees behind me an amazing clear orange. It was awesome. Only lasted…

so I've failed today, i didn't even purge when i binged, tomorrow should be better. I'm going out with friends from camp who are stick thin, so that should give me some motivation. If not I'm going to stay this fat for a lot longer... I refuse to lose myself... I think that should be my moto. I'll w…