I'm feeling restless.You know, that twitchy feeling inside of you that you have to DO something... GO somewhere... gallop... eat a LOT of smoothies... stay up all night... draw an amazing picture... write a song... You k...

I decided to change my layout  on my friendster profile today..from Gucci to Lacoste to the fact that I cant afford one. I started blogging on wordpress last week ..I just imported some of my blogs from frien...

when something emotionally overwhelms me i cry. just to release it.its better than holding it in.for me,the tears flow out so easily.so why arent they coming out this time?something so solemn, beautiful and sincere,somet...

Siam's hospitalised again.This time round, we found out about it earlier.There's a blockage in his bladder and tmr we'll see if he needs the catheter again.Doc says that chances of a shorter recovery time is possible, pr...

first of all, i failed 5 subjects.  i know, im so screwed this time. i know i could have done better but i just didnt. i know in the end, im the one that's gona be there alone for myself and if i dont buck up now, i...

You'll never know how many emotions I really choose to show. How I really hide everything.My hatred.My sadness.My happiness.Everything.

tiredsleepyfrustratedconcernsstressedanxietyemotional (emotions and more emotions and feelings)worriesstresstrouble sleepinghate how much I weighhate my bodyhate zitstough timesfrustrationsmiserablesadnessdepressed (some...

i just want to get the fuck out of here.there is nothing here for me anymore.nothing.i can be easily forgotten by everyone who has ever known me here,completely erased as if i were never thereexcept for an incomplete, ha...

Sorry I havent posted in a while. My dear mother died suddenly last Monday. She died in her sleep at approx 1:15 AM. We had no idea there was anything wrong. She had been out the day before with my father buying birdhous...

The other day I was viewing someone's account via Welcome Wagon. It's a good way to get to know new people and drop them comments. Anyways, the person asked if "anyone could ever truly be happy?"This got me thinking. I t...